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Birthday
• 1985-12-02
Gender
• Male
Location
• Johannesburg, South Africa
Member Since
• 2003-08-09
Occupation
• Commissioned artist, amateur writer
Real Name
• i have many names.....people who know me know what to call me but you can call me whatever you want- makes no difference to me (but people usually call me J)

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Achievements
• I succeed in failing and fail in succeeding
Anime Fan Since
• whenever it was that i first watched it...but I am not a fan
Favorite Anime
• I do enjoy all of sunrise and hajime yatate productions...especially escaflowne, bebop, and scryed. also a fan of old school anime
Goals
• none of my goals are ever achieved. i have many...and that is the same as having none, i will only succeed at dying
Hobbies
• ...existing in an existential quandary full of loathing and self doubt
Talents
• I dont believe in talent- everything that i am good at i have worked hard to achieve that skill




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myOtaku.com: original J


Sunday, March 6, 2005

Dangerous...




Hey there ballerinas
well things have been a little more then odd lately. my feelings tell me that im happy...i know this because i never usually have vodka unless i am pleased with something thats happening in my life (btw i made an awesome new drink using vodka). however my heart says that im anguished about something that i am not fully aware of. my friend ash broke up with her boyfriend about 2 weeks ago...i think she was trying to get me to fall in love with her...i care about her but i told her something on friday- that i might have feelings for another girl and i think this made her sad so she did the unthinkable...she got back together with her ex- and she doesnt have a real reason either besides for her insecurities of being alone and untouched...i think shes a sex addict at the age of 16.
ok enough about her...these last 2 weeks of college are really going to be the end of me: big art projects; music vid and editing for both clay and music vid..........ARGH! is the only word that can express my true feelings at this moment.
ive decided that i dont want to do anything involving animation...youll all think im crazy and youre probably right as well (see my second quiz) but ive decided that i want to become a philosopher and become a hermit and live in iceland...obviously winning the lottery first would help. yes a crazy plan but its my ultimate goal...of course doing it with someone would be good as well...
also ive almost finished watching bebop and i have to say that it is sheer brilliance...except it would have been so awesome if it was at least 5 episodes longer.

well thats it for now...guess i'll check you al later peeps.
take care
-J-


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