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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
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Thursday, October 18, 2007
No sociology lesson!
Yes! And we have no textbooks to speak of, so, guess what? I'm on the computer in the library! Hoorah! I finished my French homework, and I'm with my friend, so awesome distraction there, but I'm just so freaking bored! Got another double free period after lunch, but I'm SUPPOSED to be copying notes from a friend because I missed English yesterday, going on that trip. Nothing else to report. Got home at 1:40, thoroughly tired, and in 'Neighbours', as implied a few weeks ago, there is a couple who are half-siblings. *shivers* INCESTUAL LOVE WITHOUT THE KNOWING! NOW THE PAIN OF THE REVELATION AND BEING HUNG UP ON EACH OTHER, AND THEIR FATHER BOTH BEING THE BAD MOFO PAUL! SHOCK! HORROR! *grins*
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
'En vie en rose' was good. ^^
I had no idea what it was about, and it was about Edith Piaf, a big-time singer from humble beginnings. I only worked out like 30 minutes in, that is was a biography thang! *winces* It was very impressive, and I do like my alternative, i.e. not Hollywood films, and I'd like to see it again. It was very sad. Everyone saw her demise, but her ego was so big and her want to sing, that she wouldn't listen, and died at 44, I think because she over-indulged with all the booze to be frank.
It wasn't half long though! It, by the latest, must have been started at 10:30, absolute latest, and finished at 12:25 p.m. I thought I was gonna die! *cackles* I couldn't stop moving position after a while, and I was wondering how long it could last! Gosh!
Very good though. I recommend it!
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007
No English lesson.
My english teacher isn't in today, so we watched the rest of the play 'Richard III' but that's finished now, and I have 25 minutes to waste now, until school finishes. There is REALLY nothing to do, and I'm so bored!
Got Japanese classes tonight, and tomorrow is a French trip, so I basically don't have THAT MUCH homework tonight. Still annoyed that 'my friend, but oh so much more' isn't on. :(
I'm not blue, and not pensive, but down all the same. I think it's fatigue. I'm wearing my 'We only dream of such love and serenity' t-shirt on. I think it's very pretty!
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Monday, October 15, 2007
Boredom!
I did some homework yesterday, and it was some god homework! I do but love my argumentative pieces of homework! It took me 2 hours, which I think is the longest I've spent on homework all this year, but NOT THE POINT! So I've done all my work in my free, and now I have nought all else to do, so I'm adding a post. Can't watch any anime and I thought I didn't NEED my book, so I didn't bring it. There aren't any good mangas in the library either! *weeps*
My good good friend on here *coughs* something more *coughs* isn't on either, and hasn't answered my pms since Thursday. Hope he's alright with his troublesome life. He always scares me when he does that! I fear one day he just may not come back on one time. *pouts*
I'll go and check your sites now then.
I've got 7473 visits! Thank you all for loving me so much! *bows*
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Saturday, October 13, 2007
Not much to say.
I want to add a post, but don't know what to say. >_> Nothing happened yesterday and there are no problems in my life. I just watched 'Ouran High School Host Club' and it was so hilarious! In episode 4, there was this quote from a coversation between the twins. It kind of went like this:
"I don't like how our relationship changed in the film"- Hikaru
"Yeah. How come Hikaru got to be the attacker?"-Kaoru
"Seimei?"- Haruhi
Now, this was in subtitles, so I didn't get it until Haruhi said "seimei" by itself, so I was pissing myself because seimeis are the ones 'one top' ROFL If you're a yaoi fan, you'll get it!
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Friday, October 12, 2007
 A day of glorious laziness!
Ah yes! Had no school today, and I didn't get out of my bed until 11:30 this morn! That is the life I'm talking about!
I haven't slept in like that for months! I'm a morning person. I have done nothing but eat and sit on my butt reading a comic 'Goodnight, Irene' and watching tele. I was supposed to go out, but then I'd have to wash and cream and I got up late, so I decided not to do anything. Doing nothing is fun anyway!
