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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Slightly panicking...
Yes, got a large work-load and not the energy or impetus to do it. I'm not usually panicky, but I am now, and don't know why. I think it's jst the fact that I know I have to work hard, or I'll fail- especially English, which is my PASSSION! I did the English homeworks wrong, so now I'm going to get it in the neck. :(
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Monday, October 29, 2007
NO INTERNET CONNECTION!
Indeed, apparently there is no IP address to use for our internet, which is a load of old codswollop if you ask me. I did miss all of you though! *cries* I really couldn't shake off my big old addiction.
Erm... had my counselling session. I shook off the allure to just say yes and no. I don't think my psychiatrist was expecting me to say the things I did! I could see how she was all sad! At the beginning, her blush was all bright, but by the end, she was all washed out! My sad story, able to make my own psychiatrist cry!
I have really done none of the homeworks set over the holiday. I haven't been sleeping well, and remembering all my childhood didn't really make me want to do anything!
I have to read this book called 'Oranges are not the only fruit' by Jeanette Winterson and it's really good. The mother is mad to boot though! I had to read it for my English Literature.
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
You know that feeling... when noething makes sense (I think I'm freaking out)
I was supposed to have counselling today, but as I was getting ready to go, the lady called, saying how she had double-booked herself and asked me to come early, or come tomorrow. I literally couldn't leave early, as it would have made the session only half an hour as opposed to an hour, but I just felt like it's not supposed to happen, and the lady didn't want to talk to me on the phone either. I just felt like a little child! I've got an appointment tomorrow though. I hope it's actually productive! *sighs*
I've been told that I should recruit people onto here. So I am doing so now. I'm Mister Funny Bunny on it.
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
 I@M SO WEAK!
Didn't do any homework. I'm so pathetic. I've got an early start tomorrow, so hopefully I can format my essays. Just outline them and get ready to write them.
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Monday, October 22, 2007
Not much.
Today my friend came over. It was lots of fun playing on the gamecube with er as ever. I haven't done any work, but I know I should have. I'll try tomorrow. I think going to the library's a good idea really.
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Sunday, October 21, 2007
 Too true
How do you deal with your depression?
Hiding. You deal with your depression by wearing a mask. No one ever knows your depressed, so no one can ever pity you. On the outside you're calm and collected. Inside, your blood boils... But that's ok, as long as everyone thinks you're normal.
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He he. I was bored so I took this quiz. I think it's true of me though!
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS. You are very difficult to get. You have big requirements and this one you love must try hard to get you. But after he melts your heart he will be the most happy person in the world. You need someone who shows you that you are someone SPECIAL and it makes you feel good to see that you are loved. He shall know that you could easily get another boyfriend, but you won't as long as you love your partner. When he hurts you, you will hurt him too, but in general you don't get hurt. If your partner cheated you, you would react cold and immediately (try to) forget or to hurt him. TIP: Try to show your partner what you really feel! You are very good at hiding your true emotions, which can make you seem to be arrogant.
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I have nothing to post about, so here's my favourite anime theme song! ^^
ENJOY!
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Saturday, October 20, 2007
Subject: I dunno the subject!
Yeah, not much to report. I am on a bit earlier yet later than I usually am. I'll be on later all this week, so yay! I may even be able to get a bit further in the 'Ouran High School Host Club' episode leagues and just enjoy being with my family, and getting rested up for next half-term, because, in all honesty, I've been so lazy, it's not funny!
A sunset from my bathroom! ^^
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Friday, October 19, 2007
HALF-TERM! *jumps for joy*
Ah yes, today, my half-term starts A WEEK OFF SCHOOL BABY! I have an INCREDIBLE AMOUNT OF HOMEWORK, but I'll live. Also, it's Deborah's birthday! W00t! It's on Sunday. She says she's not going to do anything, and she hasn't told me what she wants, so she's getting nothing! >.< She's coming over to my house on Mond, so they'll be game-based fun and fun on the innuendo side of the characters in games, and all that sort. We joked about the cake she made me for my last bday which was back in July. It was ugly as hell, but ever-so tasty! :D
I've got a script, essay, translation, presentation and book-reading to do over the week, so I SHOULD be doing some hard work!
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