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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Thursday, September 9, 2004
 Hello! I'm back for the next 10 months!
I am at scholl right now, and I can now actually post practically everyday! Except Saturday and Sunday of course! I have to get me popularity thing back down. I'll be speaking rubbish, but still answer me!
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Friday, September 3, 2004
I've got a new album!
Even though I know that no one's going to answer, I'm so happy that I've got another album! I have saved up my Birthday money. The album I've bought is the Secret Machines' Nowhere is Now Here, which is a play on words. It's really good, and inspired me to write another story, even though I'm not really going to end it, because I haven't finished any of my 15 stories or so.
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Thursday, August 19, 2004
 I was watching this real life programme about men with breasts! It's true!!
There was this man who developed them when he was ten. All the others were in their late teens, early twenties. There were two men so unhappy they had it removed, and one of the men had it removed but the liposuction was not strong enough, and the gland grew back. I couldn't take the surgery for the first time in my life, and me 8 year old brother was asking about it while we were watching it. The diesease was called genegyaecamastia, or something like that, and there was a man proud of it, and he was a 50DD. I don't know how big that is, but all I know is that it's big!
Well Miss Slobbo has to go to watch a video on the internet before time runs out, so ...............................
BYE!
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 Is it me, or is everybody not on the internet, including me?
I've not been on the internet because our home computer is "obsalete" (spelling?) which basically means that our sound card has died, and to replace it is £50, basically alot, considering my mum can't afford it, and I was at school when I was on practically EVERY DAY!!! Now the computer is acting up, even though my mum's paying for it.
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 I've been adding alot of weight, and totally unfit!
All I've been doing over the holidays is eat, poo, write, watch tv, and pee. I burnt me finger on Sunday, so i had to keep walking up and down our 10ft passage, corridoor, whatever. and I think I lost alot of weight that way. I've eaten breakfast at 11 because I've woken up late because I'm tired, but I can't sleep because I haven't done anything. I'll get back to you in a few mins, because I'm going to be kicked off in a minute, but will get back to you.
Buy!
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
 I've been sitting here and me ass hurts!
It's been an hour, and I have to go! See you on thursday!
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 I've been writhing the rest of me story! I've got back the writing fever!
I'm back to writing1 Back to the secretive writing inwhich no one ever reads! Not even Female Outlaw, even though I haven't been talking to her since we finished school! I started the story on the 26th. Stopped on the 28th. I know I'm lazy, but now I love doing it! I've got nothing to do, and not doing anything and getting seriously fat! I can't imagine how l;ong it's going to take me to get to school in September!
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I am 486 man! That's unfair! Just becaue I haven't been on the internet for four weeks! I've slipped nearly 68 places! But that's not a lot is it?
I had a half dream today. Those one's where you've just woken up, but fall into unconsciousness again, and all of the emotional things in your mind get messed about. It's cool because you can actually see what's really going on in your head!
Well today I had a dream that I was in a private school, and I was with two other girls, and I was in this room where all the duvets were stuck down in the corner. We had ten seconds to, make that five seconds to clean up the mess. Then we could make each of our "room mates" do something for 30 seconds. Suddenly we were in San Francisco. I chose for a girl to wrestle a lion. Don't know why but I did, but I did. Anyway, I made this other girl do things I cannot mention to another human, I'll just laugh to myself forever about the thing, and then Alex from Totally Spies was talking to Jerry? and they were saying that she had to go on a mission. Before we were in the zoo, I was with my mum, and my foot was hanging out of the door of the bus. I know they don't really have buses there, but I was half dreaming! Before I suddenly was in San Fran, I was fighting ancestors of mine. They were zombies,(I'm using alot of zs aren't I?) and my room mates were picking up ripped pieces of paper about my past of being in a noble family! I don't know anything about me family tree!
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Thursday, July 15, 2004
I got my own back on Deborah!
I called her the first horrible name that came to me head, and it was Norman.(Sorry for all those Normans out there)She kept getting worked up, and not talk to me, inwhich I was happy because she was irritating me, and she was the one to put me in the bad mood, and I don't forgive people easily. I always hold grudges.
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Me poem called Boredom
I know it's rubbish and lame, and doesn't ryhme, but I was bored! (get it?)
BOREDOM
Boredom is so common
You should do whollep o' stuff
But still be incredibly
BORED
Boredom is like a diesease,
You catch it more than colds (well I do)
I always have the diesease
BOREDOM
It doesn't work a treat,
There are millions of things i could do
but I don't want to do them
they seem like too much of a hassle,
too much energy spend
the feel of boredom and hunger arises,
the stomach cries from boredom,
creeking and groaning
"Shit! I'm hungry!" I say, rolling over to look at the front room ceiling
Nothing on TV, nothing to do, too lazy to eat,
AND THERE'S NOTHING TO DO!!!!!!!!!
Do you like it?
Tell me!
I tend to write things more deep, as I like the supernatural, and death.
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