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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
 I know how people say that they haven't bee posting for ages, but I can't in this case at all!
Well, I am sick of the bloody year 11s being on fucking work experience! I can't go on the computers in the computer room because Mr fucking Iodele thinks that only year 11s go in there. I'm not very social at school, so I have nothing to do, or stuff. I will be here hopefully tomorrow, and Saturday.
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Thursday, November 4, 2004
A sign
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A royal venting of the spleen
I am so like pissed! The computer room is closed because the year 11s are on job experience, the library is closed because the librarian has quit, and Mr Sarsfield wouldn't let us on his computers, so I was really annoyed. It's 15:57 now. We had nowhere to go, and we were last today, and that bitch, yes I am annoyed at that stupid teacher, Miss Coyle! She wouldn't let me in for lunch on Tuesday, even though we are second! BITCH! The other sheep in my class lined up. I still had my mountain of books, and didn't see the point in lining up, when they can do it for me. I was majorly pissed, because that fucking Deborah kept messing me about. I was moaning to my, very geeky, but all well, Judith. I was talking about my psycologically analysing people and myself. It might seem boring, but I know how people are going to act easy-peasy. I hate that bitch though! When they went in, I tried to get in, but she closed the fucking door on me, saying I hadn't lined up as long as the other assholes! Now, that was just an assault on the senses! I was pushed over the edge, and I wanted to breakdown, and just get rid of all the bloody people I hate, and the types, basically 97% of the world. Now, if there's one thing I hate most of all, it's negative attention. They kept calling my name. That just pissed me off. I had to do the famous humming to realease my anger, because I'm an angry person. Nina, who I liked, and she turned around, and called me a neek, said, why don't you come in our line. I had to tell myself not to cuss. Then there was Romero left, the bottom class of our year, and one of them asked if one of them was realated to me, and I said no. they acted immature. They kept asking me name. When I went to maths, they asked. I told them Amaris, and pissed off
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Saturday, October 30, 2004
 Well, I haven't posted lately, (two days)
I'm quite bored, and at home on my load a page at 3 minutes ever single time! On Thursday, I was really bored. I got off early, went around, got two books. They were Hellboy, and Ranma, volume (book) 2. I finished it in about 2 1/2 hours. It's the one where this boy kisses him when he's a girl, and he's really annoyed because it's his first kiss. I haven't read quite alot of the books, due to the fact that people have kept them. It's quite hard to get any anime stuff.
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Thursday, October 28, 2004
Blue! An actual quiz!
Blue like the sky...
~* What Anime Eyecolor would you have? *~
brought to you by Quizilla
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I've got insomnia again!
I am on half term, and that's why I am on so much. I haven't been doing anything. Not even my story. I've got creative block. I can't even think of really dark poems, even though they're just on the spur of the moment. I'm really good at anything involved with english. I find it fun, but I haven't been able to, because I have fucking creative block! I haven't been doing anything, because it's holidays. So I can sleep, because I haven't used any energy, so I'm up at night! How rewarding!
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
What's the date today?
I'm so stupid! Man! I watched this freaky animation at like 2.00 yesterday. It was called Aeon Flux. I haven't looked at the results for it on google, because I haven't even been on it. I had a corned beef sandwich, and tuna and cucumber sandwich. The corned beef tasted like tuna. Don't ask! Well, Aeon Flux was bizarre, probably made in the 90s. Bored. Well, I'm going now. Be on on Thursday. The library's shut on Wednesdays.
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Saturday, October 23, 2004
A link.
Bored. Here's a link on stuff like Evangelion! bored!
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My sister really pissed me off! DO NOT READ IF YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE TO NOT BE HAUNTED!
I know that you don't want to know this, but I was on the toilet, doing a number 2, and in my towel because I needed to go into the bath later, actually after, even though that's not hygienic, but who cares? It's me getting the germs. I was reading the continuation of one of my stories I had wriiten during summer, actually I had started it on my mum's birthday, 26th of July, and I had written notes of what was going to happen next, as I always forget. Now, I was reading on the seat, while I was, inadvertadly straining. I heard my nosy sister. I had to brace for it. See, she never asks to read my stories, but this time she had. She came in, and asked what I was doing, I told her I was reading the outline to me story. Now stupidly, I was holding it relevantly light, and she teefed it off of me. I was worrying because I couldn't remember what I had written, and the stories tend to be a bit dirty. I know I'm only a 13-year-old. I was wirting things as dirty as that in year 7, and now I'm in Year 9. I don't like anyone reading them, and unfortunarely, Female Outlaw has read some of them. Not the nasty ones luckily. I do have quite a wild imagination. Something I'm equally proud, as ashamed. She took it out of my hand. I got up, bare butt, my towel is really short. It just reaches the end of my butt. I got in the bath, trying to remember what I had written. Hopefully not too dirty, because she would tell my mum, because she's a mummer's girl. I got out of the bath, got dressed, and teefed it back from her. Shge nearly ripped it, but I didn't want her to read the next bit be embarrassing. I was seriously pissed off! I am so un fucking happy! I'll be back on on Monday!
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Friday, October 22, 2004
We couldn't do anything for ages!
here are death from above 1979
Well, that's a link, and I was kind of pissed off yesterday! The fire alarm went off again at school. We couldn't get our books, because they say in fires you shouldn't. Well, I'll tell you the whole story tomorrow.
P.S. There's this stupid person in a recycling suit. Bored. They keep taking pics, and the falsh is disorienteering, as it's in the corner of your bloody fucking eye! It's so sad! Happy enjoying with Death from above 1979, and the ranchy sounds of "good old fashion rock 'n' roll"
Bye!
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