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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Monday, April 11, 2005
Harassment!
I was coming back from the library, and I saw that the Chestnut Grove lot were out. They are a school that are at the end of a road, near where I live, and have to pass them everyday to go to and from school, and they are full of idiots, and loud people. They go out of school for lunch, so where I live is ridden with them at lunch-time. A girl from my school was saying 'hey', and then I walked on, not knowing it was her. The amount of times they said it, is unbeknownst to me! Mairin, me sister stopped, and I saw Rachel was there. She asked if I knew a 'Janine', and said no, and walked into WH Smith beacuse me sister wanted to. Oh yes! I got Love Hina from the library today! Another manga! It's volume 3 though. Blah!
Oh, also, when me and me sister were on the bus, my mum and brother were on the other deck, and this fat Indian man had his fecking flies open! Luckily, I could not see anything, God forbid, but that was just nasty!
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 Now more going on for 4 hours a day!
I'm going back to school tomorrow! Was doind my homework. Now at library.
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 Just so sick of being happy
This may sound weird to you, but I hate being happy! I hate how I am just so up-beat! I want to go back to Year 7&8, where I was always so moapy, and when I was in Year 8, I had a 'Learning mentor'! She was a happy up-beat lady with idiocity written all over her face, trying to get to the root of my 'low self-esteem', and 'lack of happiness'. I thought it as a whole joke! I was so happy at the end of year, when she asked me if I wanted to stay on doing it, even though she wouldn't be at our school the next year, and I was sure. She seemed very sad! Idiot! I was SO sick and tired of pretending I was happy, and when I started, I VERY TIRED, it was winter, and I was very pissed at all things! Oh how I miss missing lessons, and the awkward silence!
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
I am so depressed.
I just want life to end. Not really. Just I am tired out of my mind, and clumsy like a fool. Blah!
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South Park!
WEll, I am listening to South Park. New series. Forgot to watch last night, 'cause I was watching this art's thing, as I am an intellectual! Watching an episode, where mister Butters needs to tap dance. Also watched Vanilla Sky. Stupid film. Not because I don't understand it, I do, but I generally hate experimental films.
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Kite thing!
Well, today, we went to the common relatively near us, and we saw..........kites! There were big ones, and small ones, and the people from 'Brighton kite association' are something were there. Then we walked around, and it got boring, so we went to the park at the bottom of the hill, even though we didn't go to the top, and then it was all cloudy, and the sun went. We were pretty pissed, and then it went and damn well emphasised the fucking wind! Very good day for kite-flying, very bad day if you are just sitting on a bench with a kinda thin top, and a coat! Got home, and ate, and watched Zoey 101, (why?) and Unfabulous (why?). My mum realised that 'Zoey' was actually Britney Spears' little sister.
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Saturday, April 9, 2005
Why am I addicted to shit?
Not literally. I'm no fly. Me have no wings! I watched Zoey 101, the first episode, and then watched Unfabulous! What is wrong with me? It's like I'll watch anything! I know it's holidays, and day-time T.V's on, but all the same! They are stereotypical girls, and they will die!
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Not very suprising!
You are Sailor Moon! For being the super heroine of
the universe you really like to have fun!Get a
grip,the weight of the universe is on your
shoulders!
----------!!!!WHICH SAILOR SENSHI ARE YOU???!!!!(WITH PICS)
brought to you by Quizilla
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 Yay! the system works! *crowds applaud*
Yay! The system works for the adults to select times, which means that I can stay on the groud floor, and book what computer I go on, when I like, and go on my mum's card, so I can go on for an hour! Yay! I'm happy, and not pissed!
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Friday, April 8, 2005
'I don't want tyou to save me. I don't want you at all'. Talking heads by People in planes
Well, I have finished reading a book by Anne Rice, called 'Tale of a bdy snatcher'. I thought it was bizarre, because the vampire, Lestat, has is no* 1, always naked, and he says how he always 'loves' this old guy. Interesting. Hardly gripping though. Now reading a comic, of which my sister stole, because I spotted it, and she stole, it, even though it was redundant. It's called 'DEATH: At death's door', and it is an adaptation of 'the sandman series' ofwhich I read really badly out of order in year 7. There are 10 books, and it's about this man called dream, and a series of things happened to him. I would like to buy thouse books, because they are good, comics, and if I get a good comic, then they smell of damn well cigarette smoke, which kills me off.
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