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Thursday, June 30, 2005
 Life is sinking into the void!
I've got some maths coursework, and it's due TOMORROW! I am in deep shit! I haven't even started it! I am going to fail! I've done ABSOLUTELY FACK ALL! I can't do the work, and I@m going to fail! It's not like I can drop it! Oh joy!
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 I have fruit!
I had the science fair today, and there was a stall about food. There was fruit, adn I tsted the dragonfruit, papaya, pineapple, and lychees. Then there were some other fruits which we could take, and I took some more lychees, an apple and a banana. Now I have 'em in my bag, and am looking forward to eating them! Loads of people didn't know what a lychee is, as most of my class didn't, here's a picture.  Hmmmmmmmmm! Lychees!
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My hands! they burn!
We were doing this thing, so that we cold show the DNA in our thingies. It was annoying brushing the inside of my cheek. Mine came out crap, and then we had alcohol, for the think, not drinking, and then it started burning my excema. It still itches now!
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I have a science fair!
There aren't very many people in today. Like 7 are missing. 5 went to Germany. Today rained. Not as heavy as it did on Tuesday. Looked like a rain maker was generating it! There was a thunderstorm as well. I saw some lightning. Still freaked by the dead guy. No wonder they say seeing dead people is scary!
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Confirmation class was a waste of my time!
I went yesterday, and it started to rain, and, luckily I had my umbrella. There were these boys, I knew all but one. There were 4 of them. I walked behind them, and one was like: "Hey! Hey! Andrew! Dont' you know that girl?" It was funny. I then got there, and saw Tom. He was getting out of Andrew's mum's car. Another Andrew. He was wearing a red beret, a black blazer, and black trousers, and trainers. I gave him a dirty look, and walked into the church house thing. I came in, and was boiling, and Declan said hi to me, and then everyone, as per usual, was very suprised by his attire, which pissed me off, because her is an attention-seeker by far! then we were talked to by Declan about 'Opus Dei' and how we should 'offer up everything to God', and 'we are his servants' and shit like that. It was rather annoying. Then we watched a video abotu 'Opus Die', and I found it so annoying because, no offence, it was American. I can't abide it! then Declan went out the room, and we all complained. Then he said how we all put on a front. I don't, so that's lie. Then we did other stuff, and I practically fell asleep! there was this guy training to be a priest, and it was weird!
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 I feel sick! Went to funeral. How 'bout you?
Well, today was inset day. Forgot to tell you, which is why I went to the funeral.I woke at 8 something, and I went to bed at nearly midnight. Go up at 10, and then I hung around watching my mum on the computer, and then we had to get ready for the service. We got there, and most of the old people I knew. It was an old man who died. Anyway, most of these people I knew was because we all lived on a road full of terraced houses. My mum grew up there, and it was filled with the people who came over on the 'windrush' and other boats, so most of them are Jamaican, and were young when brought here in Britain. A bit of a history lesson there from where I used to live. Anyway, we moved four years ago, and lost contact with alot of them. We were in the service, and it was fine. Then I had to go and see the old dead guy! The room smelt of embalming. I had never seen a dead person, so I went. I felt sooooo sick because of the embalming fluid! I'm one of those people who feel sick at the somplest of smells. I didn't mind it, but it was full of old people who saw me as a doorpost, or an obstacle. Then we filed out, and we were looking around to hitch a ride. We then went to the cemetary, and stood around for a while. It took ages to cover the hurse. I got hot and dehydrated because it was in black, but I nearly fainted. Then we went to his place, and then I went home, and am here now!
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
The moment is nigh!
In today's confirmation class, we'll be talked to about the actual event! It has gone so slowly! It's on the 9th or something. Before my birthday anyway. I haven't chosen a saints' name. I think it's bullshit, but I'll choose a name with a 'b' because my name is Amaris Catrina D. I won't say my surname! It'll be 'ABCD'! I have nothing else to do, plus it'll be benificial to me!
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Before I forget!
I'm going to a funeral tomorrow! I don't know why I'm happy, but it's my first one! Well, the one that I can now remember. My mum said I went to one when I was a toddler, not that I remember. It's one of this old guy, who our family was friends with, and he died of an infection in his leg, because he knew it was his time, and he left it. Sad and stuff. Well, I don't know what I@m going to wear, but I hhope it's going to be nice.
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We had to TRUST!
In parallel curriculum, we had this thing about trust. It was funny! We had to help others around in the group who were blind-folded. I found it fun, but I lost even more of my balance! I had to jump off things and stuff! Very scary!
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 The mangas!
I got 'Love Hina' volume 1, and 'A.I Love you' volume 3! I can't wait to read them!
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