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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
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Monday, May 16, 2005
Yoga was fun, but now my back hurts!
I did yoga today, and now I feel tired! I couldn't eat afterwards, and now I'm going to be hungry in PE! We lay on the floor, and did various things. I am not flexible at all! We were in our trousers, but they were under me dress, so it was hard doing some of the stuff, because the dress restricted my movement. When we had to imagine being on a cushion, the others were nice and settled, and I was looking at the ceiling of the chapel, and making a story, and scenes out of the patterns on the ceiling. I tried to make myself sad and cry, because I am sadistic, and I failed, but I had tears in my eyes because I was tired. We then had to write how we felt, and I said the *fetches paper out of bag* 'Everything's dark and ending'. The lady obviously thought I was fucked up, which I am, but besides that, she changed it to sunset, and I said yes. She was looking at me weird when she read it. Ha! Funny.
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Stupid facking bra!
This morning, I was all annoyed because this morning I was stomping up and down my house because I couldn't find my normal bra! I had to wear my fucking wired bra, and they always rise, and are uncomfortable!
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
Nothing much happed today.
I woke up at 6:10 in the morning. Didn't get up until 11, because I'm lazy. I watched T.V, and Jared was on the computer, so there was no arguements there. I had to tidy up, and I went to see if I had any clothes that still fit. Most of my tops are too small, and rest above my waist, which is annoying, because me mum says how I'm gonna have another growth spurt. I've had 2 already. Every summer, I have to get new clothes, because I grow too much! I'm like 5'5" or something mad. How much am I gonna grow?
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Friday, May 13, 2005
I'm such a fool! Sitting on paint!
In technology, I came back from Mr Smith's room, because I broke the blade for this machine I was using in his room, and then I was watching Deborah and Heather painting our shop front, and then I sit down on the table, and realise that I'm sitting on paint. Deborah said how she did that, and showed me the mark. I go straight to the sink, turning my dress around, and then I only spread the mark. Then I get it out, but the water mark was big! So I had to wait around for Mr Chitwa to come back to get a blade, because I broke the previous one! Then I see him, and I'm holding my dress mid-air. Then I ask I him if he has the blade, and if I could go outside, because it was sunny. So he says I can't, but he gets a blade off a saw, and then I hang around looking at him do it. Then Deborah says to turn around. I do, and she says how Mr Smith was there, and my fucking shorts were showing! Heather even said how she saw them! Now, Deborah is my friend, but she could have saved at least some of my decency! Two freaking male teachers in a friggin' girls' school, and I'm showing off my fucking legs and shorts! I'm glad he 'ran away' though!
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Why is it illegal to kill the ones you so banefully hate?
Jeez! I just came from the lunch, and got the 'my stomach is so crampified I can't eat' pain. I hardly ate it, and had I just had pudding. People I 'sat with' were just plain annoying. They were year 11, and year 7, and year9, my year! They all didn't want to sit next to me because 'I was alone', and I am 'grim'.
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 Need to eat!
Deborah got into lunch, but I had to wait for my free lunch, so I need to eat now, as I got turned away because we are second last. Stomach cramps! AGGGGGGGGHHHHH! The pain!
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I'm pissed, and devoid of nails!
Yesterday, my mum made me look for the nail clippers, because everyone's nails were all jagged and nasty; particularly mine. So I took out all of the stuff, because you can't open the draw, and we found it! I cut my nails, and now I look my nails look like everyone elses! They'll grow long in like 2 weeks or something. They grow like 4mm every week. I'm just tired, and want to sleep, but want internet! Had none from Fiday til Sunday, but then I got on!
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
 For once I didn't finish all my food!
I think it's funny. Because I am 'entitled' to free school dinners, I got a sandwich, crisp and drink. Obviously though, I had my own food with me, but I don't turn down food! Are you mad?I didn't finish it though. I have two drinks left, adn plenty of food.
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 My stupid retreat was crap, but I'm in my own clothes!
The retreat was shit. Still got the splinter in my hand. It's all red, and I should go to the doctors tomorrow, and get it taken out. We didn't really do anything, and the lady we had was foreign, so everyone with their disrespectful selves kept laughing. That just pissed me off. Overall, it was boring though.
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Stupid mo-foing splinter!
I have got a stupid splinter in my stupid hand! I was doing parallel curriclum, and we were doing this thing, they were drama sessions today, and we were saying "The sun shines on whoever.............." and we would say something, and whoever it applied to, and then you had to find another seat, or you'd have to say the thing. I only got to say the rhymn twice. It was fun. I enjoyed it very much so, but I still have got the splinter in my hand. I tried to peel back the skin with a compass, but it didn't work. The problem is, that when I was in year 3, I got a splinter lodged in my thumb, and my mum couldn't get it out, and I wouldn't let her mainly, and it got infected, and there was green liquid under my nail, and then a couple of weeks later, me and my mum went to the hospital to take it out. Let me just say, it was hours! I didn't have to write or anything though.
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