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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-03-16
Gender
• Male
Location
• ohh...uhhh...yeah.
Member Since
• 2005-01-21
Occupation
• Working in the concrete field in renovation, I am also studying martial arts and am a huge video game and anime fan but mostly video games, My passion is drawing.
Real Name
• HYPER SONIC!!!!!!!!

Personal

Achievements
• oh...uhhh...Nothing very interesting. I destroyed the Spawn of the Evil Lord in my young days but...
Anime Fan Since
• 2001
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Chrono Crusade, Samurai Deeper Kyo,Step up Love story, Peace maker, Ah my Godess, Tales of Symphonia, Tales of Phantasia, Tales of Eternia,Getbackers,Cardcaptor Sakura,Wolf's Rain,Princess Mononoke,Rurouni Kenshin,Gundam Seed, Bleach,Dragonball Z
Goals
• If Being a Lawyer was as fun as in Phoenix Wright then I would go for being a Defense Attorney, but for now, being an officila videogame illustrator, meeting a certain someone,have played as much awesome videogames series as possible and have a sucessfull
Hobbies
• Owning at Megaman games,Reading Mangas and Watching Animes, Drawing , Working and Martial Arts
Talents
• Manga Artist, Martial Artist

myOtaku.com: Omega Zero

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Curses my self esteem complex!

I guess some of you know that I have a slef esteem problem, I don't think I'm good enough for whatever, but with the help of friends and family who love me for real it was about to disapear
But that's when school pop out, A place where everyone is against my beliefs and my way of being. A lots of people think I'm dull, think that I'm stupid, and I Really don't care about those people, but being someone who have an hard time loving himself the opinion of everyone, no matter how much I uncare about, counts
And when everyone with who you hang out with always find a little something on you that they don't like and don't bother keeping it for themself I guess I feel like an intruder on this group, And when a lot of people in your class look at you in that kind of mocking and despise way there is something to feel depressed about.
Of course all my best friends are kind of like me at school when there is always somebody to laugh at you, but well I'm alone in that school, no one to rely on to cheer up a bit, no one with who I can laugh. and when the group of people with who you hang out doesn't like you, you cannot really feel great! well there is only one person who don't like me and there's one who partly appreciate me and the others who just don't really know me, but well, that's that I am the center of the laughing matter means that I am the little punching bag of the group ( ahhh memories of my past) the one on who everyone can make hurtfull comments and nobody will give a damn, and no matter how much their comment goes above my head it always go through my heart
I don'T ask for them to like me but if only they could leave me be, if they completely ignored me I would feel better. but anyway, weekend is close and I'll recharge my hapiness battery

in today's update we have nothing new as usual, which gives me more depression since my whole days are dull, going to school to be laugh about and return home to do nothing since my parents kind of ground me becaus eI can't do anything with friends at week even if I'm freaking 17 years old. There is a limit at worrying about my school results. It's not because that I have fun that I'll fail at school, in fact it should help me!

damn am I eager to finish highschool! and finally be free of that prison system. well at least all those guys who laugh at me at school will be gone by the end of december for it is the end of the first semester. so I'll be alone and feel better!

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