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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
 Is it fate?
There's this boy I kept seeing from like 2 months ago, and I like going to the library on Saturdays, but I keep seeing this boy, but EVERY SINGLE TIME, I come at a different time, so what's going on? Is he a stalker? Or is it yes 'meant to be'? I'm soo sad!
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 Happyness and devoid of comics of me own.
Well, I went to the library, and then I had a bath, and went out to get a comic, or manga. Whatever I find. Well, I didn't find any. There were 3 bookshops, and they didn't even have a meanial comic! Shit! The man said the nearest shop was in Tottenham Court road. That's central London, so I went around looking for an meanial coimc, and didn't find one, so I got me Easter money from me god-mother, the only one to give me money, and bought the album I wanted SOO much. Death From Above 1979's album. They have a secong CD with some 4 songs or so, and remixes of their songs. The song on the second CD is called 'Better of Dead', and it's really funny, and I like playing it very loudly. So loud I still have a headache now. If you like a man singing while giving sexual pants, you'll like them, and their songs on the album are on their site. Very happy.
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Friday, March 25, 2005
 I'm goign to buy some books! Comics or mangas?
I'm going to the library and to a town thing, not saying name, to buy either a comic, perhaps Mr Daniel Clowes, as I love his comics, read two, or a manga, but it'll have to be VERY good. I'm gonna take about 15 pounds.One comic, or about two mangas. I never have any money. My mum is poor, and so is my dad. Last money I got was Christmas! Next stop July! Birthday time! Well, hope tomorrow's good. Bye!
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I hate today!
It just feels weird! Because we broke up yesterday, being a Thursday, I keep thinking that today's Saturday, rather than Friday. My mum's really being pissing me off. Ever since yesterday. She just keeps biting me head off! Jeez~! I have a really fiery temper, but don't actually physically lash out on anybody. Think that's one of me downfalls. The inabilty to vent 'the pain'. She just keeps saying I'm lazy, and not doing anything, yet for the last like 7 weeks, I'M the one who's been going to the shops, and 'looking after' Jared! Jeez! I haven't started any fights, so why does she always just snap at me for no reason, and say 'I'm a lazy slut'. Her famous lines, when she's annoyeed with me, 'at the state of me room'. My stuff always gets misplaced by others because people are teefs, especially Jared, and they go missing for months at a time.
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
I'm not correcting!
From like Tuesday or so, I can't remember, I said to Deborah that I would stop correcting her grammer. Funny. She kept saying 'how she was thinking', like it's a miraculous discovery! I think it's because she's always relied on me to tell her stuff. It's like a drug for me! She says something grammatically wrong, and I have to just saty silent, and not say anything. It pains me.
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I want my old self back!
Well, I can tell it. My personality is changing. I can see it by the fact that I type differently.I'm even more lazy then I was before. Maybe because I'm all emotional, plus the fatigue, but I just feel that I'm frankly becoming a teenager. Why do I have to become it! I like the way I am! Oh the horror!
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He! He! Me voice!
Okay. Me voice. Kind of typically English.
Imagine an English voice. Not Cockney, but a posh one. Think of those prattish children in their posh voices. Then make them drop the t's, and speak 'with attitude', and that's me voice! I speak like I type! He! He!
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Am I an introverted extrovert, or extroverted introvert?
I know I'm both, an introvert, and an extrovert, but am I an intro-extro, or extro-intro? What do you think!?
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He! He! I stole it! I stole it! He! He!
I stole my pictures, and unfortunately, they are BOTH in A3, so I folded them twice. I also went mad with some ink, and I'll scan those in, and do a photobucket thing, so you can see me shit. I'm so happy though! Miss Murphy always says how we can't take it home, so I sneaked it out with me espionage skills!
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That's obviously a like! *hops maniacly in a straight suit*
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