Had Tate Forum, and that was good. There's this big event which always happens called 'Loud Tate', and everything seems to be going swimmingly on that front. I'm excited about it, but I always feel annoyed about not enjoying all that happens, because I'm part of the making it happen, so I have to help out, and it's cool, because my friend always hangs out with me, but I wish I too could see all that was happening. I may even film the whole day with a portable camera, which I'm REALLY looking forward to! I hope my mum can come too, as she usually has a job to make a costume then, and I have to look after my brother and sister.
Also, got my t-shirt that I made, so I shall get one of my siblings to go and take a pic of me sporting it! Yay!
Also, going to be watching 'Ouran High School Host Club' and it's so hilarious! Oh how I love shojo stuff!
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
 Smashing your head is ever so fun.
Don't you hate those days where you just feel so conflicted? When your gut, head and eyes all deceive you, and you don't know which one to follow? Well, I've got that.
I managed to smack my head on a cast iron mantelpiece today. I picked up my shoe and got up and smacked my head on the corner of the mantelpiece. I went to school regardless, but this afternoon and in the morning, I was all hot, I had a knot above my eye and I was a bit disorientated.
I've got no school tomorrow! Wooo! *jumps for joy* I can sleep in!
I've got Tate Forum, so I can retrieve my t-shirt.
I've also got this problem. PM me if you want to know, or want to help me, 'kay?
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Tuesday, October 9, 2007
JAPANESE LESSONS!
Ah yes, got them tonight, which means getting home at 10 pm, and I am so bloody tired, it's not funny! I woke up at 5-ish this morn, so that's better than 4. I can but feel the cloud approaching! Nooo!
I've also got an INSET day on Friday! Goo school having open days, so I will graciously be lounging around, doing nothing much, and remembering that I have an insane amount of homework.
In English today, while we were annotating 'Richard III', I was going all cross-eyed, and nearly falling asleep! Also wasted a bloody double lesson because the teacher wasn't blooming well in! I am so cold, and WHY DOES IT HAVE TO RAIN, HUH? SO UTTERLY DISGUSTING AND DISMAL IN ALL TRUTH. I'm supposed to be studying here, in the library, but I couldn't resist just going on for a while, as I've got hardwork, and then a long night, with regards to the Japanese lessons. >_> To have a busy life! I wouldn't have thunk it several months back! XD
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Monday, October 8, 2007
Not so much in trouble, but tired all the same!
The 'early waking' crap is so getting on my nerves! I hate waking up at 4 am, because then I can't stay awake once I hit like 8 pm. I have also entered the 'first stage' of depression, as I dub it. Basically, I get depressed because of fatigue, and the despair etc. rears it's ugly head. >_> Otherwise, it's alright. I'm getting behind in homework again because of the fatigue, but life's alright with the exception that I have to keep going on, and people just see me as an easy target, so I get 12 year-olds picking on me...
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Saturday, October 6, 2007
Nice evening spent, but boy am I tired!
Went to the t-shirt making workshop to help last night, and it was REALLY good. It was funny because yesterday, I do have to say that I did look hot! I had my hair out, parted in two, I wore my t-shirt that I made; the message is 'I'm grumpy, so... >_> smile! Or I'll cry' and people were impressed with it. I wore my shorts that my mum made and tights and my heels! Those heels don't half make your hips swing though!
I made another t-shirt that says 'You can only hope for such love and serenity' or something like that, but had to leave it because we had to go home. Brother and sister dearest came, and as expected, there was havoc! Jared played with stools and fell off them like 4 times. >_< Some adults were really creative. It was cool! We got home at 11pm! So funny! We got there at 6:20! IT was very fun though, and we had some heavenly Tate sandwiches, like Tate Britain would have anything less, and I had a great time. Deborah was there, free-loading, but it was generally fun!
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