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Friday, May 20, 2005


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Do you know what it feels like when it seems as if everybody hates you? I have that feeling a lot of times. It's like when your friend is mad you just wanna cry yourself out. I mean really i bet my friends would cry if i'm mad at them but yeah. It's very sad. Have you ever tried to kill yourself? I mean yeah its hard to beleive if you try to kil yourself but yeah. I'm bored right now... yay.
I went to the funeral thing yesterday, it was really hard seeing her there. When i was there i touched her, yes it would be scary but she was very cold and it was sad. It was more sad last weekend when i saw her in the hospital. lots of cryingness. I mean if you were there you would of started crying. I mean come on a room full of crying people would for sure make you cry! I cant really imagine without her there. to cheer me up at times but i have to live with it. Pretty much for the rest of my life. It's going to be hard without her since I have a long way of my life to finesh, I better make the best I can out of it.

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