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Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
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Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Monday, April 2, 2007
So true. Too true. Makes people forget that I@m 15 all the time.
You Are a Realist
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You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.
You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...
But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.
You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.
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How cute and re-affirming! I would say that too.
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic
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You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic!
You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale.
You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack
It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!
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I could have told you that! I've been a worrier since a small child!
Your Worry Factor is 88%
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You worry way too much. It's practically ruining your life.
If there's anything bad that could possibly happen, you've worried about it.
Chill out a little, and realize that life is pretty great as is.
Sure, things may go wrong. But if they do, you will be able to deal with them.
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The carnage has begun for the holidays!
Yes, it's my holidays- two weeks of semi-freedom! I have to go back to school though tomorrow and Weds and other days for coursework reasons.
Today, I found a sticker my mum had told to put away for a voucher was on it, so I picker it up, and pushed the shelf doors to the other side, when I saw there was a glass poking out. It fell and exploded. The only thing was that it was the glass that exploded, it was the glass sirectly under it which exploded, and the glass, without a scratch lay on the floor. It was a 1.4 metre drop or so. I had to clear it up, and the fact is it's that evil pyrex glass, so it's in thousands of pieces, and it will not have disappeared for ages. :( My mum was disappointed in me, but if I'm normal, more accidents are to come!
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Teh food was GOOD!
Yes, I went to a meal for Visual Dialogues and it was good. IT was funny how Rebecca had sat me down diagonal from her and next to the other adult, as she understands my maturity and the fact that I@m the only person from my 'world' as it were. I had chorizo burger. It was so filling. We wandered around Covent Garden for ice cream as they didn't serve dessert/ pudding.
Then we all went our separate ways, and Nivek was saying how weed/ marijuana/ ganja etc. isn't a drug because it grows- i.e. it's a herb. I didn't agree, as it fucks up your brain. Then I was at the station with Ryan, an 18 year-old who's as shy as I am. We said where we lived, and it was on the same line, and then he noticed the other line, and said he was to go on that one. XD was the expression I wanted present, as we never talk! lol Anyway, it was crowded getting home, and me wearing my short skirt, and all the lecherous men around me, and it was hot in there WOoooh! was it scary!
I want to talk to someone! The person I usually talk to hasn't replied in 3 days, and I would like someone new to chat to, rather than the 8 month-old chatter I talk to! Not that he's annoying or anything. He's delightful, but I want fresh meat! lol Pm me!
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Saturday, March 31, 2007
Heh heh...
I have 6969 visits! How much of a ginormous number that is! :D
*bows* I do indeed bow and thank you for all the visit, and have changed my life in your ways.
Have you lot heard Kings of Leon's 'On Call'? I absolutely love it! The sentiment is enchanting!
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The sun is shining and life is grand.
Yes. The sun is shining. I went to the stationers today, adn I found the pen which I have wanted since last August. The stupid situation was that then, I went to the shop, and asked the manager where the pens where. He said they were out of stock, and to come back the next day, so I did. Then the man wasn't there, and the lady who was there said they hadn't ever sold them, and I did literally argue with her, but then I just went home, telling her how 'the customer is always right', which I was. Then I would go to their website, it was shown, but nothing was there, so I gave up. My biggest problem was that I was writing a story with that particular pen, and I write so many stories, that I HAVE to use particular pens! So I haven't written that story since, but now I can. It was £2.09, 3 for 2, but I didn't have enough money, so on Monday, I'M GOING THERE!
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Friday, March 30, 2007
I thought I'd list some new music from here in England.
So here it is. Some are English, but listen to them. You may find a new favourite band.
Calvin Harris 'Acceptable in the 80s'
Air traffic 'Charlotte'
Nine Inch Nails 'Survivalism'
Switches 'Lay down the law'
Maximo Park 'Our velocity' (their album can be listened to on www.mtv.co.uk/maximopark)
The hours 'love you more'
Tiny dancers 'I will wait for you'
I have a tendency to like good bands and such before they get spoilt. It's so unfortunate being a girl who listens to good music.
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The case of the heartburn has been solved!
Yes. I've been having heartburn since last week. It came to me this morn- I'm stressed and there's extra acid production, giving me unrelenting heartburn! *pukes*
At least I@m off school. My mum said I don't look stressed, but I'm not the most outward in my moods, so to speak.
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I'm on earlier, but later.
Yeah. I wasn't on at lunch. I'm now on at 5pm. I pulled an all-nighter, and I am currently on adrenaline. I only had a cup of tea until 4 pm this afternoon! I'm going to be so tired tomorrow!
Why am I on early then, you darlings ask?
I'm going to a performance uptown. It begins at 8, and I have to leave at 7:30 and it finishes at 10:30, meaning, I won't be in the mood to do anything when I get home. I have to meet my friend at a stop because she doesn't know the way... Hope we meet up! Also, it's going to busy, so I'm going to be in a foul mood because I don't like people touching me. :P
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