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Birthday
• 1985-12-02
Gender
• Male
Location
• Johannesburg, South Africa
Member Since
• 2003-08-09
Occupation
• Commissioned artist, amateur writer
Real Name
• i have many names.....people who know me know what to call me but you can call me whatever you want- makes no difference to me (but people usually call me J)

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Achievements
• I succeed in failing and fail in succeeding
Anime Fan Since
• whenever it was that i first watched it...but I am not a fan
Favorite Anime
• I do enjoy all of sunrise and hajime yatate productions...especially escaflowne, bebop, and scryed. also a fan of old school anime
Goals
• none of my goals are ever achieved. i have many...and that is the same as having none, i will only succeed at dying
Hobbies
• ...existing in an existential quandary full of loathing and self doubt
Talents
• I dont believe in talent- everything that i am good at i have worked hard to achieve that skill




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myOtaku.com: original J


Thursday, August 11, 2005

A change of plans...
mood: sedated
Music: Ampop

I can’t reveal too much about what I’m contemplating at this moment because I’m really not so sure of anything myself…but what I am thinking of will probably piss some off.
I am considering not traveling to the US after all- I’m so predictable to myself, I should have known that I would do this…why you ask? Well this I cannot say for now but we can leave it just as is until I’m ready to forward my motives. However, I have been given a “generous” (if one can call it that) offer by this girl that I know (not personally) in Canada which I will tell more of in the future…
This of course is just a plan though- not something definite.

I wish I could speak more about things but for the few (maybe 1 or 2) that have been loyal visitors to my site for very long time (over 9 months) will know that I possibly have not vented any anger and frustration ever in a post purely dedicated towards it, I assure you still that I wont- I prefer to keep my deep personal issues to myself and on the occasion I will speak to close ones about it.
Just know that I’m hurting inside- that’s all I can say, not that anybody cares but just to make you all aware that like many my life isn’t all hunky-dory- in fact its usually the opposite, I just don’t show it.

I haven’t done anything creative- just been in my room, that’s it. Boring post I know but it’s mostly just to let you all know that I’m not dead, at least for now.
Not that anybody cares anyway.

-J-

I don’t care if you think I am immature or a child…just keep your labels to yourself.
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