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Tuesday, November 30, 2004
BEWARE: FREAK ON THE RAMPAGE
i did this personality quiz...the result i got was very weird, mostly correct (i know im a freak but dont run away because of it) but some of it also is quite incorrect...but then again its only a quiz^^.
people i need those photo's- my birthdays on thursday and 5 people havent givin me any even though they say they will. im not begging but i love to do this stuff and as nicole reminded me earlier: its better to give then to receive...so give me your photos and i give you a drawing.
well thats that and as i said before- dont be afraid of me (or you can if you want) but seriously the results i got on that quiz are just results that may happen to be true and may not.
until next time...
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Sunday, November 28, 2004
quizes for the strong of sword!
ive never in my life...i did this quiz and it is exactly like me! its absolutely uncanny: my weapon of choice is the rapier and yes i used to fight with it...well only a practice fight but i have 2 real ones in my possesion along with my other weapons.
i may take more quizzes now ^_^
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Saturday, November 27, 2004
when all is good and done
well the 1st year animation is finally over...and what a year it been. a year of sleepless nights, heartache, dismay and torment..blood, sweat and tears were all shed but at the same time it was a year of happiness, laughter, pride, kindness, and all the rest of the things that make life a pleasure. yes it had its low points: the intense amount of work and the sleepless nights caused by it, the deadlines that almost came close to killing me, practically living at college seeing that i was there for about 14 hours every day and sometimes pulling all nighters, and not to forget my art teachers icey gaze when i handed in a late project. it also had its high points: like learning photoshop, premiere and 3Ds Max, listening to the really funny chirps thrown around the class (they were rude but man i love laughing), seeing the wonderful talents of my classmates and loving every minute even through the toil...its been quite a year.
from now until february 14 i have my holidays and within those i plan on catching up all the sleep i lost, catch some rays at the beach...not to mention try and get lucky lol just joking, try and draw out my anime, bulk up, get a job, play video games until my eyes fall out, and most definitely draw and draw and draw....much more will be done but until i figure out more itl stay at this.
anyway more news as it comes and i hope you all had a great thanksgiving (of course here we dont have that).
well bafwetu, until next time...
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Sunday, November 21, 2004
weirdness in numbers
thanks to majosha!
visits: 777
Guestbook: 100
Art votes: 700
ok its not too weird but to me it is. thanks to everyone who ever visited my site, signed my gb and voted for my art...now all i need to do is get back onto the top 500 again ^_~
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777-100
i just wanted to inform everyone that i have
777 visits
and 100 gb signs, wierd eh?
well anyway i have one request...please anybody that hasnt voted for my art, please vote because i have 693 votes and i only need 700 to make my wierd stats complete...well vote anyway because i want to see what you all think of my material.
on to more serious matters:
what if you loved someone and according to them they loved you too...
now you both seem to be somewhat in a depression...
you have something serious to tell them...it could crush them but if you left it till later it could destroy both of you even more, do you tell them now or wait and see if things sort themselves out?
im still in the process of learning to love and im far too sensitive to hurt anyone but this is important and im not sure what to do...im so confused and its not only this position but there are many other things in my life that are bothering me and i feel as though im being tormented- i hate putting myself into these positions and the last thing i need in my life is drama but what can i do?
i dont expect you to give me any solid answers because a predicament like this is not an easy one. i dont really intend to execute any such plan but its a question that my heart needs to decide upon...it is not something that i wish to do to anyone especially you- the one i love...its just something thats been on my mind.
anyway just keep well and continue to live the good life.
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Saturday, November 20, 2004
Leave me alone...
i am alone,
alone and lonely,
i dont want anybody,
i dont need anybody,
this is the way i am and i accept it,
but its always been this way,
it is not anger...i just wish to be alone,
i never want anybody ever again,
i said it before and it never happened,
but this time i throw away the key and open the door to life yet again,
i will live my life....
alone.
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Happiness is sadness...love is loneliness
*sigh* hey there ballerinas...
im a little down since yesterday. have ever had one of those feelings where you are both happy as well as sad simultaneously? its odd- i know why im having it but i'd prefer to keep it personal...its heart issues and its very confusing...some of you may recognise my attitude either because you remember from last time or you have experienced it yourself. im sorry that this post is a little more morbid then the usual cheery funny (supposedly) one but you know you cant deny your own feelings. i havent been able to draw and my g/n is due in on wednesday next week...you know what that means right? it means that i thought it had to be in on friday and therefore ive lost 2 crucial days. so all i have to say is argh (it would be in capitals with an ! but im just too down to do it) my mother inists that i go to therapy- none of you could know why though because the way i am in person is somewhat different to here (as im sure is the case with most of you).
life sure has a strange way of hurting me though- but its not just me, its everyone. as soon as i become so happy...well the happiness gets taken away and replaced with depression, oh well im not going to mope around in front of you...i dont even have the net anymore- im posting this from college.
