Saturday, October 30, 2004

This is worth some fidgeting.

Comment Commentary

Syk- Not if I ever decide to get off my lazy ass and start playing constantly again. :P

Godel- I try to avoid sweaters with brand names or things like that one them- you're bound to get criticism from somebody if you do that, and I prefer to just fade into the background, ignored by those people.

Shin- Gorf = Galaxis ripoff with a funny name.

Azure and Shin's little space-waster- No comment.

Mimmi- I want attention, too. ;_;

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I ended up borrowing my dad's trenchcoat and wearing it to school yesterday. I had told people that I wasn't wearing anything special for Halloween, unlike a lot of people I know, but I figured I would surprise them if I did something.

And the best I could come up with was a trenchcoat with black slacks and a turtleneck. I got a lot of people asking me what I was supposed to be, and eventually I just answered with either "it's just a trenchcoat" or "what do you think?"

To be honest, I didn't think of it as a costume- it's a piece of clothing. I probably could get away with wearing one any day of the year without being accused of "being in costume." I could be accused of going Columbine on everyone's asses, yes, but not of being in costume.

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Remember a couple weeks ago, when I came up with excuses to get out of going to a junior high church meeting with a friend? Well, I ended up going to his church's Halloween thing last night. It was boring as hell, and he admitted it, and says that the regular meetings are better.

Freaking everybody there was a skater, it seemed. There were a bunch of guys dressed in drag- skater girl drag- and they played their parts disturbingly well. Overall, I found it incredibly ironic. Halloween in Church.. It's just messed up. Of course, there wasn't that much religious stuff involved. Aside from a couple of songs performed by the band that plays there (their drummer was really, really good), it was all basically a bunch of lame carnival games and a shoddy maze. I'm going to give him the benefit of the doubt and go another time, I guess.

I really think that I have social problems. Try as I might, I can never think of anything to say when in conversation with people I don't really know, and even when I do, I'm too quiet to be heard. I want to talk, and I want to be heard, but sometimes I think it's just not worth the trouble.

After all of that I came home to find that my dad had taken the computer back up to "Superior Electronics" so they could figure out what is wrong with our printer. I really don't trust those guys anymore. I keep having these weird thoughts, like they're going to reformat the hard drive without permission. I don't think of it as probable, but you never know with these idiots.

He took it up there because my mom has a project due for her Interior Design course at UCLA. It figures. Whenever I ask for something to get done he ignores me, and he does whatever he can for her. It's not that I think that he's totally biased or anything, but sometimes he's really irrational and inconsistent.

Oh well. In the best case scenario the printer will be fixed, meaning I can scan things once again.

Not much else to say- my family's at a cousin's birthday thing and I got to stay home. I guess I'll go play Nocturne now.
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