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Birthday
1985-12-02
Gender
Male
Location
Johannesburg, South Africa
Member Since
2003-08-09
Occupation
Commissioned artist, amateur writer
Real Name
i have many names.....people who know me know what to call me but you can call me whatever you want- makes no difference to me (but people usually call me J)
Personal
Achievements
I succeed in failing and fail in succeeding
Anime Fan Since
whenever it was that i first watched it...but I am not a fan
Favorite Anime
I do enjoy all of sunrise and hajime yatate productions...especially escaflowne, bebop, and scryed. also a fan of old school anime
Goals
none of my goals are ever achieved. i have many...and that is the same as having none, i will only succeed at dying
Hobbies
...existing in an existential quandary full of loathing and self doubt
Talents
I dont believe in talent- everything that i am good at i have worked hard to achieve that skill
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
Comments...
mood:- worried (because of my slashed open ear)
music:- "Copa Cabana" by Barry Manilow
regarding my last post.
I received quite a few interesting comments so I think I will try to make some response to those kind enough to comment:
Kitsune Tsuki-
its not that my art and writing is exclusive, in fact very often I combine words with my art. It’s just ironic that my poetry should become of a poor quality when my art becomes of a profound and notable nature. I like it when you try to show me how you relate to my situations
Irrelevance-
I’m usually inspired by that which is close to my heart but even more so by my dreams, maybe its a good time to take inspiration from the most unlikely source in your life, eh? lol.
I appreciate your praise on my work *blushes*, with enough dedication even the most unlikely and difficult areas can be achieved...just remember to sacrifice for what you believe is not only right but important to you.
Jinku the Kitsune-
in case you had a problem reading: I said that I didn’t want to fix the problem, its part of my life that my soul needs. I appreciate what you to tell me about everything but you can’t tell if someone is going to backstab you- with me it’s almost a given when I even consider giving trust.
How am I always like that to you? We barely talk to one another and when we do it’s always about trivial issues. I hate to be blunt but I think you have quite a bit of growing to do, your judgment just comes off as frivolous and childish...choose your words more carefully.
I am no coward...
little kagome-
I really appreciate your respect and admiration for me and my writing...you always give such sweet and polite comments ^^ its always pleasant to read them and you’re one of those people's comments that I just love to expect lol.
"she" is the girl I’m in love with...I know that she would dislike me talking about it online but I really do love her and she’s always on my mind, I care for her and she makes me strong.
"Chronicle's of a Stranger" is what my journal is called...I upload my delayed entries onto myO- these special ones are called "suspended chronology", my regular daily entries are very personal and private. And yes these are my feelings.
Thanks for the hug ^_^ *hugs back*
rockstarfairychik-
friendship is complicated...the good things in life have a painful way of leaving us, I’ve become used to feelings deserting me and those I care for, such as my family...and another that I wont talk about. You know you can talk to me about all that which you find painfull…im told that I give good support ^^
kout3uka-
the shrinks said I was paranoid...it’s not only the interaction with people but I am also paranoid about a number of things.
It is scary and one looses many that are close because of lack of trust...but I can’t seem to help it.
I wish you all the best with what scares you and I’m always around for support
Ayume Korishikawa-
there’s always that fear...as is with me- I have no friends and for most of my life haven’t.
We should chat sometime- I think you have the ability to express yourself...you just need to believe in yourself. I believe in you.
Well that should clarify a few things, this is the first post that I’ve done in some time that hasn’t been to do with my journal.
-J-
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