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Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Oh glorious England!
Well, today, like yesterday, it's raining today, therefore it is lovely and grey! I'm tired, btu just happy.
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Monday, November 19, 2007
I'm too lazy to add the post about the day.
I'll do it on Wednesday, or when I feel like it really. Overall, it was good, and I acquired badges.
Yesterday, my godmother came over, and she brang some of her sister's cast-off clothes, so now I have some nice new clothes! She hardly wore them either! Just happy really.
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Saturday, November 17, 2007
Good day, bad day
Loud tate was good and bad. I'll add a long post on Mond about it.
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Friday, November 16, 2007
 LOUD TATE TOMORROW!!!
I'm volunteering tomorrow for the massive event which happens every year. This is my second one, and I'm looking forward to it. I have to wake up at 7 tomorrow though, and I have to get there for 9am, though the event doesn't start until midday! I'm filming some of the day and I hope some friends come along. ^^ It shall be a fine day, and I'm finally similing!
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Thursday, November 15, 2007
 So blooming bored!
Well, I'm bored, but on a plus point, tonight, I have Tate Forum, where I am to learn how to operate a camera to film with, so all is good on that front for tonight. I feel a tad melancholy and moody, but that's life. It's been terribly cold also! Grah! It's terrible! Got to go get myself a winter coat!
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Pretty offensive
What Should Your Label Be? [Girls Only - With Pics!]
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A silly quiz, but is it true?! *raises eyebrow and pouts*
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Partly true, I would say! ^^
What Loveless character are you? <>
You are Soubi, the seductive Tiger!You are noble and warm-hearted and extremely attractive to ones around you. (Not me...) You will fight to the bitter end if need be. Experiencing mood swings is natural, so try to keep yourself controlled.Your loves are the Dog and Horse.
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Amaris is on!
Yes well today was alright. Thank you all for the wonderful comments. I'm all choked up, I'm so happy!
Had my therapy session, and I got there 10 minutes late! >.< Very bad move. I underestimated the amount of traffic there is in the morning for the bus route because usually, I don't take it during rush hour, so as usual, they made me wait. I waited ANOTHER TEN MINUTES, they always do that! Even if you're early, which really pisses me off, and so I was twenty minutes late. The session only lasts an hour in theory, so there was no time to talk about what I wanted to talk about. She's facinated by the fact that my dad has two families which are basically NEARLY EXACTLY THE SAME AGE. My dad confuses me with his eldest son because he's two years older than me, and his daughter's the same age as me, and then he has another daughter the same age as my younger sister. Very confusing, so she got me to talk about them, but I'm not interested in them, I've never met any of them, except the boy who came over when my dad felt like bringing him to my home. We had no conversation with him, as he was essentially a stranger! She wanted to know if I wanted to meet them, and I honestly am not bothered!
The thing that ALWAYS gets to me is the fact that the two sessions I've had with the lady Gillian, she likes to say how I sound so it's like YEAH! I've only been excluded from family things when my dad was around from the ages of 7-11, where it was the worst! I HAD to in order to survive, and come out REALTIVELY unscathed. It makes me annoyed, because she really hasn't experienced it, so it's frustrating.
ALSO, GOT THE LAST VOLUME OF 'HAPPY MANIA'! MY FAVOURITE JOSEI MANGA! I've been reading it for 2 years now, and the library has been so slow at getting the volumes!
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Monday, November 12, 2007
A POEM! A POEM!
I haven't written one IN YEARS but my lover inspired me to just write it!
I don't EVER re-read them, or edit them, they just flow from my brain to the pen. ^^
ENJOY!
'Tis the time, and we are but called to be
'good little children at heart',
while the demon crafts his magic
and the devious faces are serene.
'Tis the time where all facades are up,
and the fingers tingle with the former joy
of isolation, dejection and CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY!
Yes, yes. Amaris is back.
I am but bored of the feeble
and futile facinations.
The pridem the fall, when one is like all.
No 'freedom of speech', no pleasantries,
all the analysis must remain within!
Only to be expressed libreally within the taboo room
of the bedroom, to be unseen by any
HUMAN'S EYES.
Nothing cute do I create,
Nothing pleasant to the eyes or ear.
What would be the point?
That's everyone else's job-
To present human filth as being aspirationally sound,
The ridiculous is normal, of course,
but self-mutilation of the negative kind- (not the plastic surgery)
to release that iner-most bitter pain,
but NO, everyone would rather see you in the lastest clothes,
looking like a dolly, skimming over the personality
with clothes that do NOT fit every body type.
The cheapening, yet revelaing of the sully which is human desire
and enticing us to believe all this wrong.
Moral upstanding to be the loner's choice-
the strong are weakened, and the weak become one.
Amaris
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