Birthday • 1991-07-11 Gender •
Female Location • somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England Member Since • 2003-10-10 Occupation • Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator Real Name • Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
Personal
Achievements • Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH) Anime Fan Since • I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD Favorite Anime • Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition! Goals • to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression. Hobbies • reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world Talents •
myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Ain't that just the truth? I get upset, go silent. Just me way. Isolation. Just leave you alone. You can be found in a dark place, rotting in your own self pity. After all, no one else understands, right?
Aggggggggghhhhhhh! My hands! They burn!
I was doing textiles at school, and I had to do the image thing AGAIN! I did it on black, and it came out shit, so I had to do it again. I wasn't very happy. Anyway, it got all over my hands, and then I didn't rub it off immediately, and it started to burn my fucking hands! I think it's because I have excema, but I don't know. It just burns. Comments (1) |
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I changed the background if you didn't notice.
I am really annoyed lately, because I'm never content with it, and I can't find a pic that I am very happy with, and it's so frustrating! Comments (1) |
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So fucking hungry!
I need food! Probably too hungry to eat though. Curse my brainness! Comments (5) |
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I can whistle!
Y'know those really loud whistles? Well, now I can do them! All you have to do, is roll back your tongue, and put your fingers in your mouth, like you see people do, and then blow! I did it after a few times, but nonetheless, I can do it! Comments (9) |
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My fucking foot hurts!
I was in art, and I walked, as per usual, into the fucking pottery wheel! I scrapped the top layer of skin off, and it is all nice and bruised, so I can't walk at the moment. Poor Mr Potato man! Comments (5) |
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Here comes Jacko! (pronounce the 'J' as a 'Y')
AS you can probably tell, I have changed the background. This is because there is a show that I love to watch. It's called 'Jacko', and it comes on MTV2 over here at 10pm. It's quite dodgy, and I haven't watched all of the episodes, but I@m going to watch them now. Mister Jacko is a freak! You can see his hairy butt! Comments (2) |
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So fucking tired!
As you can tell, I am too lazy to add the next post for the confirmation thing. Anyway, I woke up at 1:47 this morning because my fucking brohter went to the toilet, and left the fucking light on! I had to get up, and then woke at 5am! I am going to have a mental breakdown! Yesterday, there was an hour til I go to bed, and I just just lay there, listening to the radio, and watched tv! Comments (5) |
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Can you do? It's from 'Jacko'! (Pronouns 'J' as a 'Y') 
Aggggggggghhhhhhh! My hands! They burn!