Birthday • 1991-07-11 Gender •
Female Location • somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England Member Since • 2003-10-10 Occupation • Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator Real Name • Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
Personal
Achievements • Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH) Anime Fan Since • I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD Favorite Anime • Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition! Goals • to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression. Hobbies • reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world Talents •
myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Sorry...
Yeah, I'll be disappearing for a while. I have tets tomorrow, Mon, Tuesd, Weds and Thurs.
That's all really. I'll answer pms, so you can chat to me, but otherwise, I won't be on. I'll be at home, hopefully revising. I have two months holiday man! I need to find myself a job!
The cosplaying is coming along fine. My mum still needs to make the dress, but I've got the neck chain thing, the wig and the enthusiasm, which is always good. ^^
I'll take pictures, so watch this space! XD
Until then...
Cheerio! Comments (1) |
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Eurovision was grand!
Yeah man! I thought it was good, but the tactical voting got me down as ever. Serbia won and their song was crap!
Here's the website if you want to know the countries' entries.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio2/eurovision/2007/contestants/
When life give you lemons, suck 'em.
Yeah/ Always nice to see things which you shouldn't, and then it fucks up your mind. Ah well. It was nothing more than I wanted even though it was pushed. People hurt, and then they hurt you. Spying and being on guard helps, but doesn't stop the hurt of finding out, even though it's always at the back of one's mind. I am more of a person than people think of. I do not wish to be used and abused. It's just wrong, and for that, I wish you happiness.
None of you know what I'm talking about, but I know, and this is my online diary, so suck that lemon. *sighs*
The world is just so shallow. Are relationships nothing to people unless they get out of it what they want?
That is why I do not wish to live in America. It's worse than England and England it about a decade behind in their shallowness. I feel sorry for the generation her who will have their children go through what teenagers in America do now.
I feel sick. Comments (1) |
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Theatre trip!
Yup yup! Week after, 22nd, I get to go to the theatre to see a play! Yay! A friend in my drama class says it's filthy. I'm going to watch it for the sake of being able to write it in my exam.
Sorry for not visiting your sites. I'll be on less over the next 2 months from tests.
My pm box is also full. I shall empty it, as it's a weekly thing, tomorrow. ^^ Comments (3) |
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Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Back on!
Yeah I am. Not much to report. I was doing my art homeowrk on Sat and Mon, and I was banned from the computer! Poor you lots! XD
Visit my friends' site: cedes. She's new, so welcome here! XD Comments (2) |
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Friday, May 4, 2007
If I didn't feel bad before, I do NOW!
Well, my art teacher went to a teacher I don't like. She guilted me into feeling, and after spending so many years not really feeling, it kind of hurt. My art teacher was telling me how she gives up with me and that I'm failing, which makes me feel even worse because I'm entering depression again, so for the last two weeks I've been weepy and I've got the tense muscles and chest pain. *pouts*
I so hate life sometimes, but my morals tell me to face up to problems and not run away. Comments (1) |
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This video is creepy! Blame the Dresden dolls' mailing list!