Wednesday, March 21, 2007

I need to write this application thingy
I will write it tonight or tomorrow cause we have like 6 min left

oops
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Monday, March 19, 2007

This is the song my mom named me after:


"Kayleigh'" by Marillion


Do you remember chalk hearts melting
on a playground wall?
Do you remember dawn escaped
from moonwashed college halls?
Do you remember the cherry blossom
in the market square?
Do you remember I thought
it was confetti in our hair
By the way didn't I break your heart?
Please excuse me, I never meant
to break your heart.
So sorry I never meant to break your heart.
But you broke mine.
Kayleigh is it too late to say I'm sorry.
Kayleigh could we get it together again.
I can't go on pretending that it
came to a natural end.
Kayleigh I never thought I'd miss you,
and Kayleigh I'd hoped that
we'd always be friends.
We said our love would last forever,
so how did it come to this bitter end.
Do you remember barefoot
on the lawn with shooting stars
Do you remember loving on the floor
in Belsize Park
Do you remember dancing
in stilletos in the snow
Do you remember you never
understood I had to go.
By the way, didn't I break your heart?
Please excuse me I never meant
to break your heart
So sorry, I never meant
to break your heart,
But you broke mine.
Kayleigh, I just want to say I'm sorry,
but Kayleigh I'm too scared to pick up the phone.
To find you've found another lover
to patch up our broken home.
Kayleigh, I'm still trying
to write that love song,
Kayleigh it's more important
to me now you're gone.
Maybe it'll prove that we were right
Or it will prove that I was wrong

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

smiley emo
( ^_\\\)


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Sunday, March 11, 2007

And now I feel really dumb.
I am never going to do that to myself just because of some guy.
Its not worth it.
I feel horrible
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I tried to drink it away
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Friday, March 9, 2007

'Im like a fan....in reverse
Why is it that I can never date the guy I want.
Either he never likes me, or if he does, I am dating someone else.
And this time is just so happenes to be my boyfriend's best friend.

I met him during the begining of the school year and I had a huge crush on him. He was dating someone then. We got closer as the play went on [we were bf and gf in our fall play]. Then during the musical he told me that he wasnt with his gf anymore.
Of course through this whole time His best friend liked me, the guy I am dating now.
When he asked me out, I said yes. I dont know why?! I mean he is nice, but I really like, I mean really, like Cam.
and now every time I am with my bf and cam is there, I get more shy around my bf and I dont talk as much. I know it isnt fair to him, but its hard to break up with him because he hasnt done anything wrong.
And I cant play bestfriend card. so even if I break up with him, I couldnt go out with cam. I dont even think he likes me like that.

ugh..

I usually hate talking about relationshop problems on blogs. but, I had nothing else to do
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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older

Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

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Sunday, March 4, 2007

FFF
So this is what went down:

So at like 6pm I went over to Michelle's house and then me, cam, and Michelle got in Justin's car and drove to Fort Collins and ate at Bennigans.
I got these little burgers that were delicious.

The movie didnt start until 10:45 so we just hung out at the mall until then. It doesnt sound fun, but it was. We went up the down escalator and vise-versa. Cam almost busted his head sliding down the stair rail lol

We then saw Wild Hogs. It was a pretty funny movie. not bad


FFF = accomplished*
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Friday, March 2, 2007

Very excited!
Tonight I am going partying with Cam, Michelle, and Justin.
We are going to Bennigans then going to go see a movie, I dont know which one though.
And last but not least some special mountain dew

Its going to be a crazy FFF = fun-fuckin-friday!!
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Well after animeblonde3 talked about her Spike experience I thought I should go try one.
Hoe-Lee Shit!
Thats how I felt.
I drank a whole one in under 10 min [7 if I had to guess-ti-mate] and I felt weird.

It was a different feeling then the other energy drinks I get, Full Throtle (sp)
When I have one of those I am just pumped, but when I had that Spike, my arms and legs felt heavy....i felt like I was on crack. I am not kidding....
about 30 min later I passed out. Luckly Justin was there to catch me cause I just collapsed. I remember waking up and him and Cam like wtf mate?!! I wasnt out for long. It was a weird feeling.
I felt like throwing up for the rest of the night.

I think the reason I took it so hard is because I dont usually have alot of caffine. So a whole lot at once killed me.

All I can say is that I am not going to do one of those again for a while.
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