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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
 We visited my old house! It's changed!
After me family went to Nando's, a restaurant that serves CHICKEN! We passed our old house, which was a four-floor terraced house from the Victorian times. When we moved, because the landlord left no will, they gutted ou the place, and converted it into flats. It looked so different! Then we went the LONG WAY home. It was a stroll, because we went up a part of my town place, I haven't been to, since I was 6. It was fun, and my mum was remembering stuff. It was an hour and a half walk home, and my sister, who's 11, kept saying hello to people, and then we went through 'a bad part' ( loud black people who smoke weed), and when we went to Nando's, we got these sticker moustaches, and these black teenage boys were looking at all of us, and laughing, and when we went passed them, they went quiet. It was funny.
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
 I can't remember notin'!
I am hyper right now, so if I seem obnoxious, I am hyper. I hate being like this! I am so random! Agggggggghhhh!
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I still dont' get it!
I watched the 'End of Evangelion' with the commentary, and I still don't get it! What happened at the end?! Did humanity still continue? And didi Rei disappear forever? Man! I got Escaflowne when I was 7! That was SO FUCKING CONFUSING! BUT I DON'T GET IT! CAN ANYONE HELP ME?
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My dad shouted at me over a toy!
Well, there's this whole thing between my dad and me, i.e. I hate him, and for my sake, I act like I"m enthusiastic, i.e I'M A FAKE! My dad actually believes this, though he likes to go on about learning psycology, and being SOOOOOOOOOOO GOOOD! Man! It's funny! Anyway, he came in, and started going on and on about this toy called 'Dino' from 'The Flintstones', and he asked where it was, and I gave it to him, and he started going on and on. He made me really angry, because from when I beat up my brither, the adrenaline was flowing, and then I was complaining, and he came in, and started again, and I was crying because I was so angry, and trying to hold myself back! He basically, uses it as an armrest, for when he sleeps, and I sleep in a loft-bed, adn use it to keep my curtains closed. Does he care though? Man! Then I was complaining to my sister, who has her own bed under me, and she was reading with her night-light, and then I started writing this atrosity down, and by the time I finished it was 12:12 in the morn. This started at 10:16! I couldn't breath I was so angry! I didn't want it to go any further, because it would turn abusive. My mum didn't come in, because, as she said this morn, 'he'd say it had nothing to do with me' and 'until it started to get physical'. I wonder if he'll say sorry, because he took he anger out on me, and he was in the wrong for doing that.
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Ooooooooooooo! A petition for Saiyuki, or something. (I don't watch it)
Well, here's a linky link! for this thing, I don't watch the show, so I don't care, but this is what was I was sent by Luff:
Hello there! We were wondering, do you like Saiyuki? If so then can you please do us a big favour? Help us by signing a petition to get region 2 dvds of the anime! (doesn't matter if you live in America, please help spread the Saiyuki love!!) And, if you can please tell as many people as possible about it ie. friends, family etc. Of course this is a choice, you don't have to, but please help! It would mean the world to us!! (If you do tell other people can you tell them to contact me? Thank you! But try to avoid other people in my contact list seeing as I'll probably pm them as well...) Well I think that's it! Please reply quickly!
Ummmm... I don't know what to say.
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Monday, July 25, 2005
I had a fight with my brother, and nearly smashed his head in!
Man! My brother has been annoying me all day! He pushed me to it, and I pushed the door on him, and then he kicked me, and I kicked him back, and shoved him, and then he nearly put his hand in my mouth, and then I punched him in the head, and pushed him into the door frame at an angle. He had a dent in his little afro thing, and I was angry, and he started crying! Don't mess with me! Especially when I'm angry!
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I watched the 'End of Evangelion'! I was blown away! (I didn't understand)
Well, I finally got around to watching the film. It was good. I saw the first bit, and then once it got to an hour, I DIDN'T GET IT! I saw the extras DVD, and I read some of the definitons to things, and I got some of it, and killed out my eyes, then I saw 'Death and Rebirth' with commentary. I know. Sad. But I am. It was interesting and funny. I got to rebirth, and then I stopped it, and I'm going to watch it with commentary tomorrow.
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
Sorry. No on sites again! Only had an hour!
Sorry all. I'll try my best as the weeks go on!
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I'm going to watch animes! They're going to cost 26.50 or somthing though. Pounds
I might go to a movie company thing, and it's showing animes, and I'll be going to workshops, and I'm looking forward to it. It's in early August, so wish me luck!
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I had a fun time at my friends' party! I ate lots of food!
I had fun. Me and my set off to go to the meeting place, and we went there early, and we went to a chinese shop. I love chinese food! Then we met, and we went there. It was all the way in north London, and I live in South London, where all the recent attacks at London are. Then we got there, and I watched the beginning of 'Bedazzled', and Jerry Lewis' 'Doctor Dolittle', and it was foolish. So '60s. Anyway. Then we ate. When I say I ate, I ATE! I had first of all, a buger that her aunt made, and it was NICE! Then I had a frankfurter, and then I had some ribs. Like 5 of them, and then I had some cake, and I had like 5 party-size malteasers, and then me and Judith played some games. Before that, we played 'Guess who'. Judith never knew it existed! That made me laugh, but then she kept winning! She had two cousins there, and they looked really black, and I found out they were half Jamaican, like I am Jamaican. There was Carmen, and 'Kasey'. He was weird, Kasey. He went and did stuff, like a handy-man. It was weird. WE played these games, and they were all old, adn then Judith didn't want to play the game, and she had a kick-off, and I didn't mind, hey! I'm used to it, and they were pressuring her into making up with me. Then we talked about school, and Deborah, and I was saying how she is a pain in the ass, and then Judith says how she admires me because of my confidence, and I said how I had to built it up myself, and I told her how I don't get into fights, by thinking of them dead, and writing sadistic things when I'm upset. We got back to my house at 10pm, and on the way, she kept asking if my mum was okay with it, and I kept saying yes, and they were saying how my mum is nice, adn laid-back! It was fun!
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