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Birthday
• 1985-12-02
Gender
• Male
Location
• Johannesburg, South Africa
Member Since
• 2003-08-09
Occupation
• Commissioned artist, amateur writer
Real Name
• i have many names.....people who know me know what to call me but you can call me whatever you want- makes no difference to me (but people usually call me J)

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Achievements
• I succeed in failing and fail in succeeding
Anime Fan Since
• whenever it was that i first watched it...but I am not a fan
Favorite Anime
• I do enjoy all of sunrise and hajime yatate productions...especially escaflowne, bebop, and scryed. also a fan of old school anime
Goals
• none of my goals are ever achieved. i have many...and that is the same as having none, i will only succeed at dying
Hobbies
• ...existing in an existential quandary full of loathing and self doubt
Talents
• I dont believe in talent- everything that i am good at i have worked hard to achieve that skill




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myOtaku.com: original J


Sunday, November 21, 2004

777-100
i just wanted to inform everyone that i have
777 visits
and 100 gb signs, wierd eh?

well anyway i have one request...please anybody that hasnt voted for my art, please vote because i have 693 votes and i only need 700 to make my wierd stats complete...well vote anyway because i want to see what you all think of my material.

on to more serious matters:
what if you loved someone and according to them they loved you too...
now you both seem to be somewhat in a depression...
you have something serious to tell them...it could crush them but if you left it till later it could destroy both of you even more, do you tell them now or wait and see if things sort themselves out?

im still in the process of learning to love and im far too sensitive to hurt anyone but this is important and im not sure what to do...im so confused and its not only this position but there are many other things in my life that are bothering me and i feel as though im being tormented- i hate putting myself into these positions and the last thing i need in my life is drama but what can i do?
i dont expect you to give me any solid answers because a predicament like this is not an easy one. i dont really intend to execute any such plan but its a question that my heart needs to decide upon...it is not something that i wish to do to anyone especially you- the one i love...its just something thats been on my mind.

anyway just keep well and continue to live the good life.
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