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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Saturday, April 30, 2005
Shit!
What th fuck is going on? Is it 'look at Amaris day, and see if she cracks, as she is paranoid' day or something! All these people keep looking at me! I'm not that attractive, so why the hell is this happening? Maybe because I have a t-shirt saying 'feelin' irie?' on it? God! Can that man from across stop staring at me?! I'm so uncomfortable!
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Friday, April 29, 2005
Funniness!
My arm doesn't hurt anymore, so I was leaning against the door which isn't the door to the form room, as I'm sixth in the register. Only Jnae was there from the the beginning. Margaret was staring at her. She stares at everyone. Jane said in her African accent: "What are you looking at? Do I look like a famous person? Look away from me!" Then I said: "No. No you don't you look like the woman I see who eats out of my dustbin!" Jane was gob-smacked, and then I lloked at Deborah, who is in the middle of the line, and she started laughing, and I couldn't stop. Mr Hoedafia didn't say anything, as he was further up the line, taking the register!
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 Debate. Blah!
WE were doing a debate on the election, even though I saw no point, as we can't vote. The people I was with were all friends, so me and Deborah were casted out, and we were debating about how 'our party', the Liberal Democrats were saying how they were going to get like 100,000 police people, but I said how can it be, if aren't people who want to do it! I won against her, naturally. That's all.
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Thursday, April 28, 2005
 Damn computers!
The stupid year 7s were on the computers again! I had to wait for a damn computer, and now I don't have much time, but atleast I will be on 3 times tomorrow! Yay! Andrea really pissed me off. I was doing lino, in fact everyone was, and some bitch went and stole my fucking roller, so I was waiting around for 20 fucking minutes, doing fuck all! Dammit! Then Andrea said how she finished, so I took it, and then she decided to do another one. I had it, and had started already, and she was all pissed. Then she kept annoying me, and I'm one of those people who is a 'bitch', and stuck in their ways, so I always say no! She obviously wasn't happy, and then she kept asking me, and I said no. Eventually she stopped, but eventually. Year 7s are back with their loud, fake selves. Makes me sick! Me did nothing but talk and shit. Me, Deborah and judith. Was fun
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
 I hate the rain!
It was nice and sunny this morning. Then when I was in Science at 3, and all I hear is the rain! It then kept raining really hard until I got to the end of my road. It always does that at 4:05! Some girls didn't have their umbrellas, and I shared it temporarily. I had to jump over all the puddles, and it was bitterly cold, but I was wearing my hat and gloves. There was this man in his car, and he looked at me weird, as I had my dress up quite high. I saw my sister, and she was soaking wet. Her hair's probably all stinky now!
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 Mrs Radeef needs to die!
Basically on Tuesday, I didn't have a chance to post this, but she really pissed me off, but also mad me laugh. Basically, she said how we were failing really badly. We are doing the 6-8 paper, and although that probably means nothing to you, it's a really hard test that only smart people take. My target is a 7, and I've already got that. She said how if we ALL got bad results, it might mean that she's a bad teacher, and it'll be her neck basically. As far as I'm concerned, I she isn't that good a teacher, and she's my form tutor, and I want to hurt her, but atleast she neglects me.
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My brother was abusing me!
I wasn't on yesterday, as I doing choir. Then I was at the library, and it was catastrophic. I basically missed Science booster because I wanted to go on the computer. I then had to pick up my brother, and all he did was like kicking me, and walking really slow! I was all pissed, as I wanted to go home! All I did was skip on the road I live on, and my brother was really pissing me off, then he was chasing me, and I twirled because I'm sad. Then he made me watch an episode of 'Xolin Showdown'. Then we watched some crap I wanted to watch, and the I was listened to Foster's home for imaginary friends, as I was cleaning the plaque off my retainers with a pin. My mum makes historical clothes and shit when she was in university. She graduated in July. Then I used a needle, and then my brother farted for the 3rd time. Then I left the room, and he followed me. I cleared up all the paper I have collected. It took 3 hours!
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The injection doesn't hurt. Much.
It wasn't that painful. My arm stings more than when I got injection. They did say it wouldn't hurt. When they asked me if I was pregnant, I laughed.
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I don't want my injection!
Today, well after I break, we are going to get our immunisations! I'm sixth in the registar, not telling my surname, but I am really dreading it! I am mainly left-handed for quite alot of jobs, and I also type alot with my left hand! Blah!
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Why do I always go mad?
Yeaterday I went partly mad! Basically, it's when I have too many emotions going through my head, and I have an emotional breakdown. This happens alot, and I can always tell when I'm going tohave one. When I'm really tired, and when I am writing a story, though I'm not at the moment. I cried, and went mad!
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