Birthday • 1991-07-11 Gender •
Female Location • somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England Member Since • 2003-10-10 Occupation • Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator Real Name • Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
Personal
Achievements • Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH) Anime Fan Since • I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD Favorite Anime • Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition! Goals • to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression. Hobbies • reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world Talents •
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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Oh yeah! This boy, he liked really pissed me off!
I was walking, and I turned into the library's direction, like, and there was this boy. He was like, on his mobile, while like, riding his bike, and he was like 11, and I was like, all glaring, looking at him, because he was going in the same direction, but he like couldn't go in a straight line, 'cause he couldn't steer, not that I can, but he on a phone! Then I walked past, before he licked me down, (knocked me down) and he said "You're butters anyway!" I WAS NOT CHECKING HIM OUT, SO I DON'T KNOW WHY HE'S TRYING TO FLATTER HIMSELF! I WERE TRYING NAE TO GET KNOCKED OVER!" When I told my mum when I got home, after going to the library, that I should have called him a 'wanker', and she said how no man, OR BOY likes to be called that, but I should be prepared to fight or run! That's my defence mechanism now! To call all boys I don't like, wankers! Yay! Comments (3) |
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Yoga!
We had the other lady, rather than the lady who thinks I'm suicidal, and keeps at a distance. I was very tired because I woke A FUCKING HOUR LATER! 5:57 to be exact! It was alright though. The usual stuff. Comments (5) |
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I looked all smart on Sunday!
I had my hair all nice and smart yesterday! It was all up, and in one, and I was wearing a green top that hangs on the shoulder, and some dark green trousers, and I had a necklace, and basically looked verynice! Guess what? There was a 'first holy communion'! The place was filled with fucking MIDDLE-CLASS WHITE PEOPLE! No, I am not being racist, it's a fact. Hardly any of them actually went to church, so they didn't know what to do. It was funny watching them! There was this old white lady, and she kept looking at me, until I was kind to her. Then when we left, they would not bloody well move! the twats! They turned around, and shouted in my ear. Comments (3) |
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
Okay? Pretty much lies, but I haven't been with anyone. cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed
Cleaning my room!
I was told to clean my room. I haven't cleaned it in ages! Like 7 months! It's an absolute mess. I was just waiting until my mum nagged me into doing it. I found plenty of stuff I thought I had lost! Comments (3) |
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I painted my nail!
Well, today, I was sent to tidy my room, and I found some nail varnish, I hadn't seen in a long time. It is sparkly silver. It has glitter and shit. Then, while it was wet, I put some pink pen on it, making a face. I might scan it in sometime. My school doesn't care about if I have nail varnish, because I'm a 'goodie-goodie', and 'they have more to worry about then me and my nail varnish'! Comments (5) |
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Friday, June 24, 2005
I feel so nauseous! And it's only me and my sister here! My mum's gone out!
Well, as you can tell, I'm on the computer. I am with my sister, and that's it! My mum has gone out with a freind, as our dad isn't around, so she sent Jared to go with a friend, and we are here. Comments (4) |
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Oh yeah! This boy, he liked really pissed me off! 
I looked all smart on Sunday! 