Current Music: Megadeth - Sin
Current Mood: Out of my Mind, will Return upon resurfacing of sanity.

This wasn't exactly a bright day in itself. I feel a particularily strong urge to strangle people, and I'm starting to snap at people as well, yay, fun -_-;; Today was equally bad as yesterday, if not worse, or even much worse. It started off normal, with a tortorously long 1 hour drive to school ... >.< (I still need sonic protection ... badly, the hands over the ears routine jsut doesn't cut it) I went through with the exam which was a presentation, expecting things to go as normal ... and just my luck, before I was allowed to leave Gary decided to pressure me into leaving seeing as he had gotten done early and wanted to go home early. Seeing as I have no other way home, after arguing from the beginning of the day about it until about ten past 11, I finally caved in. It seems they're also skipping tomorrow ... which will likely cut into my English Grade. If they drop my grade I'll strangle them both ... and burn the bodies afterwards ... It was either that or walk 60 miles ... This severely pissed me off and by the time I was riding back, in as near the fetal position as I could possibly get in a vehicle of that size, I held my head and wished for the painful headache to stop. Damned tension headaches, curse them >.> I still have that to this moment, yay me... oh well, I'm sounding far too unintelligible to be allowed to continue typing like this, so I'm going to shut up before I make myself sound any more stupid, good night.

Current Music: Deep Purple - Child In Time
Current Mood: Out of my Mind, will Return upon resurfacing of sanity.

Today was as dull as hell. It also managed to fray, burn, damage, or otherwise deteriorate the whole of my sanity. First off it seemed like a normal morning, that is, of course, until I got past the wake up, eat, shower, blah, part. The troubles began upon the entering of Gary's new car >.> To my dire misfortune, it seems they were trying to destroy my sanity. Gary had the heat on full blast, enough to kill a cold-hearted person such as myself. To add to these troubles a new car comes with a new radio device. Adding to my misfortune is his obvious distaste in music. Anyone even loosely assosciated with pop, rap, or r&b, or any derivative thereof should be drug out in the street and shot(metaphorically of course). Now of course, even though on low volume these atrocities are bad enough, this was a new car and he decided to act a bafoon and turn up the volume. I swear on my computer(the object to which I hold dearest!) that these atrocious, polluting, tasteless sonic disruptions forged a split straight down the center of my head, resulting in dire pain that echoed throughout my head like no other thing could. The fact that the car's bass gave me motion sickness didn't help things along either. All in all I felt absolutely miserable, and still do, and I'm not sure what is giving me this sick stomach, but I'm willing to blame it on that as well.

As if the ride to school wasn't bad enough, things were reluctant to improve. First off it seemed like a tragic day, mostly due to the obscene ride, but that's besides the point now. I gave the Rebuttal on the speech first, then proceeded to the multiple pages of writing that made up the cursed exam. It was tragically boring I say. I then proceeded to help someone with their essay because apparantly, the teacher had an apparant inability to teach the person, which meant I was stuck doing it yes? The teacher should if nothing else try harder for crying out loud >.< Afterwards I picked up my stuff and headed out to the car, and much to my disymay, it was a repeat of that morning, only it was even more miserable than the first time. I need to get batteries. They shall be my life force in the coming months as they will hold this inherent noise polution at bay, I hope, I still haven't figured out a solution to the bass induced motion sickness.

After I finally got home I was incredibly relieved, but still feeling worse than a pile of dog shit smells on a hot summer day. I proceeded to try and sleep it off, but to no avail, I still feel like shit to this moment. I watched a little bit of Scrapped Princess, but then I just played around on my computer, until, umm, now. My poor sweet sanity ... what am I to do? Murder is clearly out of question for I still need the ride, and not going is out of the question as well. I need some serious help, how about ear plugs, can someone get me ear plugs for christmas? Or rechargable batteries and a battery recharger(preferred).

Current Music: Q and not U - We Love Our Hive
Current Mood: Am I awake or still dreaming?

