Monday, July 21, 2008

ARRGHH! I'm so stressed!! and I don't know why!! *cries* Gah. Sorry I haven't been on in a while. I got a car!! It's a used chevy malibu. Me and my sister have to share! It was so dirty inside, there was mud everywhere in the backseat and i don't know what in the cup holder. But it'll do for going to and from school and places. T.T I think i'm angry but I don't know what at...It's my dad's birthday...i hate him. But I guess I shouldn't be so hateful... I'm obsessed with Hana Kimi right now!! I switch animes everynow and then, about once a month or two. this month it's Hana Kimi! I can't stop reading it!! I read alot of manga online at onemanga.com =p My favorite characters so far are Nakatsu, Kayashima, Umeda Sensei and Himejima! I still haven't found out how to work TheOtaku. What is a world??? T.T is it like a blog deal?? I am so confused! I've been feeling really down lately, i've been having alot of flash backs. I can't wait for band camp to start, then maybe i'll be too busy to think. But if I don't start practicing now it'll be embarassing when I have trouble playing the music cause I haven't done it in a while. I finally checked out an instrument from the school!! (they were being cleaned) But my house is so small I can't fit the case in my room. It's weged in between my bed, closet, and dresser. It takes up the whole bedroom floor just to open the case and get it out. (I play teh tuba) =3 I need to work on meh buzzing skills too. Why am I so bothered?!?! Ugh! I'm driving myself crazy! I also feel really fat, and i've been exercising and watching what I eat, but I haven't lost any weight at all!! I guess i'm being moody or something. =) Have a nice week!! =D P.S. I cosplayed as Buggy, My sis was Luffy

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Sunday, July 13, 2008

Woot! I got 3rd place in the cosplay contest!!! (out of 4) I was also on the front page of the newspaper with my friend, but they got my name wrong. They corrected it the next day, but then they got the anime wrong, lol. They called it "One Place". There were alot of good cosplayers there. The first place winner was a Kilala from Inuyasha. She made the whole thing Herself (with the help of a friend)! But I thought it looked like she bought it in an expensive costume shop. It was really good. and furry =D I went as Buggy the Clown, and my friends went as Nami, and Luffy <---(my sis) from One piece. I also had 2 friends that went as Kyo from Fruits basket and Yu-Gi-Oh. It was fun. *sigh* there's an art contest coming up, and the deadline to enter is tomorrow. If I don't draw anything today, I guess I wont enter...I don't know what to draw tho... My dad woke me up at 6 AM to mow the lawn. 6 in the morning!!! The neighbors hate me now, and I was really tired, I almost chopped off my feet several times cause I was still asleep, but I got $20! =p I kinda want to enter the art contest, but I don't know what to draw!! I won first place last time, but my mom made me. =p I guess that's it for today. Still haven't found a car >=p grrr. I won't be able to drive until i'm 20 *sobs* Have a nice day =) Picture, me and my twin sis (Buggy the Clown and Monkey D. Luffy) My puppy Elliot is in the corner lol:

