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• Kaisa

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myOtaku.com: One Word


Friday, June 8, 2007

Falling non-stop


As I sit here and think
I realize that my chest is empty

[My heart won’t feel a thing anymore]

You told me you love me
But those were only words without the real feeling

[I saw it everywhere and still refused to open my eyes]

What did you do it for?
Was it practice in case you'll really feel that way someday?
Or did you want to know how long you can keep up this game?

[You truly have your way with words as well as lies]

You took my heart and almost my soul
But then reality hit me

[It’s supposed to be said to only one not many]

I asked you about it once
And you asked me if I thought you were fake

[I though all my tears would form a lake]

I said no and we never mentioned it again
We should have I know

[You know it’s been going on too long when nothing comes out anymore]

For three times already
I’ve cried in fear of losing you

[And each time it hurt less]

Someone said that love is blind
But I know it’s also sadistic
Why else would it be so hurtful?

[My broken heart found its way back into my chest]

Do the others know this too?
Do they know that they’re not the only ones in your heart?

[If you have one at all or did you only stole the hearts of others]

People have hurt you I understand that
I got a message from the woman wearing black

[She speaks of rapes and her love for you happily in the same sentence]

She tried to pull me down to her level
Claimed that she was like me years ago
Was it before or after you I don’t know

[Haven’t heard of her in a while but I doubt she’s given up]

You tell me to drop the subject
And then tell me to open up
Though you yourself never do it

[There are hypocrites where-ever you go]

So were you looking for support from me
When you got none from anyone else

[I know you know what pain is]

Keep things to yourself if that’s what you really want
But remember that you’re not the only one who’s been there

[I will never open my defenses again]

And in case you fall over the edge
Don’t drag me down with you
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