I'm certainly not at 100% now, but I shall disregard such for the moment and go on to the day. Pretty decent day, nice and cold and all. Just the way I like it, until I found the pussified virginian's blasting the heat like they were going to die >.> Damned wimps! On the way to school we nearly wrecked multiple times due to our drivers apparant inability to drive in the winter ... the roads weren't even that bad. I dare him to move north a good two or three hundred miles. Anyone care to take wagers on how long it would take for him to land his car in a ditch?

After I finally got to school, almost everybody was late, apparantly they are all have similar driving ability to Gary >.> Even the teacher was like 15 minutes late. After all that anti-drama, the day progressed as usual. It was another day of working on that design in photoshop that we have to present wednesday. I finished it just before I left, which means I was working on it for a good 4 and a half hours. Ah well, who cares? Probably nobody, hell, I'm not even sure I do. After that I came back home, blahhhhh.

After I eventually got home I decided I would be a smart little boy and check the mail. What uncanny timing I have sometimes. I open the mailbox and what do I see but a package for me from Theo? And now I have a bit of One Piece, even more Naruto, and Samurai Deeper Kyo ^_^ Quite the nice gift I say. Afterwards I decided I would sleep, eat, and sit still until my mind rotted and I wandered off to the land between concsciousness and dreaming, where I currently remain >.> Will this post be here when I wake up in the morning? I don't know, I guess I'll find out ... I feel ickish again, far too hot for normal, maybe I should open the windows. My throat is also seeming to get a bit sore, I hope it doesn't turn into anything, it's not helping anything by being like this! Then again, come to think of it, I don't really care if it does, and you shouldn't either. Did anything else happen lately? Well, I don't really know. I can't remember Saturday, or even yesterday for that matter. Oh well, I've said too much, ja.

Current Music: Energy 52 - Cafe Del Mar 98(Nalin and Kane Mix)
Current Mood: Simplistic

Today I was too lazy to do anything, yesterday I was too lazy to think about being too lazy to do anything. In fact, I'm so lazy today, that I can't even remember yesterday, that or it's my short term memory being short term again. That's just the way these things go x.x I can't remember why I was lazy yesterday, but it was probably a pretty crappy reason. Today I was lazy because I felt like being lazy. What do I do? I wake up at 1:30 in the afternoon, stretch, shower, eat, computer, eat, eat more, computer, eat again, computer, and I'm do for eating again soon. What have I done on my computer? Well so far I've caught on to quite a bit when it comes to video encoding. Yay VirtualDub! *looks at the funny looks from all of the comptuter illiterate people ... waits a minute before sticking out tongue* Also yay to OggMux, XViD, and Ogg Vorbis! More yays go out to DBPowerAmp! *twitches when I get more dumb looks* Besides that I'm back to listening to trance again, trance is 1337, end of story. OHhhhhh, and I also found something pretty nice today too. A program that will let me take a screenshot of a playing video file ... which is generally a pain in the ass. Now that I have the ability to pull frames out of videos quickly I will have to take a lot, and finish up some other things pertaining to doing anime reviews for the hell of it. What does this have to do with the flavor of the color blue? I don't know, but it tastes good. I think I'll end this post now before I scare more of the infinitely few viewers of this post away >.> Ja na

Current Music: Pennywise - Fuck Authority
Current Mood: Bleehhhhhh

Today went pretty smooth at first. I was just messing around having the usual day at school, blah, whatever, more fun in photoshop & imageready. Had the usual awards assembly that we have every five weeks and I of couse am on the Dean's List, blah ... things are just too easy. After I got home I was like all blah, just like now. By 7 I noticed myself feeling sickish and demanded to me that I must go to bed, and I did, in fact, as soon as I'm done with this post I'm going straight back to sleep ... I hope. Nothing else to say really, except that I will get around tomorrow sometime, even to the recent guestbook entries that I've been neglecting to check... ja.

