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1991-07-11
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Female
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somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
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2003-10-10
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Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
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Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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Saturday, March 5, 2005
Shopping kills!
Well, I is an idiot! I had to go to the shops, and forgot to take the pully-trolley (has wheels) so I had to lug all 5 heavy bags home! When I was in Sainsbury's with mr basket, and lugging it like I had a fricking heavy small child! Now, I hate Saturdays because it's always busy, and there stupid ass people walking and acting like the dead! God! They are so irritating! They look at you weird if you look at them funny because they don't thank you for letting them pass! I hate all those 20 and 30-somethings! Sorry for those that age reading, but I don't mean you. I literally was limping, and there was this stupid-ass women, looking at me with concern and compassion, like she felt sorry for me, but said nothing, and walked past me. Fool! Behind her were 10 guys, and girls walking next to me, and was tempted to hit them! It took me 10 minutes to go up a hill. Not even steep. I stopped so may times, and on top of all of that, I was sweating like dog because of the sun, and had to carry me coat aswell! Then I got to the end of me road, and then I saw this dog which doesn't like me, a puppy, don't let it fool you! It started grrrrrrrring, and barking. I don't like it, and the father of the family was wioth it, but at the door, about 6 metres away. I just stood there. Then it advanced, and I stepped back, knowing that that's bad because dogs 'can smell fear' luckily the man made it go on infront of me, but it kept looking back, in anger. I've never done anything to it! I tought maybe it had rabies! Ha! Ha! Did I mention I have a, perted-in-two hairstyle? It nasty! I have little poofs! Only hairstyle to stop me hair from shrinking, and not involving plaiting. My habds went all red, and they are still shaking now! Pwoor me!
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Friday, March 4, 2005
I know I shouldn't, because I am being a hypocrite. But I am being one for once. Blah! I have a theme. There are lots, so be prepared!
Pics. I've got nothing.
is Misato dead?
the angel's ready!
nast water!
Excel Saga!
Pedro
Evangelion again
Seailor Moon!
sad. I used to love this!
This is the end! Hoped you like!
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Knew that!
You dream about darkness. You are evil and unhappy, so you take out your anger on other people.
What do you dream of? (anime pictures) brought to you by Quizilla
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Let me do it again to see if it works now!
You are an introverted person. You like to be alone and just be yourself, that is fine! You go on with your self!
What type of person are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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Wouldn't say that, but hey! What ya gonna do?
img src="http://images.quizilla.com/X/XconfusedXcowX/1093038167_tureshappy.jpg" border="0" alt="HASH(0x899ed7c)"> Your true emotion is Happy! Your always there tospread your joy no matter how tough the situation is. Your friends and siblings(if you have any siblings) look up to you. Your always someone they can count on to put a smile in their face or make them laugh.
What emotion are you? _-=Beautiful Pictures!=-__-=Many Dirfferent Outcomes!=-_ brought to you by Quizilla
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I don't even know why! I did this! I'm not even a clingy person! Soo wrong! Or is it? He! He!
You Are The Clingy Gay Man
What Type Of Gay Man Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
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I'm post crazy! I'm not really that introverted!
img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/puddinpi/1071491694_esloner123.jpg" border="0" alt="The Introvert"> You are an introverted person. You like to be alone and just be yourself, that is fine! You go on with your self!
What type of person are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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Nuttin' to really say.
Me arm don't hurt so much. Sorry 'bout the post earlier. I am very tired, so therefore, very emotional. Want to sleep, but I can't make a darn address! Darn it!
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I dunno. But a long post.
Teachers are bullies! Especially me maths and from tutor Mrs Radeef!
We had this useless 'options talk' and we had to fill in this thing about ourselves. I basically know meself inside out, so I filled it out quickly, and stupid Deborah was all-like "Aggggggggghh! I'm so stupid! I've never done a fucking thing like this before in me life! Agggghhhhhhh! I'm gonna blow a brain vessel thinking!" (in a bad mood! Dun mess!) I was like- Why do you have to sit next to me?
Lately I've been so sick and tired of her darn commentary! I have been ignoring here, and basically giving her the cold shoulder, as she doesn't understand I need me time to blow off SOME steam! If I let off all the steam, there'll be some bodies! Mwu ha ha ha ha!
Anyway, I was colouring the under part of me long nails, and then Mrs Radeef told me not to! Now! Don't you think that's kinda unfair? I'm listening, and it's not like I'm gonna die! She's so bloody interfering! Just because she wants to look good, doesn't mean that we have to! I put it down though, saying- "What?" and then picked it up , and I got told off again, but said and did the same thing, and didn't do a thing to me. She would, to the trouble-makers, move them, and make a-song-and-dance about it, but as Deborah said, when she had some use, "That Mrs Radeef is scared of you."
I agree. She'll tell everybody to stand straight, and I don't move, and she makes a fuss about it to everyone else, except for me. She goes silent if I don't move. Hooray for me! I don't blame her! I am quite an intimidating person! Trust me! I am a bit too forward and truthful, like I am now.
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Post. I got nothing.
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