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Thursday, April 12, 2007
I did the unthinkable!
I DID HOMEWORK!
Shock! Horror! Gasp! Faint!
Yes! The wonderfully smart but amazingly lazy Amaris ACTUALLY TRIED TO DO SOME WORK! SHE MAY EVEN GET HER TARGETS OF ALL As NOW! *grins* Yes, a little bit of accomplishment for Amaris will last her until tomorrow now! Yay! *jumps up and down* I did Maths, English, Maths, English, English, English, English, Maths, nothing in that order. I have a terribly bad attention span with unenthused, which is how I live my life.
*sighs* I should really work for my grades!
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
 At Mr. V & A museum, I foung Sailor Moon doll thingies!
Yeah! They're sticker thingies and I got two- they're 50p each and there was no Sailor Moon herself, but there was Mina and Leta (Sailor Jupiter anyway) and Amy and Ray. I feel simple playing with them, but they're so cool!
6996 visits. God bless you all for finding an interest in me!
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Nice day at the V & A museum, but note to myself: NEVER RELY ON DEBORAH TO BE THERE ON TIME.
I made a rendez-vous with Deborah to go to a museum. I said I was running late, as I got out late, and then I got there, and called her, and she said she'd take 10-15 mins. So I waited for her, eating my muffin as my breakfast, listening to my music. I got a text message off her saying that it would be more like 30 mins, which was annoying, so I waited, and I had no reference of time, so I was getting annoyed. The stone slab stairs hurt my bottom! It only turned out that when I had called the cow, she was having her breakfast at home. It's bad enough that I live further than her, but I was sitting out there for about 40 minutes!
We had a good time all the same.
We sat out in the garden bit, and Deborah didn't have lunch because she bought none. Isn't she such a let-down! So we listened to each others' MP3 players and talked and watched the view and had a nice hour sitting in the sun.
Only half an hour ago, I puked. I was feeling bad since about 5 pm when I got home. :(
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
I feel like dancing!
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I must be emo!
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I@m on again!
Yes! The days do seem but empty without being on here. Not much on my front for happenings. I managed to get free food off of Deborah because I went along with her for her to get some stuff. Nothing else much. I'm so awfully lazy. I should do some stuff, but I can't muster the enthusiasm. It's going to be to my demise though. :( 'Til then!
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Saturday, April 7, 2007
I forgot to add this!
Happy Easter! Jesus has been good to us! (For the first time in a long time, I'm being all joyful and happy and proud to be Catholic and love my religion! XD)
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Glorious breakdown!
Yes, last night I had a good old cry! Exhaustion is always fun! (That's what I'll have you believe anyway.) The good old self-hatred came to bite my arse and I couldn't get on the computer because my brother was 'on' it whilst watching 'Ugly Betty'. How thoroughly annoying to say the least. I didn't create any poems though, so I have nothing to add on that front, but I don't think the whole 'oh no, Jesus died for our sins' thought-process helped; probably precipitated the whole bloody thing. Honest to God I so wanted to cut myself, but as usual, I told myself not to, as I always do, and I didn't. Good on me! *firmly nods head* Sometimes I really do hate having to keep a firm lid on the pain, and having to have SOO much self-discipline, but I know it'll 'lead me to being a better person in the end' and all that shit. I feel like I'm going into another tunnel of pain, when I just got out of one. *pouts* Ah well. I'm a trooper/ fighter!
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I'm not dead! Amaris just had some things stopping her from being on...
Yes. I@m on now. I wasn't on on Wednesday, for I went to Maths, and was bored, so I followed my friend around. I tried to contact home, but no one answered the phone. Maths at school was 1-3pm, and then I was with my friend Deborah until 6 ish. It was hilarious though.
On Thursday, I went to mass, and that was like 2 hours- it was Maundy Thursday, and the first one I went to in my life, and it was bizarre with the golden parasol thing.
Yesterday, we went to mass at 3pm, and didn't get out until 5. I have no 'head-lip co-ordination', so I didn't kiss 'Jesus'' feet, I kissed his shin. That was the first Good Friday mass in my life I went to aswell. I'm going tomorrow, so it's the most amounts of times probably in the whole of my life, with no exaggeration!
I'm just so happy I'm back on the internet. I missed all you guys!
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007
Nice day spent at school.
Yes, school's not on, and I'm on holiday, but I need to catch up on some work Art and Graphics to be precise. I enjoyed art and graphics was boring, but I've got some glossy paper. It was bitterly cold and blustery today, and I got myself mucky in Art, which is always fun. I haven't creamed myself today, so I'm dry and indifferent. I should do some English tonight, and a bit of maths, as that is what I'm going to school for tomorrow. I get more days to laze at home next week though. Yay! *jumps for joy*
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