Monday, February 6, 2006

   hi again
wow, i only really used this for the quiz manager, i keep forgetting to post, but i guess i should since i can't get to xanga in the ckool, but then i have no friends here although i keep trying to get them to join, mayb natalie will, so ya, i'm doing a fundraiser for chorus, it's like the great battle of me and juan, we r trying to see who can sell the most and of course, i'm winning, and i will stay winning because i rock like that, oh ya, all hail the competitive whitley, but i really don't think i'll beat juan, he'll find a way to get more than me, besides that, i kinda suk, i'm trying hard right now but i know i'll slack off and try to stay awake and get stuff done, eventually, i'll make a list of stuff to do and do them in order of priority and how much i feel like getting them done.....so ya, i'm wierd, but i'm willi so idc, i like being special. so ya, i wish people had a freakin otaku, it's just like xanga but skools no blocky it cuz so few people know about it. i must get my friends to start using otaku, and i really need to get internet bak in my room cuz that way i'll actually have time to leave comments and stuff and ya....it's like fua, wateva. so ya, i'm bored right now, i would be making another rose out of duct tape cuz that's on my list of stuff to do. Going to b evil on valentines day again. but ya. hmmm, i'm like randomly thinking about stuff. juan and philip think i'm bi....i'm not bi....but they r starting to make me b like ok, will it shut u up if i become bi? *sigh* i've thought about it before, and i've concluded that if i ever became bi, i already know who i'd wannna go out with, lol, and i'd already know why i'd become bi, and i could never become gay because anime guys r just way too hot, i luv yukimora, he is way super hot. so ya, slightly confuzled about wat i am right now, cuz someone told me that someone said something and i was like "WAT??? Y DID THEY SAY THAT??? I"M NOT BI......Y DOES EVERYONE KEEP SAYING I"M BI" so ya, it was like fua and yeah, i've been feeling really akward recently. i feel like i'm becoming scared of people. I got really paranoid in my room yesterday. i felt like someone was gonna pop up and touch me and i was scarred of being touched. so ya, it was wierd. oh yeah, my newest wierd thing i've been saying.....Bunnies are cuter when they're dead. i think i might b starting to kinda lose my mind again. I'm drawing dead bunnies and broken hearts and evil little girls and i wanna make a dead bunny stuffed animal and i sit in my room by myself and think about very queer things and i enjoy the sight of blood and yeah, i'm losing my mind, oh, and i explodein anger more often, next period, i swear i'm going to kill that guy that has been harassing me. he pisses me the off so ya, i give all my friends permission to tackle me and beat me down to stop me from killing him. i'm losing my mind and i will just break out into uncontrollable violence and try to kill/castrate him. mna, i gotta calm down. too much pain and confuzion and crap, oh, and digging up my memories to write a story isn't helping at all, but i'm doing that because my friends beg/demmand that i write. I'll do almost n e thing for my friends so yes, i will write, i will suffer, but i will make tham happy. THeir smiles and hugs are the only thing i need to work my way through the pain of writing....i'm stupid, y am i typing all this out, my parents will probably find it and b like wat is this, wat is that, and then i'm screwed, i don't wanna lie about stuff, but ya, bell rang, g2g, c ya
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