Birthday • 1991-07-11 Gender •
Female Location • somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England Member Since • 2003-10-10 Occupation • Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator Real Name • Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
Personal
Achievements • Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH) Anime Fan Since • I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD Favorite Anime • Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition! Goals • to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression. Hobbies • reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world Talents •
myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Disappointment!
Yeah, I've been reading reviews of the last 'Loveless' episode, and they say it's a let-down becuase they made the anime whilst the manga was still being made, and like the brother, Seimei, who was supposedly dead, isn't, and all the other shit like that, and how there's so much tension, but no resolution/ conclusion whatsoever, so it just leaves the audience hanging. Reminds me of 'Neon Genesis Evangelion' in all. Honesty. Sure I'll watch it, but I won't be satisfied, and, although I live my life like that, it doesn't mean that others should make me so, when I can do it of my own accord! >_> Comments (2) |
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BOIRTHDAY! (Yes I know spelt that wrong!)
Yeah! It's my 16th tomorrow! W00t! I already had a breakdown in the early hours of this morning after watching this thing about a famous man discussing his traumas in life. Made me think of mine, and I cried and cried, but stopped because my sister woke up and could hear me.
It's weird being without my bro- he's on a school trip. It's so quiet.
WEnt shopping with a friend, and a £30 dress we bought for me was too small for my broad back, so I'll have to return it. My other friend, my best one, isn't able to make it tomorrow which I'm really sad about, but I'll live. I'm just looking forward to the big day, and hopefully, I@ll be able to sleep! >_>
Also, with reference to my previous post- pence is the dinomination in the UK's currency. £s and pence (p). Basically, it was cheap! Comments (2) |
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Sunday, July 8, 2007
PORK BUN!!
When me and my friend were wandering in China town, we went to a shop, and it had a pork bun for 60 or 80 pence. It's SOOOOOOOooo tasty! I'll have to go there again one time! *glomps* Comments (3) |
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Yaoi! >_>
Yeah, watching 'Loveless' and it's so hilarious the way the way that Soubi keeps say's "I love you" to that boy! (Can't remember the name) Hilarious! The songs are cool too. ^^ I'm so a fan of it now! Comments (2) |
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SO EFFING BORED!
Yes, I've done nothing today AGAIN! I'm getting rather sick of it now. I should pep myself up and do my hobbies of reading, writing, painting, drawing.
Also, pm me if you like. I may not be on, but a good conversation is always nice! ^^ Comments (1) |
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Thursday, July 5, 2007
An amalgamation of familiar feelings...
And yes! The depression is back! That good old chronic pain in the chest and muscle tension! I so love wanting to cut myself! *Jumps for joy*
I should have gone somewhere today, but I didn't feel like it, because I feel so down, but I've got somewhere to go now, and I hope my sister gets home soon, as my brother will have to wait outside.
I hate feeling like this. I just want to disappear. Comments (2) |
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Wednesday, July 4, 2007
This song is funky! I like it. I thought you may like it too!
It's England- it's raining!
For the last week or so, it has been showering. But on and off all day showering. It'll rain and really pour for half an hour, and then it'll rain like that and hour or two later! Thank God I've got nothing to do! Comments (3) |
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PORK BUN!!