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• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Friday, July 20, 2007
Yes, I'm dumb, and the fresh meat was tasty!
Went to a big mall/ shopping centre outside of London today with a friend, and it was fun. It ABSOLUTELY bucketed down! The rain rain was so hard, and the gutters were all overflowing. When the bus ran through the puddles, it would have drenched the 5'5" me! >.<
I bought some cheap CDs, and the stupid thing I did- I have money on this card of mine, and I went up to pay for the CDs, and I used cash instead of contributing the £5! Also, there, there were either goths or chavs! Oh the loveliness of being 'in the countryside'!
Tate Forum recruitment was REALLY fun. The guys there, well... *glomps them in the mind* They were nice, and one guy, Ryan, who I have previously talked about, and when we had to do this 'speed dating' thing, where we talked about ourselves, I hadn't seen him since May/ April, and he remembered that I had only finished year 11, and was telling me how he gave up on school for the next year I am going to do. I was laughing so hard! He looks like he's going to join, and I may no longer be the youngest because a 14 year-old girl went to the evening.
WE played this game called 'Exquisite corpse' where you draw a person by people contributing to the body. One person draws the head, then torso, legs and feet. Obviously, no one is supposed to know what the previous person drew, it has hilarious results. One boy drew in the anime style, so if he comes next week, I'll talk to him. ^^
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Thursday, July 19, 2007
Day one of my OFFICIAL volunteering.
Hoh yes. With lovely sarcastic Greg on my case *coughs*. OOh, I deserve it. That's how I am! It's like I'm getting pay-back for all my misdeeds by being treated the way I used to treat people. I popped in the shop yesterday, and I was wearing my t-shirt that says, 'Hello, my name is Amaris'. Hew asked if I often forgot my name, and I went all shy, saying no etc.
Deborah came over yesterday. LAZINESS DID NOT PAY OFF FOR HER! Yes, she couldn't be bothered to turn onto a road to my home, so she got her arse lost! >.< So, she cut her visit by nearly an hour by getting lost. I told her about this showing of the new 'Ghost in the shell' film, and how cosplay is encouraged. She talked about lolita outfits, so that cool. I could always wear my Miwako one. Gave her the roack candy I owe her, and lent her some mangas- 2 from the local library, and one of my own which is the previous 'Happy Mania' series.
I had a good day, and I@ve got Tate Forum recruiting. *jumps for joy* I won't be the youngest member anymore, and FRESH BLOOD!
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007
This post is called "Amaris should be at an art museum, but went to bed at 12:35 this morning and couldn't be asked"
Yes, so I am on the computer looking up other museums around London to go to with friends. My sister is going to finish school on Fri, so FINALLY I will be able to go to Camden Town- it's full of 'alternative' things. I'll go with my friends! Yay!
I was supposed to go to a guided tour this morn, but it starts at 11:15, which is now too early for me. I remember the days where I had 120 things already done at that time, but now *sighs* I am but a sloth! How the melodrama mocks me! *weeps*
Anyway, so I am doing well with the museums thing.
I've done nothing. I'm so ashamed of myself. And the piece of paper with the dates of my charity volunteering and the phone number to call is AWOL. How dare it take an absence without me knowing! And now I can't find it. Woe is me, and with all the going to bed late, and waking early and then going back to sleep, the depression does but creep back into my daily routine. At least I don't cut. I'd just get worse eczema. >.<
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Monday, July 16, 2007
I so suck, and I'm also grand...
I returned a £30 dress that didn't fit me (I've got £30 added to my £30 from my godmother for ANIME betches!), I made lovely strawberry jelly and ate it, finished the latest Kirby game, with obvious aid from my bro, I read both filthy mangas WHICH WERE TOTALLY NEW- LIKE I WAS THE FIRST PERSON TO GET IT FROM THE LIBRARY YESTERDAY, AND IN FERVENT ACTIONS TO RECTIFY MY ADDICTION, I read them both yesterday, and they were utterly enjoyable.
That's it basically.
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FUUUNN!
Yeah, I worked- only two hours. It was so cool. THE manager man- Greg was hilarious, and had the same sensibility as me, so that was good!
He thought I listened to R 'n' B, which I don't blame him for assuming because I am a black female. I told him with a great big smile that I like Indie and Rock, because I knew he did, from his side album collection which was playing on the stereo. He said that I had gained some credibility for liking Indie. Then he asked me what bands I like, and said I couldn't totally recall. He quizzed me, and then he said I liked emo music, and teased me, saying that I wear black on the weekends. Then he said the bands that were 'emo', and he named COLD WAR KIDS! I DO NOT REGARD THEM AS EMO! He then asked me if I wrote poetry, and I said yes, and if you could see my skin change, I would have blushed.
He's cool though.
There's the other manager. She's called Nikki. She is nurturing, so I felt loved.
There's Caroline, who is a French black lady, and doesn't speak much English.
Then there's Rebecca. She's the same age as me, and also black, and if I thought that I was shy! Wow! She was shyer than me! I started a conversation with her, as I felt at such ease doing so. It was weird. I was content.
I also tagged some things. That was cool. I never knew how they added those annoying plastic tags to clothes, but I did it.
Also, the theft in that place! It's phonomenal!
I didn't learn how to operate the computer automated till, but I will soon! Yipee!
I'm looking forward to working there on Thurs!
As the owner of theis forum complains, we need more people to recruit, so click on this, and join please!
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Sunday, July 15, 2007
Volunteering at a charity shop I am!
Yes, I start tomorrow. My mum made me because I was getting to be annoying and I needed to do something, so now I'm going to try out tomorrow, from 10:30- 14:00 and then the manager'll see it from there. I won't get paids, but it's only down the road from me, so I don't even have to travel that far, and I get 25% off, and I've seen some anime stuff- I saw an Ayeka doll with those two protection things, and I'm getting it because it's cheap.
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Friday, July 13, 2007
EMO!
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 I don't understand this...
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I am an online anime addict
Yes, and I was so against it before, but if I could afford it, or they showed any DECENT anime, I would watch it! Plus the fact that I'm bored. Watching 'Gravitation' at the moment. People say the manga's better, but I don't have the money to buy them. Finished watching 'Loveless' on Tuesday. The ending was a diappointment from a fan's view, but understandable from a writer's view, because they made the blasted anime while the fucking manga was still being made!
I find it funny in 'Gravitation', how Yuki is actually quite patient with Shuichi, even though he is kiddy and bouncy and annoying, like I've seen in other mangas and animes. Oh well. The girl fiancee has to come on the scene! XD
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"What are you doing today? Having a birtthday party?"
Yes, my father called today, singing 'happy birthday'. Now, when WAS my birthday? 2 days ago, so this is the conversation:
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Amaris, happy birthday to you."
"Isn't that a bit late?"
"Yeah, I've been trying to get to the phone all morning" <--- probably a lie
"Okay"
"So what are you doing today? Having a birthday party or something? Going out?"
"No. My birthday was 2 days ago."
"Oh. Shit. Damn. Fuck"
"Yeah." And then I bursted out laughing
"I'm so sorry. I'll get your birthday right one day."
"Yeah, of course you will. One day." I bursted out laughing again
"Let me talk to your mum then."
>_> Don't you think that that's just so useless? He can't even the BIRTHDAY of his own daughter? Gosh! USELESS! I so want money off him now! He has no excuse! Try and bribe me goddamnit!
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