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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
 Confirmation class was boring!
I was practicaly sleeping in confirmation class! Tom did, and it was funny. He was talking about mass. I know about mass because I went to a church school, and I am at a catholic school now! Father Stephen didn't pick on me, and most of the people who don't usually come, did. It was boring, and Father Stephen was going on about some stuff, and I was drifting off, and he banged his pen on the table next to him, and it frightened the shit out of me! Tom was snoring, and stuff. Alex kept on looking at me, and when I told him to talk to one of our catechists, he didn't listen to me. At the end, Michael asked me where 'my bike' was, and I just laughed and walked off, because I had broken it earlier. That is all.
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
 I am so pissed!
While we were lining up, Anin, Giselle, Christy-anne and Hannah were banging into each other, and then started banging into Judith and kept pushing each other around. Then they tried to bang into me. I moved a bit out of the way. Then Anin decided to shoulder me in my chest! She literally sent me flying backwards! I banged straight into a wall. I shoted "For fuck's sake!" and then I couldn't breath. I stumbled into class, very pissed, and then they started throwing Anin's pencilcase, and others retrieved it, so it happened agin. I think it's wrong, because I hadn't even doen anything! So I was sitting there, trying to breath, and getting really hot because when I get angry, and there was a bit of confrontation because I couldn't keep my mouth trapped, and people are asking why I was angry. Then they threw it at me, and I got really angry, because Tracey said to throw it at me. I can read lips! Anyway, when they inadvertedly missed, after hitting Anin in her head, and then I kicked it away, because I was pissed, and rightly so! Then Anin said to pick it up, and I said no. Then my silly, geeky friend Judith got it. Then I sat there really angry!
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Drama parallel curriculum was fun! I got to shout at Deborah who was pretending to be my priest!
I had parallel curriculum today, and we did shapes, and then we talked about unfinished business and I talked about my meany priest, and how he hardly talks to me, and just talks to whom he chooses. I said how he was talking to us last week, and kept picking on me, and he said how he said: "Imagine Amaris, naked, and covered in oil!" It was so stupid! And then he slapped me face! I shouted at 'Father Stephen', and scrutinised everything he did and said. After that, I was very happy!
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Monday, June 13, 2005
 Ah crap!
I was walking home, and I had just doing P.E, so I was all hot, and I had my sweatshirt on, and then I turned onto a road, and there was sun, so I took it off. Then I crossed the road, feeling if any buttons were undone, and one was! Right next to my bra, and there were plenty of boys! Oh grand!
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How did I know?
You are Hate.
You care little to nothing about people and things
around you. You are consumed by feelings of
animosity and loathing towards everything or
one thing and it affects your view of all that
is around you.
What Emotion Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
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Party! Well, not really, but it doesn't matter.
Today when I came into school, and I saw two of my friends! They went and said how my friend 'Ruby'/ Judith was having a party, but it was 'top secret' and no one else was invited, so we had to discuss what we would do there. I am looking forward to it! It's during the holidays, but I never go anywhere.
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
 Yay! The bacon feast is back!
Today, we went shopping, and we went to the baon section, and my mum bought two lots of bacon! Yay! During half-term, I had BLTs everyday, but it didn't last because we run out, but now I am going to have a BLT every breakfast! See me get fat!
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No thinking? I'd surely go mad!
On Thursday in circle time, I made a target of not thinking, because I am a thinker, always have been, and not to get wrapped up in things, and let them be. Well lately, I have been failing miserably. I cannot stop thinking! If there's a moment of quiet, I fill it with thoughts, and I have had to stop myself from thinking. I have kinda failed on the letting things be, because I always think. Well, I feel my mind is not being cleared out, and me being devoid of music doesn't help. I chewed threw one of the wires 'like a rat' as my mum said. Well, I'm going mad, so don't mind if I act different!
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Yay! I got David Boring by Daniel Clowes again, and I didn't get the last part the last time I got it, so I'm reading it again!
I got this book called 'David Boring', and I got it again, and I enjoy the comic. I read his other book called 'Ghost World', and I enjoyed it very much. I haven't seen the movie though. Unfortunately, those are the only books by him that the library have. When I went to France for school trip, there was a Virgin, and I went in, and I was in comic and anime heaven! Not that I could read it though! But I was so amazed at the comics by Daniel Clowes! Anyway, I have to finish reading it soon, because I have to read 2 'Transmetropolitan' comics. Deborah hates it, and thinks it's obscene, but I don't care. I also have to finish the last pages of the book about Kafka.
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
This is crap! I'd the horrible one in a relationship!
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to good manners and elegance. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
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