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Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
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Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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Tuesday, July 3, 2007
The lyrics of Excel Saga's 'Menchi - Aishuu no Borero -Shokusu no ne - Bolero of Regret ' is HILARIOUS!
English Translation
From that day I noticed
the reason that you became close
was that the tenderness of my body was to your liking
How does this body reflect in those eyes enduring hunger?
If you eat me now, instantly, so that the meat does not become tough.
In your embracing arms, if you come holding tightly, the painful
salt and pepper of the kitchen, the shining dull blade, it's so hateful
More than tomorrow's dreams, this body is suited more for oil.
From that day when I noticed,
that there is no reason for this cursed fate.
No! Really No! Life is precious!
Please! Stop and think! Do you have no love for animals in your heart!?
But now, I'm just right for eating.
But no! Please no pain! No heat!
But cook me to the centre,
Don't just eat me raw!
What are you saying?
But honestly don't! "If you want to escape, escape then"
you say!? You need to add more cabbage.
OW! OW! OW! HOT! HOT! HOT!
There's no medium thick sauce!? NO!!
DON'T EAT ME!
But, you're going to deliciously eat me? GOD NO!
If you eat me now, do it quick, so that the meat does not become tough.
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Fetch doggy, sit doggy, roll over doggy, give me kudos doggy. GOOD FATHER!
My dad was around all last week and left yesterday afternoon, and he was basically kissing up to me. IT was hilarious! I know he's 'making up for lost time' and all, but fucking hell! There's kissing up, and there's licking my arse! XD I really don't like people who kiss up after having put me down for years.
He's acting like a new person, and I've acted in the most civil way, but he still doesn't want to start a conversation with me, even though we're stuck in the same home all day. As my mum says, "he hides. He always has done." He's one of those people who orchestrate things. In family therapy, which was why he was there, he made sure he only mentioned two of his three other children of the same age by another women. Considering he has already lied about her for 13 years! >_>
I am just looking forward the next meeting, and when my mum and dad will have their own session and about years ago, where he would come over to my home grumpy and tell my siblings and myself to shut up over the weekends, and we couldn't do anything because he wanted to sleep.
How the past haunts the present...
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Sunday, July 1, 2007
And now nothing's happening.
So bored. Not much happening. :( I wish something would. Oh well. I need to go somewhere. At least I@m helping at events again. :) YAY!
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Friday, June 29, 2007
And I'm back!
Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be on here for a few days, because I knew that I'd be on for hours instead of the half hour intended.
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
GUITAR!
We've got a lead guitar, so once we get an amp at home, we are so going to cause noise pollution! There's a boy at the end of our road. Maybe we can go and ask him for some help and stoof.
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Saturday, June 23, 2007
Please read the cbox on my site and help me.
This guy has been harassing me for over a month now, and he just won't leave me alone. *cries*
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Friday, June 22, 2007
I'm smelly!
I haven't washed since Wednesday and bathed since Monday. Blegh. I've truly been doing nothing except writing my story, so perhaps I will type it up one day and you can read it. It's been a 2 1/2 year project! XD I'll never write it, but it's truly beautiful!
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Thursday, June 21, 2007
ON!
Bored, and it's only the beginning of the darn holidays. There's nothing to do right now which sucks.
Went out with friends, but it was more awkward than it usually was because all of us were around. By the end of the day, I just wanted to go home because they were just so insecure and tiring from being so. My closer friend was a bit off as well, and as our relationship is so strained, we did the usual thing- not talk. I get annoyed when I tell her how I really feel, but she looks at me which such disdain and I feel betrayed.
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
Fair/ fete thing!
Yeah. Went to one, and my brother and I did this sumo thing. I won it, and the mat was in the sun, and I got burns on it. It was at my brother's school to be in September.
I really had fun.
11th of July is my birthday! W00t!
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Friday, June 15, 2007
Not much.
Today I invited my friend Deborah over and played games, and got addicted. IT was fun. I'm in a good mood, but by the time I get tired, it all falls apart.
Got my last test on Monday, and I officially finish on the 30th. Yup yup! Education is done for the summer then! :D
Also, join this forum. It's hilarious! I@m Mister Funny Bunny on it. WE're from all over.
http://z8.invisionfree.com/OperationFoxHound/index.php?act=idx
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