Birthday • 1991-07-11 Gender •
Female Location • somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England Member Since • 2003-10-10 Occupation • Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator Real Name • Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
Personal
Achievements • Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH) Anime Fan Since • I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD Favorite Anime • Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition! Goals • to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression. Hobbies • reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world Talents •
myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Darnnit! Is the world against me to not go to sleep?
I keep waking up at '9am' instead of 8am, because the clocks went forward, and too lazy to set up alarm clock to make myself get up to get used to it. I woke up, and I had a backache, so I stayed in me bed, to change position, to shape me back up, and HOPEFULLY go back to sleep, but building work started across the way, and as I sleep in a loft bed NEXT TO the window, I was pretty pissed. Then there were these children laughing, then crying. Really loud. I was thinking, SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU FUCKING ASS HOLES! But didn't do anything. I was totally awake. And what on top of all that? I was up half the night coughing me guts up. I've got a fucking cough that's tickly as well as scratchy, and has phlegm. Me favourite cough of all! I'm also getting a fucking cold. Me nose is dripping this VERY SECOND!I feel shitty, and I am as tired as hell! Poor me! Comments (2) |
Permalink
I hate not being on!
I wasn't on yesterday because my mum said 'it needs a rest'. Blah! Unfair. Just wanted to go on sooo much! Darn! Comments (2) |
Permalink
Fiya! I'm the god of hell fire!
I was in mass, and we lit candles. I was, as usual, playing with it. Fire? Me playing with fire? Are you asking to burn down a sacred place? You might ask, but it's fire, and I haven't played with it in a long time. There was a box around it, but the top was open. I kept melting the wax on the side of the cardboard. It was very fun! Then I was messing with it on the side of the box, and I set it alight. I blew it out quickly, but also blew out the candle, so I had to relight it. Darn you fire! Comments (1) |
Permalink
Went to church todays.
Yes, I did. Me mum didn't have her job, presumably because it's mr easter today. Clocks for us go forward, so we lost an hour. Not doing anything now. Didn't go shopping. They're all shut. For once, I have nothing to say! Oh my God! It's happened! Done nothing. Thought I would go on me sister's bike, skateborad, and me in-line skates, but it's 6:42 now, so there's no point. Quite cold here. Me nose keeps going cold. It is now, and I'm inside! Me feet are also cold. Comments (1) |
Permalink
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Man on a bus, and a quiz.
I was on the bus today, and there was this man that got on the bus. I think he had tourettes or something. I thought he was a just a mad babbly man, but he was actually telling a story of what he had been doing in the day. Weird, but enlightening!
African men. (me no being racist. it's just a comment on the fact they were)
I was waiting for a bus, and there were these African guys in a car/ jeep/ landrover thing, and I was in a stance saying, I'm so bored, and I'm waiting for a bus, and the man not driving, looked at me, and I don't know why, but I raised me practically non-existant eyebrows, and then he smiled, for some unknown reason, and then looked again and again at me. I did the same action. The light was in me eyes, and I was squinting. That was one weird encounter! Comments (0) |
Permalink
Got two comics, and read some sad manga
I got 'The Matrix' comic, though, thankfully, it has NOTHING to do with the characters, and read 'Pardise Kiss'. It's weird, and I don't think it helps with the fact that it was the last volume. Volume 5. I thought it was weird with that guy being with that girl, who was like 11, and then doing it with her. I looked back, and had a big feel of deja vu. I hate deja vu! It's about these people who have this ddesigning thing, and then they graduate, and go their separate ways. Boring. Had to check the characters every five minutes. Ir was generally shit.
The second comic I got was translated from French. Not read it. Currently reading 'the crow'. It's fun to read, but I just dislike american comic-book art. Too, as my mum would say, 'idealistic', with the men with their shoulders, and the women with their hips. Like some of the stories though. All the comics I get smell like cigarette smoke. Do all the books I like are liked by smokers? Comments (0) |
Permalink
Darnnit! Is the world against me to not go to sleep? 
Fiya! I'm the god of hell fire!