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• 1985-12-02
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• Johannesburg, South Africa
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• 2003-08-09
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• Commissioned artist, amateur writer
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• i have many names.....people who know me know what to call me but you can call me whatever you want- makes no difference to me (but people usually call me J)

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• I succeed in failing and fail in succeeding
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• whenever it was that i first watched it...but I am not a fan
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• I do enjoy all of sunrise and hajime yatate productions...especially escaflowne, bebop, and scryed. also a fan of old school anime
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• none of my goals are ever achieved. i have many...and that is the same as having none, i will only succeed at dying
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• ...existing in an existential quandary full of loathing and self doubt
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• I dont believe in talent- everything that i am good at i have worked hard to achieve that skill




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myOtaku.com: original J


Saturday, July 2, 2005

The Chronicles of a Stranger: Suspended Chronology
Part 1

My journal has begun to arouse some interest in certain people that shall remain anonymous, so in a way I now have a “fan club” if you may call it. Which of course I don’t mind the attention- in fact it makes me feel good but because of the need to email these people my daily journal- my myotaku.com journal will suffer delays in post dates- naturally I have decided to for a separate entity known as The Chronicles of a Stranger: Suspended Chronology. This should be a nice way to continue the myotaku posts for the time being until I decide to progress in my life as far as internet usage is concerned.
Lately things have been going a little different and a little the same. My parents still fight and most seem to dislike everything about me besides my creative abilities (which many still reject). And at a turn for the best I have resumed communications with Krystle…*sighs* Krystle, the one who brought me to the whole internet chatting idea. Its hard to believe how much time has gone by, Krystle had been (what I consider to be) my best and most loyal friend for a long time- after a long and pleasing internet friendship we decided to become pen-pals…it didn’t really last as long as I had hoped but there is almost always a communication break down and after sometime of chatting online almost on a nightly basis, it came to an end and our friendship seemed to become suspended in an abnormally abrupt manner. Life continued but I still missed her as she was my best friend and I still consider her to be one of my best friends, and now she has returned and just as before- we get along very nicely and this interaction almost seems “harmonious” in a way. Of course naturally other communications have broken down with others like Katie and Kasi but I know that whatever they are doing I am sure they are probably content.
My art career is taking off and it seems that as with my journal- my art has developed a liking because of its fresh stylistic nature but I think I won’t cover that in this entry as it is a lengthy topic. Well I don’t think that there is much left to add besides the fact that I am in a much better mood on the account of my friend Krystle and to be honest; I haven’t felt a joy like this for at least a month…so I should be sure to produce a special artwork for her that will fit in with the last one that I sent her.
Friendship is a beautiful thing.
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