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Birthday
• 1988-11-30
Gender
• Female
Location
• in front of the computer
Member Since
• 2005-05-09
Occupation
• a student till the feds find me...
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Achievements
• I had a couple art projects shown in school
Anime Fan Since
• I was 8
Favorite Anime
• Sailor Moon, DragonBall Z, Hellsing, Full Metal Alchemist, Ghost In The Shell, Cowboy Bebop, Inuyasha, Read or Die, Gatekeepers 21, Fruits Basket, Getbackers, and a lot more that I can't think of right now
Goals
• to write my own manga (Iv'e already started though :>)
Hobbies
• drawing, reading, sleeping, and daydreaming
Talents
• drawing, playing the guitar, and to sleep longer than anyone I know.




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Thursday, July 21, 2005

   Thursday
I-I f-fucking hate my life!! I absolutely hate my mom!! It's all because of her fucking birds! I was supposed to give them water every day and I did! But I forget sometimes... *hic* Now my mom despises me for the death of six of thoses god damn birds *sob* I hate birds I'm afraid of them and yet I was put in charge of them! How fucking unfair is that?! I mean thier her damn pets! I take care of my two cats because thier my responsibility and I love them. But why should I take care of her pets when I'm afraid of them and hate them! She just threatened to throw me out of the house at 17 a few minutes ago!!!! *sobbing uncontrollably* I mean I'm fucking sorry that I killed tham and I tried really hard to remember every day. but I just couldn't and than one after the other just died!! I am her fucking DAUGHTER!! Thier just birds!! I have loved her no matter what for my entire life even if I was a daddy's girl. Those birds have only been with us for I dunno a year maybe two?!! How could she just say that?!?! It was barely my fault! Right now shes got me crying so hard my entire body feels numb... Dads doing shit about it and Timmys too busy with his girlfriend Kelly to acually comfort me!! Just after this morning I told him to watch out and he knocked over all my colored pencils and sketchbook and I yelled at him and of course he brought up the birds to piss me off. No ones on my side... I wanna end it but I can't... someone please help! I can't feel my soul anymore my body hurts from the numbness... I can't end my life... I feel sick..................



all over some fucking birds........

seeya........ maybe........
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