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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
I'm Angry, Crazy, Mad, Stress, Depress, and Most of all I Feel Like Crying And Dying
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HELLO & GOODBYE - JULY 6, 2008
Gosh Yesterday I spent my entire free day from school where? At the freaken dentist...I went through a 3 hour Rootcanal and guess what? It was a failure...the doctor messed up my teeth and I was sent to a Specialist so they can correct my rootcanal that the other doctor messed up. Yeah I went to the specialist and instead of correcting the mistake he redid the rootcanal so I went through another set of pain... but this time it's worse...because half of my face is now swollen and i look like a real monster now...I felt like dying when i came back from the doctor...I was so sleepy and hungry that when i came home i couldn't even eat not even my pills...I went straight to sleep hoping that my face will not be swollen when i wake up tomorrow for school...since i got 2 essay's due...and i haven't had the willpower to do them.
I only got bad news...I woke up this morning and guess what?!
My swollen face from yesterday is STILL swollen...i'm so mad i'm gonna start crying like a mental person...***cry and scream***
I got another dentist appointment today again at 3....I have to go back so they can finish fixing what they had started...LIKE HELL DO THEY FUCKEN THINK THAT I WANT TO GO BACK AFTER THEY FUCKED UP MY TEETH...I FUCKEN DON'T WANNA GO...SO WHAT? SO THEY CAN SEE MY SWOLLEN FACE? HOW EMBARRASSING... **SIGH** THE ONLY PLACE I WANT TO GO RIGHT NOW IS TO HEAVEN...SHIT DON'T BE SURPRISE IF I COMMIT SUICIDE ONE OF THESE FREAKEN DAYS...I DON'T KNOW IF I EVER WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL AGAIN...IF I CONTINUE TO LOOK LIKE THIS...FORGET IT I'M COMMITTING SUICIDE....SO NO ONE COULD SEE MY MONSTEROUS FACE... ARGH!!I'M SO MAD AND THERE ISN'T A DAMN THING I COULD DO ABOUT IT...
THE FREAKEN PILLS ISN'T WORKING...GOSH IMMA EAT THE ENTIRE BOTTLE IF THIS FUCKEN SWOLLEN FACE DOESN'T CALM ITSELF DOWN...
I'M SO ANGRY...I SPENT DAY AND NIGHT JUST AT THE FUCKEN DENTIST...AND THEY FUCKED UP EVERYTHING...
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO...I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANYBODY NOT EVEN THE MIRROR...I'M HUNGRY I DIDN'T EVEN EAT ANYTHING YESTERDAY ALL DAY...EVEN NOW AS I'M TYPING THIS SHIT...I'M HUNGRY BUT MY TEETH HELLA HURTS AND MY SWOLLEN FACE HURTS TOO...I FEEL SO LOST IN A VOID...
IF THIS SWOLLEN FACE THING IS PERMANENT...I'M COMMITTING SUICIDE...
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