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Thursday, July 3, 2008

Hey y'all! I got a 94 on my light bulb speech, wow. I don't know how that happend. Summer school ended for me yesterday. =D i'm free!!! Until band camp starts ^^;. The last day my old clarinet section leader came up to me (she's so nice, i think she's section leader again this year) and congratulated me for making second band in tuba even though i've only been playing the tuba for about 6 months. She called me a traitor but congratulated me anyways, lol. =) I was at a friends house the other day and I got on MyO to check my account and stuff. My layout looked a lot different and messed up than it does on my computer. I guess my computer is messed up or something so I apologize if it looks like a 4 year old put it together. I can't tell the difference with this computer. @_@; I've started drawing!! Hopefully i'll put up more pictures soon. My sister is (supposed to be) drawing a manga/comic book and going to sell it at school. I think it'll be cool....if she ever gets started on it. She has until August when school starts. She's supposed to have most of it done by then.... Lol, our puppy just burried a dog biscut in the couch cushions. He did that with a bone in our dad's chair once. It was halarious when he came home and sat on it. =p I'm still working on my cosplay costume. I need pants, a sash, face paint, shoes and we have but not completed everything else (hat, shirt, cape, gloves etc). For my cape we died a white fluffy bath robe neon orange (lol)It was made for a man, but when I tried it on the sleeves came up to the middle of my fore arm. T.T my mom called me a freak. It's okay tho, cause Buggy doesn't put his arms in his sleeves >=) Not much has happend besides my grandpa giving us $3,000 towards our first car =D i'm so happy, i can't wait to go look at cars and start driving. Anything interesting happening in your summer?? Mine's boring. No planned vacation, no nothing. Just trying to wake up before 2 so I don't turn my being lazy into a habbit. I got tagged by Magnus Lensherr (I actually tagged myself, im just blaming it on them =p) So i'm doing this: (u can skip it if u want) Birthday: February 28th, 1992 Birthplace: (name of town) Abilene Hair: down to my shoulders and brown, it's layered and I kind of have bangs....i need a trim Height: 6 feet! Ima freak Tattoos:None, and i'm not sure i would want one Righty/lefty: Righty First sport: dodge ball?? First Pet: dog...i think, either that or a gold fish we had that didn't last a week T.T First love: never had a "first love" i think Favorite movie: Right now it's Howl's moving castle =D Favorite colors: Purple and green!!...and red...blue....i like alot Favorite band: Cinema Bizarre Favorite song: Pina Colladas! by....i think Jimmy Buffet Favorte restaurant: Catfish Corner (they have chicken fried bacon =p) yummy Favorite store: idk...Ross i guess (they have cheap stuff) Currently Admire: Anime?? Idk... Currently thinking: "I need to work out more" lol Future:kids: Depends on the future and my mood. Sometimes I want a life, and sometimes I feel like i'd do better on my own Future:living: I want a nice house. Idk where, i'll probably stay in Texas Future:car: One that works =p Future:guy: I have no idea, lol neither would they if they got involved with me =p Ever:cried when someone died: My dog, and yes I probably would cry when my friends die T.T Ever:cheated on a test: Yes, once or twice in middle school. But never in high school. High school counts more Ever:faked being sick to get out of a test: Not out of a test, no Believe in:'god': Yes Believe in:ghosts: Yes, I think there is one living in my bathroom. They come and go every now and then Believe in:aliens: Yeah, who doesn't?? Tag, you're it. Muwhaha now you have to do it (you don't really have too, if u dont, ur a loser) >=p Oh, and if any of you know how (or care to explain) how to put music on a profile (either it's really hard or i'm just not that computer savy) let me know =) please Have a nice day!

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Sunday, June 29, 2008

Hey, What's up peoples? I have to do another speech for summer school. This time im doing it on Flourescent Light Bulbs.....interesting. I just found out that I made 2nd band at my school!! we have a 1st (wind symphony) 2nd (symphonic) and 3rd (concert) band. I'm in the middle! I wonder if I could move myself up to 1st band in the middle of the year....hmm... We got 2 new freshmen so that is a total of 6 tubas this year! I can't wait for school to start, I say that now but i'm going to hate it when it starts. I must be pretty bored. I saw a musical the other day Called Jekyll and Hyde (the musical) it was pretty good. I like artsy theater, plays and stuff like that =p I can't find out how to put a song on my profile >=( grrr, it's making me angry.... I have to work on my costume, I'm entering a Cosplay Contest in my town in a couple weeks. I'm going as Buggy The Clown from One Piece. (nobody likes him T.T) It's weird, but It'd be fun. I bet we might have a maximum of 10 people show up. It's pretty small, it'll be at our public library, lol. What will the librarians thing when they see weirdly dressed cosplayers with cardboard swords and hats walk in up to the second floor? Lol *sigh* I guess i'll go research light bulbs ttyl =)

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Thanks for the support! the speech was okay, I got a 90 =D There were a few excellent speakers in that class. There was one kid who did a 15 minute speech (I had no idea what it was about, arm guns or something) but he was a stone statue. He didn't move, didn't look up, just read it in a soft, monotone, boring voice. I wanted to go to sleep. The kid behind me fell asleep and started snoring LOL poor guy. Right at the end of the day the teacher said we need to find a different topic to do another speech on. *cries* I'm out of ideas. I'm too tired to think. I'm alot better at drawing now, when I was looking at my art(on MyO) the other day. I haven't posted any recent drawings since 06. I'm better now *smug* I should see and try to get my scanner to work and start uploading more recent pics. I started to draw by copying pictures, especially anime. When I was little people thought I was really good and naturally talented(cause I didn't tell them I just copied it off of an anime or whatever *smirk*) But I'm trying to do it on my own and i'm not bad at it. I try to learn from my mistakes, that's the only way to live. But I do think taking an art class, or at least trying it in the future will give me another perspective on art. It wouldn't hurt. I applied for a job yesterday!! I hope I hear from them. It's a part time retail job. =p shouldn't be too hard. that's all I can think of now, Have a great Tuesday/Wednsday!

