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Thursday, October 5, 2006






This is boring...
ANd yet again I have this feeling that I'm annoying everyone with who I'm speaking
yes I know about my self esteem problems no need to remind them to me!
but this is just so boring
I hate school today
well...always but more today
I'm worried because I need to do a lot of works to have the right to pass my exam
but each time I open my book I freeze, I can't work
not that I don't understand, I JUST DON'T WANT TO!
it's horribly boring!
Then my parents tells me to like maths
yeah right, it's easy! like I can begin to "like" maths just because I want to...
look, nothing gets me more bored in life than maths
I HATE maths
and even if I can make the work I just don't want to
it's useless, I'm ready to pass the exam, why won't they let me?
but now we are in a new session, and the fact that I still don't want to do the work because of pure boredom makes me worry
I have trouble with that one and if I don'T work I cna't understand
I am on the perfect way to bum yet aaaanother year
and my father who keeps giving me pressure trying to makes me feel bad

I don't understand why I need to do this, come on, even the guy who tells us what we need to do to have a certain job told me that I don't need more than a secondary 2 math class
why won't you give me my credits for maths now
Later when I'll work, nobody will give a damn about the fact that I can make a perfect triangle or that I can addition X with B
do you see me on a christmas party trying to be cool saying:
"2X+15B.(13Ax+12Y+)! WHO'S THE MAN?"
it's so useless and it pisses me off that for something that is COMPLETELY useless everybody's pushing me in the back so that I can pass it
ohh but I forgot that the almighty government will laugh at me if I can't pass this class
I forgot that if I can't pass this class I won't be able to become a good lawyer or doctor and I won't win 500 000$ per years
I guess nobody understand yet that I don't give a damn about money
as long as I can make my family live I don't need more money that I,ll put into a bank account, won't touch for years just to be able to say at the next christmas party:
"hey, I AM making 500 000 a year hehehehe!"
I hate society and I hate school who transform us into customers!



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