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1991-07-11
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somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
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2003-10-10
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Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
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Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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Friday, February 18, 2005
Money man!- A post I should have done two days ago.
I was in a shop on Wednesday, and I was standing around, waiting for me mum to get ready to fill up the trolley prperly, and there was this old man, the whole place was filled with oldie, no offence to the oldies, but he was at this change machine, that changes change into notes. This younger man, about 32, was waiting around for the man to finish, and waiting impatiently. He was there for like 5 miutes, and the total of this big bag of pennies was 61 pounds, no pound sign on keyboard, and 73p! 61.73! We stood there laughing and giggling at him. The man seemed pissed, who was waiting for him!
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I'm not as crazy as I thought I was!
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1410 visits! I hate the counter thing! It's so wrong!
I'm so happy today! Had a good nights sleep, and finished 'The Witching Hour'. Couldn't be bothered to go to the library, and played this card game, 'spit' all today. I was listening to the rules of the game yesterday, while I was on the computer, and I played it, and whooped everyone at it. Funnily enough, I'm really good in me left hand, rather than me right! I'm really good, and happy I was playing it. Me brother, as per usual was upset when I called the game off. T.V's crap, and 'World shut your mouth' isn't on anymore. No music to listen to, and I haven't really been listening to the radio, so I don't know of any new bands.
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
Review of me day at both Tates! It drizzled practically all day!
I first went, or should I say, we went to Tate Modern, and it was shat! Jeez! It had literally in one place, splodges of paint! I hated it! And people were getting paid for this! I absolutely hated it, and came from there, remorseful. There was an exhibition with naked people. Basically, there were 3 year-olds laughing, and saying, "Uh!" In such a high-pitched voice! And there was other things.
Then I went to Tate Britain, and sorted out the fact that the ticket hadn't come in the post. Then I went to the Clore place, where I went to on Tuesday. I was sitting, waiting, and then Mr. Jonty came, and asked if I was going to it. He dropped 3 things, very clumsy, and then he went, and came back. I went back to the place, and then I went to the art room. There was this girl, called Sonia, and she actually was 16. We were left alone, and we said nothing, and the Jonty came back, and asked me name, so I said, "Amaris", and they kept saying Am-mar-ris, rather than Am-ar-ris! Grr that angers me! Anyway, we went to the gallery, and Jonky kept asking me what I thought of them. I know that he was supposed to say what I think, but all the same! I did this thing which was up to the ceiling! Yay! It was a bet with Jonky anyway, and I didn't win anything, but it was nice. I didn't, and couldn't take it home, but that was good. It drizzled on the way back, and I had to walk Pimlico, and then go on le tube. I couldn't work out which one to get on. There were only three people, including me. Me day thing is done!
Bye!
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I'm only Level 5! Not that bad! I'm not as evil as I thought!
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell! Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
I hate me brother with a vengence!
Me bro, Jared, was supposed to go to bed at 9pm, and so was me sister. They have been avoiding bed, and annoying me on the computer, as it is in the living room, and he farted on me arm as I was typing! It's now 9:58! Gad! Why can't they just die?
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Accidently deleted me other post, as me brother is harassing me!
I just lost 10 minutes worth, plus of typing up a darn post! Grrr! I will change me avatar, and I've got a song! I'm all made out!
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So tired an grumpy!
As I have said above, I am tired, and grumpy, and whine about things, and the otaku! If you don't want to read and be offended! Look away, or press back!
Well, I'm tired, because me sister, whom I sleep above, kept turning on her light, and scratching her excema! Ahh! My mind started to race, and then I couldn't stop thinking, and then I kept thinking of stories, and then it was like 2 am. I tell meself to get up if I am awake in the middle of the night, but it was too cold, so I stayed in me bed, unhappy, and then it was morning, still to cold to get up, and I lay there, tired. I am to grump about Iamdizzy's site! She can write 'Dizzy ish sick'! And she gets 26 mucking comments! I'm one of those people you have to warm up to! I am very offensive when I don't mean to be. Even me mum says that! I am evil, and I am not going to change! I am sadistic, and horrible, and if you don't like it, too bad! I'm sick and tired of these idiots saying, 'cool site' and 'good for you'! It's not positive reinforcement after a while! It's negative! Plus, either they're hyper, and happy, which isn't me, or depressed, close to me, but no way near the deppressive notion! I am neither! I don't mind talking to them sometimes, but honestly, I couldn't bear them as a friend! End of me whining! Bye!
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Annoyed, and listening to the unknown Death from above 1979!- Tate museum workshop visit! Sorry it's late! Couldn't go on internet!
Long post today! Had fun at Tate!
Went to Tate today! Very fun! I did this pic, made out of hard card, and we basically made it break the rules. I made mine swear, and put it’s fingers up. There were some very interesting people, and we told each other stories about ourselves, and stuff. At the beginning to start with, we introduced ourselves, and said the last rule week had broken in a space of a week. I couldn’t think of anything, and they said I was very good! Far from that! Jeez! Then we told each other how rules were stupid, and then we went upstairs to the actual Tate, and we were saying how we couldn’t really take pictures of the portraits. We had our pictures taken with the pictures we liked, with a digital camera, and then we went downstairs and started on it ,even though the woman was printing them out. I’ll do a picture the actual thing, and I’ll do me version when my mum gets the photo she took of it processed. I started it, and it was crap, as per usual, and then I started it again on the other side. There was this other girl, and she did the same one, but made the man gay. God knows why! He was saying, “I am comfortable with my sexuality!” Yep! Why? I then did it ,and he had allsorts of different hair colours! Then he had big lips, and he ‘was so purty’! Then we had to go outside, because there was a fire alarm, and wasted 10 minutes of our time, and then we had to go the WHOLE way round the museum! Then we were rushed, and I didn’t finish it. I was me normal weird self, and this girl kept saying, “Everything is in that cupboard!”, and then I said, “Yes! Even dead bodies!” in an amusingly ghost-like voice. She was “Huh??”, raising her head in confusion, and the fact she had just heard something grim. “Who said that?” I laughed, amused at the situation at hand. I said nothing though.
“Was that you?” she asked. I laughed again, and then smiled. Me one said, “Piss off you bastards! I’m working! Fuck off you cunt! And you bitch!” very refreshing I think! People were looking at all 6 of us, girls, and then we were photographed beside the proper portrait. We did a picture of them , and then we put up our poster-people-things infront of us, and we were photographed, and we had Polaroid pictures of ourselves, which came out very well! When I got back, and it was time for home, I had to, to me dissatisfaction, fold it! To me happiness though, it came out alright.
The low-down of the people: one was a gay man, a lady-man, a white woman who loved a black man in the old times, can’t remember when, my ugly man, a pretty lady, and a man. We had a joke about offending old ladies and give them a heart attack! Huh! Yeah right!
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Huh! Yeah right! I really so purty!
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