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

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So How is everyone? I mowed the lawn this morning and think I stepped in (several) piles of dog poo, cause i smell really bad I hope I get paid for it, I need a job, but I don't have a car of which I need to get to a job and no money to buy a car with. But I need a job to get the money, but no car without the money so it's pretty much pointless *sob* I'm taking summer school (speech) just so I can get it out of the way. In Texas, they require us to take 2 years of another language, speech, health, BCIS, Government and 2 years of a P.E. credit. I can't do all that in four years plus the extra curricular activities I want to do! I'd have to give up band and theater in order to graduate so i'm taking summer school for the next two years to get classes out of the way (I'm glad I took Health in the 8th grade) But Unfortuantely I have to write a speech that's due tomorrow T.T I don't want to do it! But I have too. I don't even know what i'm going to do it on. Probably about the internet and how it can be "bad" for you (internet addicts, online predators, gambling, there's alot of stuff) but I can't get myself to do it...*sigh* I hate talking in front of people. (there are 50 kids in my summer school class so that doesn't help) I've also wanted to start drawing again, I stopped for a while (probably since I left the otaku o.0) and i don't know why. But I was looking through some of the art I submitted about 2 to 3 years ago (some of it very bad) and I read this one comment. it said "... it lacks dimension. You should look into perspective drawings. Take art 1. they teach it to you. if your really into art you should try taking classes. You have quite a potential here." I guess now i'm and okay drawer considering i've never had an art lesson in my life. My sister takes all the art classes, TimTwins13. I'd like to take an art class I guess, i have no idea what i'll do in there. But if there's an empty space in my schedule and I don't know what to do with it (like that'll ever happen) I guess I'll take art. Or hopefully someday I can take an art class when i'm in college or something. But that'd be cool So much to talk about, alot happend while I was gone....oh well, i'd better "research" the internet >=3 and write that speech. ttyl, Have a great day P.S. I haven't been on in a while (obviously) what in the heck are worlds? =)

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

   I MISS YOU ALL!!!!

I miss the otaku sooo much!! I haven't been on in forever! I'm never leaving again!! I promise! So much has changed, for me and this website.Im glad my accounts still here! I've looked at my friends list, and some of them haven't been on since 2004 0.o I've never had many friends on here, and alot of them have probably forgotten me. Thank you for reading this post and not deleting me (yet) and hopefully we'll continue to be friends. =D SO much to catch up on, first i'll start by updating my profile =p ttyl

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Wednesday, January 2, 2008

   It's been FOREVER!!!

I miss you all!!!! All of the 2 people that visit my site! T.T I haven't been on for almost a year!! What's up? Did anyone miss me? Probably no.... But it's driving me crazy, Does my bg show up?? Because I updated my profile and everything, but it won't show up! It's just all white >=I It's supposed to be an awesome picture of Gaara So much has happend since I've been gone! Oh! My mom made me enter an anime art contest because my sister was doing it too, and took one of my sketches and entered it in the contest. I was so mad! I didn't want to go (out of laziness) but she made me, and it won first place!! I had stopped drawing for a while so it was an old one. I put it on here a long time ago, it's titled "Momiji!!" I think....

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

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puppy died

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

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hi Sorry I haven't been visiting anyone's site, and because of that, I don't expect many of you to read this, that and that it's almost 10:00 at night (here at least). I'm feeling better, health wise and i got a really short haircut. I like it this way because I'm having problems and all my hair might fall out soon anyway and it's easier to take care of this way.... But that puppy that my dad brought home is dying...I don't know if he'll be here by morning. I haven't even had him for 4 days, and apparently the lady didn't give him any shots when he was a tiny puppy so we think he has worms. His gums are white (which means internal bleeding) And his poop smells and is covered in blood. He's in pain right now, I sat outside with him for a couple of hours (crying) and my other dog just sat with me silently while I petted him too. Then my mom got a big box and we put a towel in it and brought the puppy inside. He drank a little water. But you can't feel his pulse, and he's barley breathing. Both me and my mom were upset, she was talking about how people should be arrested for doing these things to their pets (not us, the owners before :)) I'm just in a very sad mood. I have school tomorrow...poor puppy. There's nothing we can do now, if we gave him medicine it would kill him....Those people should have taken care of their dogs before we took him. I have to go

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