I've been kind of busy lately so I haven't been getting around, nor have I been doing much else. I've had a couple essays to work on here and there, and I've got those pretty well finished. The research essay needs a few final tweaks that will take less than five minutes. The argumentative is finished but I have to do the oral presentation on it on Thursday. Besides that the majority of my time has been spent either sleeping, or more often and likely wishing I were sleeping as I've only been getting maybe 2 hours of sleep a day/night(varies). I watched a bit of anime a couple days ago, first 6 or so episodes of Outlaw Star, for the 5th or so time through for me ^^; Good stuff, of course, good stuff. Then yesterday I was watching Elfen Lied, Samurai Champloo, and rewatching Scrapped Princess. I've also been watching movies here and there, the indiana jones trilogy, liar liar, and escape from l.a. included. I guess I'm in the mood to watch things and lay down lately ^^; It's really nice, a needed break. I suppose all I really need now is some restful sleep. I can't really think of much of anything else, erm, wait, I cut out a picture I took of my eye the other day, it was kind of interesting. I shall leave you with that and then go for the night as it is 12:40. Good night.

Current Mood - Bored/Sleepy

I spent the majority of yesterday, erm, wait ,I can't even remember yesterday aefternoon x.x I spent yesterday night listening to music for starters, as always, a given. I then proceeded to grab myself a new free antivirus programs and get M3 optimized builds of Mozilla Firefox 1.0 and Mozilla Thunderbird 1.0. I spent a while tweaking my firefox settings as well, blah. After all that and such, at around 12:30 I started working on my Research Essay. I think I finished it around 3 and went to sleep. Somewhere after there I woke up and made it to school, pretty fuzzy on the details of that ... I spent the last hour tweaking/perfecting the essay and turned it in .. and now I shall play minesweeper and wait for this incredibly boring day to come to an end.

Current Mood - Off
Current Music - System of a Down - Patterns

Just my luck what I did yesterday. I was stressing all day over what topic to do my argumentative on. I finally came up with something around 11:30ish. I started writing when I decided to check my due dates. I ended up misreading them to my misfortune, and thought that my research was due tuesday, and stayed up all night working on it when it wasn't even due until Thursday. To add to this wondeful situation I hadn't even really touched my argumentative, so I had nothing to show, luckily I did it in class in about an hour, but jeeze, I hate having to do that >.> I still have to finish up the research essay and touch up the rushed argumentative essay that I left several points out of. I figured I would do it on something easy like what to do about overpopulation(unfortunately we can't do things my way and use a-bombs and vx to fix the problem ) I'm currently trying to catch up on my anime watching and manga reading, something I haen't had much time at all for lately. Oh well, my busy self will be going for now

I didn't do a whole terrible lot this weekend. Most of my time was invested in updating both computers, which needless to say took a hell of a long time, two days. There rest of the time was spent either sleeping or forum browsing, or more sleeping, or trying to sleep, or pseudo sleeping. I don't know what it is with me and sleep lately, but it can't be good, right? I practically blew off researching for my essay. I also blew off the oratory argumentative essay that I have to have written by Thursday. I blew off both of them, which means I'll be busy as any average social insect until then. Yay?

Current Mood - Dead
Current Music - 30 Seconds to Mars - Capricorn

I've been feeling pretty much dead all day. The day started off pretty dreary and rainy and cleared up as the day went on. I did mediocre on my Graphic Design for the Web midterm, I think. I may have done decent, it depends on how this teacher grades things. I didn't meet my own personal standards so I feel bleh about it. After I got home I was pretty much drop dead bored. I went so far as to retag, rename, and reorganize all 1200 audio files that I had in the 'bands' folder, which means I have about 4 to 5 hundred to go. I also need to go through and make playlists, which is going to take forever but I already have a half decent start. It looks like tomorrow at five is my second interview for the Walm Mart Distribution Center job, and they give three, so oh well. I'll just have to see how I do, and maybe I'll have less time on my hands, but more money. Oh well, I shall talk later.

I've been working on a couple of themese, each of them based on another, one more closely than the other. The first one only has two modified icons and the sound scheme leftover from the original portion ..... the other needs a bit of work, but it's coming along.

Final Fantasy 7 - Tifa mod

modified wisp