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Monday, May 23, 2005
 We no win. Blah!
WEll, on Saturday, we didn't win Eurovision. I don't mind. Greece did. We were third last. France was second last, and Germany were last. I don't care. 'Til next year!
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
Yay! Eurovision!
Eurovision's on today! England's probably going to lose, but I don't care~! I'm happy about that! I'm going to stay up until late and watch it! Yay! 1am here I come! It's annual anyway. It's its 50th anniversary this year! I doubt anyone in my class'll watch it! They aren't that sad! WEll, 1 hour to go! Yay!
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Friday, May 20, 2005
I'm broken! Most of this is true.
Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday
that you have to deal with, which is making you
sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when
you truly need them and no one ever will.
Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep
yearning for the day you will be free from
pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because
you isolate yourself and are suspicious of
peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of
the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your
mind is dark and no one seems to understand or
wants to help. As always, you will be alone in
the world, fighting your dark thoughts by
yourself.
How is your soul?(pics)
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Oh yes! Before I forget! Eurovision! Yay!
Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God! I'm so happy! It's Eurovsion! For those who are American, and do not know what the fuck that is, it's when all the countries from Europe have a song, and they all go against each other, and then all the countries vote, and they have a points system, and then the winner is the winner, but it's like 5 hours, and my mum, brother and sister hate it, but me and my dad absolutely love it!
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 No uniform, own clothes day!
Dammit man! Everyone, as I had fortold, is wearing the same clothes, or the same thing they did last time they wore their own clothes. I'm wearing my t-shirt and trousers I wore in confirmation class. My rouser legs are still wet from walking to school. I've got a headache, and squinting! Still haven't given in my maths coursework. Luckily I can give it in on Monday.
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
Me no idiot! Rest true though!
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 Bullshit!
Mrs Radeef is an asshole, but then again that's my opinion of that fool ass lady! I'm in a bad mood, and probably will continue until July, when it's my birthday, and that's no guarantee! Basically, I have my yearly bout of depression, and when I do, I get REALLY moody! I have an 'attitude problem', and when I'm tired, I become a bitch. She was saying this bull to me and Deborah. She has no idea the shit I go through, and I don't even have that bad a depression! I am still alive for fuck's sake! I will do nothing she says, so she can fuck herself! Don't mind this!
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Continuation, though I'm sure that no one will comment, as they usually don't!
Then Marvin said "5 pounds with my fist!" So I was unimpressed by that attack, and then I just sat down, and we were talking about the weekend. Then Mister Tom comes in! The one who has a blatant crush on me, and just stares, so I carry on talking, and he's diagonal to me, and he keeps looking! So I look quite frequently at him. Then we see this video, but I'm like practically falling asleep in all the lessons. Then we had to talk about it in the gender groups. I hate that, and I hated it. Then we talked about it, and Tom kept talking very 'intelligently', and kept looking at me for affirmation! Jeez! I know that all the boys like me, but for fuck's sake!
Then we went home, and I was riding my sister's bike, as she doesn't use it, and there was a bag of sand. I was already swearing because my thighs were killing me because I strained myself. Then I thought as I was going to avoid it successfully, and then I banged straight into the bag of sand! If I had been a boy, I would no longer be able to have children! So I was walking on the bike, and then I decided I was cold, so I put my hat and gloves on! I was wearing my t-shirt remember! I looked like a freak, and people were looking but I didn't care!
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Yay! Parallel curriclum! This time it was circle time!
WE had fun in circle time! The lady, Mrs Edwards, introduced herself, and we learnt stuff about her, and then we had to tell everyone what our first day at primary school was. I couldn't remember, so I made quite alot of stuff up. Then we had to remember what the stuff was, and I remembered it by the colours, and colour association. I was the most crap, but I'm bloody well tired! So unfair!
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Not the dreaded weekly Confirmation class!
I hate confirmation class! It's bad enough that I'm the only girl outcast in the class, but I was really tired in the class! When I had to go out, I got the bike chain, and I had to fix it, so I had bike oil all over my hand on the way there! Then when I came, I saw Marvin, and we have history. Basically, he picked on me, and he likes me, but I hate him, and he tries to impress me, but he just pisses me off. Then I went into the house, and then came out, and Belinda came up to me, and she said 'Feelin' Irie?' and she didn't really know what she was saying, or what it meant. I said how it means 'Feeling fine?'. Then we went into the house. Then we had to go in groups, and I was in the same one as Marvin and Sophie, and with Sophie, she's stuckup. Marvin jumped on the table because he's an asshole, and I told him, "Get off the table before I push you off!" Then he says, "fine. But if I do, I'll give you £5" So I think "yay!"
Finish later!
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