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• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Monday, January 24, 2005
 Sorry I wasn't on during lunch!
I hate mondays, and I had a crappy day today! I waited all lunch for me lunch, and someone kept touching me! They rubbed me, pushed their butt onto mine, and I generally had an annoying day! I 'stole' or should I say took this poem, because I like it, and it was ripped off the wall. I asked my English teacher, to whom the room belongs to, and she allowed me to! I had to like keep it in me skirt, for I feared that someone would take it, as they are that petty! Try actually walking with some piece of paper, mashing it up as you walk! This stupid girl kept shouting, and all she ever did was shout! I had to take it home, and as it wouldn't fit in me bag! At one point, it actually blew away! I had to run after it! In P.E., which I had to carry aswell, I also had to take me blazer in today, because me mum said it was 'cold'! So I lumbered it home!
In PE, we played sting ball, and everyone died on me side, except from me1 I was so happy! I think I'm coming down with a cough, because me throat is tickly, and me voice keeps going! See you on Wednesday!
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Sunday, January 23, 2005
 The horror! The horror! *coughs up blood and dies. My sister in the shadows laughs*
The horror! The horror! Me sister has joined the otaku! Why? Why? Now I don't have a chance of living this life with a santuary! It is a cruel lifestyle! here is her bare otaku! ME SISTER'S EVIL SITE!
I want to go in a small corner, and die! *runs away crying in grief*
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
Like the new background?
Well, I've been intending to change the background to something for ages, and now I have! I like the beginning of Excel Saga, when whatever her name is, coughs up blood!
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 Me brpther is abusing me at the moment, but here is a trick to do!
Put your hand out, and put your middle finger down, so that the first bit goes straight, and the other two bits are down, and then move the bottom bit of the finger with the other hand. It is weird because it moves really freely!
the fact to that is that you have stretched the muscle so much, that it can't move.
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Having an alright day!
I woke up at 7 am. I was like what time is it? I opened me eyes, and that was it. I was awake. I started writing again! Jeez! Back to solitude! Back to putting meself in that situation, and being depressed! Jeez! That has been missing in me life! I felt a void, and now I know what it is! Jeez! I wish I could write all-day, everyday, without fear of anyone looking at them! The story is getting really intense! The excillerance, and energy put into it is alot, and I always love to read them back, because they are much better when I read them, and I feel like I'm on a journey! Well, seeya!
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Friday, January 21, 2005
I am so addicted to the stupid game!
I'm addicted to this bands game called My Chemical Romance. Go to their game, and try to rescue the man and lady! It is very frustrating!
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 Well, I finished a comic in a day!
i read a comic called 'Ghost World', and it's got plenty of swearing! It's made me think of another story, and I just remembered it, and I haven't written it down, and thought of doing it when i'm on holiday to France. Fortunately, Deborah isn't coming yay! *cheers behind me* I'll be able to do it unless I've got a busy body that I am sharing a room with. The story is quite interesting, and I got it from the library!
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 Heh! Yeah right! That's so true! *shakes head in depair*
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics)
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Thursday, January 20, 2005
 I didn't realise it was for boys until I clicked on it, and even then, I thought, might as well!
You are Light.
HEAR ME OUT FIRST BEFORE YOU GET ANGRY FOR BEING
THE LIGHT ELEMENT!!!
Just because you ARE light doesn't mean that you're
a softy. In fact, you can even be the exact
opposite, but you're a good leader, a good
friend, and are a humorous boyfriend. Happy!?
You care a lot about the others, an uncommon
trait in a boy, but you're not lovey dovey as
if you're gay. Hey, you're able to make friends
easily, so be happy!
Element Test: For the Boys
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I is no gay.
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I hate the wind! Started about 5 mins ago. Now is 18:12
I was walking home, and I was holding a big comic from the library, when I saw Deborah, because she left me earlier, and I waved to her while she was standing there, waiting for a bus, and I heard the wind, and I thought it as nothing, but I was very wrong! The gust came, was right on the course the wind was going in, and it took the right part, the top of me kilt, and blew it up. I couldn't hold it because it happened so quick! Now, it was bad enough that it blew it up, but it's even worse than actually just having knickers on underneath (not wearing anything under skirts, I find is weird and uncomfortable). I WEAR LONG-FUCKING JOHNS! THEY ARE ARE NASTY, HOLEY SHORTS, AND I OUGHT TO ACTUALLY GETR SOME NEW ONES, BUT MY MUM AND I CAN NEVER REMEMBER! Basically, I have worn-bare holes. Anyway, WHEN I MEAN THAT IT BLEW UP, IT BLOODY WELL BLEW UP! UP TO ME HEAD UP! ALL DEBORAH DID WAS LAUGH! I also dropped a book on the floor! I just had to do that! I tried picking it up before it flew away with great difficulty! I said bye to Deborah, and then went into WH Smiths. I got a big bag, as I was getting a newspaper. I walked home for the rest of the way, even though I always walk home. I turn on this road, which every time I turn that corner on a windy day. The wind came, and whipped my face, and I was angry! Me kilt went up again! Then I had to wait because there were some boys, and I had to wait for all of them to go before I could, and then I walked, and the wind came again, and blew up again, bow ther were some boys, but younger. About 12/ 13, where the others were 14/ 15. Fortunately, they were a way away. I said to myslef, "I don't care anymore about me skirt because it is annoying me!" they obviously looked at me weird, but I don't care. I know this is a long post, but I just needed to say!It is now 18:29!
:7)
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