*sigh* alas, i feel that this temperament is going to last for another 2 weeks to 3 weeks...sorry but im sure all of you have your off days right? -_- i wont bore you anymore.
i just hope that you all have yourselves wonderful days because happiness is a true gift that not many have.
until next time...
p.s i have some interesting posts lined up for the holidays and you might even get to see an actual photo of me (its a rare occurence so yeah now youll have a meaningless event where you can tell your grandkids "i knew that guy when he was 19")
anyway
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Saturday, November 13, 2004
take my name in vain...
hey there peoples,
i just realised it now...i draw myself a lot- do you think im vain because of that? i mean i enjoy drawing myself and in fact my graphic novel is based on a dream i had where i was the main character so naturally i had to draw myself. you'll also notice that my background is a picture drawn of myself, and also my latest fan art is also of me...AAARRRGGGHHH!!! I AM VAIN!!! well i wont stop- i mean even if i dont physically draw my own image, all of the characters i draw have elements of me in them and that i cant help. you all dont object to me drawing myself do you? i know that Rayea wouldnt for pretty darn obvious reasons but im just not sure...well no matter what you say i'll draw what i like.
hey im sorry if i seem slightly more deranged then usuall in this post...happenjs when youve just consumed hazardous materials namely almost half a bottle of scotch mixed with red bull and some other stuff this guy put in...He promised that it would keep me awake and i feel like im mutating more then anything else. well dont be surprised when some radio-active slimeball shows up at your door step.
anyway ballerinas, i better geet back to my own work so just enjoy life for now and i shall leave you with one more piece of almost useless advice: no matter how much a french man persuades you...dont eat their stinky cheese...that stuff is N A S T Y!
until next time...
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Tuesday, November 9, 2004
Hello there ballerinas...
Im happy, you probably wouldnt know why but you'll find out soon enough and hopefully some of you wont try to decapitate me and eat my bladder because of why...but im happy, im really happy, and one or two of you that reads this will probably know why...but lets just keep this hush hush for now.
but now onto more pressing issues and this time NOT about college (well maybe a little). this morning i was just to lazy too lazy to make toast or anything else vaguely extravagant because i had barely slept the whole night...i was hungry and at breakfast time one eats. so i decided to make myself some coco pops and just incase you didnt know it im sort of lactose intolerent (cant have dairy products) but wouldnt you know i still went for it. i pour myself a small bowl (like i used to- i wasnt always lactose intolerent) and i was SO asleep that i didnt even care what happened, i went to get some milk and poured it into the bowl.
now im really hungry and i take a hefty spoonful and shovel it into my mouth...i chew and im experiencing a very peculiar taste (not to mention smell) in my mouth AND wouldnt you believe it! of all the people it had to happen to...I got the off milk- the one who is lactose intolerent and hadnt had cerial in about 5 months. it was revolting and just be happy it wasnt you...that milk must have been pretty ancient.
well thats my depressing little anecdote for the day but it actually made me laugh because so many other great things have been happening lately that it didnt even phase me one bit. yep theres a lot of work, i havent nearly done it but my happiness is important and when im happy i can be more productive and you can be sure that i'll finish the work
yes this was a lame post but you can expect some...well lets say interesting posts in the future along with a new poll (that ones getting little old by now).
also good news news is that i finally reached 700 hits, thats great- well ive been here for over a year now and youd think any other person would have got plenty more by now but im not worried- i have the best buddies here that anyone could hope for! =J
take care of yourselves everyone.
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Saturday, November 6, 2004
the penny: she is dropping...
You know ive been so busy working on my college stuff that I actually forgot something that just happens to be very important...well at least to me it is and no its not the anniversary of my tonsil removal. in about 26 days I will be celebrating the day of my birth (or birthday as it is called in common tongue). it just happens to be on the 2nd of December- i have only known of one other person who has his birthday on that day and coincidentally he is in my college year- and i will be turning 19...you can't call me gramps just because ive left the 18 mark but i have other plans.
I was thinking about having a party...but I just don’t have the time to plan (hint hint) and my parents say im too old to get any presents...aww drat i was so hoping to get that choochoo(just kidding) but that’s a hint nevertheless. well use it or not but whether i like it or not im getting a day older and I might be moving out of home and getting me a motorcycle (if I can scrape up the cash- I was going for a Honda or Yamaha)
but birthdays aren’t only about the gifts (yes they are) hey shut your face- i never said that but... they are important and to my friends i shall make you all your own manga likeness's of course you'll have to provide me with a photo of yourself but i think its worth it don’t you? Heck if I get famous one day (not likely) you'll have something that actually merits your friendship with me, lol. but seriously folks ive never had a birthday party...well at least since i was 7 and i want to make it a cool day and i'll give more info about it closer to the time as you'll all have active and meaningful roles- sounds exciting not so?
And you should all tell me when your special day is so I can celebrate with you too.
im not a party animal but im a really strange person so at least I can make it that much more spicy.
Otherwise my bro has been practicing a lot and its so pleasant to listen to him that I really no problem if he plays all the time- at this very moment he is practicing Deux Arabesque I by my favourite composer: Claude Debussy (maybe my folks will get me a cd with all his music on) its not for his exam I think but he just plays it anyway.
well i guess its time to get back to the old drawing board for now but I’ll try my best to stay alive (and awake).
He is called mothman because he has carnal knowledge of a moth...
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