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Thursday, March 29, 2007
I've got so much work!
I've got english, art, graphics, science, maths all due for tomorrow, aand I have to go out tonight! Also, I have a play to go to on Fri! I'm going to be so tired!
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I’m baaaccckkk! He! He!
Yes, normal Amaris is back after months (over 10 months) of suffering with the plague of depression and all. Well, what am I back to?
Here’s what: the anxiety, the happiness, the anger, the sadistic delight, the constant bad moods etc. Yay! Anyway, my eczema is clearing up, just in time for my exams for it to flare up again. I@m in a good mood, despite the sun not shining and I’m just happy (for once).
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
My trip to Paris.
WEll, I had to get up at 4:20 a.m. in order to get there for 5:45. I had to get the first underground train of the morning, and luckily I didn't have to change. It was pretty chilly when I got out with my mum to the station, and we were the only people at the station, and it was shut and cold and creepy! It was weird how I saw the free newspaper that people get later in the morn. The train was kind of full, so it was weird.
I got to the station and was hanging around. Everyone had really thick eye liner, and it was funny how bad some people had it on. I wasn't wearing make-up, because my eyes already kind of have their own eyeliner- fatigue. People were comlimenting me on my pinafor, and how it's nice and they couldn't believe that my mum made it.
On the Eurostar was good. I was next to a friend. WE talked and I listened to music. WE spent most of the time travelling just getting out of England and France! Not much time was spent under the Channel. It was alright though.
When we got there, we went to the Notre Dame, and it was good. I took bad pictures, and a friend did, and caought me with my eyes closed and stuff. It was dodgy is Paris, how the cars and vehicles aren't obliged to stop for pedestrians.
Then we went to the school, and that took forever. The lunch there wasn't the best. It was bread (I eat bread like a whore, and didn't want to pay when I went to the toilet...), pork sausages, I don't like pork sausages, and pasta and grapefruit. I hate grapefruit, and citrus fruits close up my throat. All the French kids were intrigued and the boys were being silly as always, showing off.
WE then went shopping, and I got 2 necklaces, one wing one, the other a black heart which is solid, and a red heart with wings as a badge and two badges with 'rebel' and a skull and cross bones for my sis. Everyone went clothes shopping, which I didn't see the point in.
I got home at 8 pm. Well, I have to get off now *pouts* Ah well.
I'm so tired from then!
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Only on for a bit.
Gosh! I woke up this morning and EVERYTHING was soo loud! Is that what it's like to have a hang-over?! Darn you dehydration! The trip to Paris was good. I'll tell you more tomo's.
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
I@m on!
Yes. I've got my day trip to Paris on Monday, so wish me luck! My mum is making the red pinafor, practically IDENTICAL to the one in my avatar, so I'm looking forward to that! Yay! Didn't really do anything today. I read 'Azumanga Daioh' today, and it's just totally weird! I'm on volume 3 now.
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Friday, March 23, 2007
I'm wearing a black short skirt, grey pin-stripped waistcoat, shirt and silver silk tie.
What do you think of my fashion sense?
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I like the song purely for the thick noise it creates. It reminds me of a September. I can't remember which year though! XD
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I'm not dead! I just had a life...
Not that I'm saying none of you have lives, but mine has been mad! I hadn't been looking after myself as with regards to sleep this week, but I'm fine now. I'll let you play catch-up.
On Wednesday, I had to practice for my drama play, even though there was no practice involved because the useless girl didn't go to the practice, and I had to go and get her, she didn't have a costume, so she spent the whole time looking for one, meaning that she was a complete let-down.
The play was good. I was smiling the whole time. Gosh do I love English sensibility! It was obvious that it would end happily, but it was good all the same. I didn't get home until 11:20pm though! I left the theatre at blooming 10:30! It's called stuck at a platform darling! I got on when I changed line, but it terminated at the next stop! It's very much the luck of the draw with the trains at that stop. I almost dropped dead when I saw the Italian technician on the platform! He was on the same train as me. How very bizarre! lol
During the interval/ intermission, there's this middle class girl, and she was talking about all the things she gets up to, and I'm very moralistic, and I don't believe in it. If I'm in trouble, and a teacher may call or send a letter home, I shall tell my mum. There's no point in not. Then a girl who's nice asked if I was fine, which I lied to her with the answer 'no', where as I wanted to run away from their demeaning talks, and she replied that I 'looked lost', to which I said I was just tired, which I was.
On Thursday, yesterday, XD, it was coursework- some stuff that was due ages ago, which I was behind on from the week where I was sick, but my maths teacher wouldn't help me on, and all the info I had was on my e-mail address which was suspended two Sundays ago. I didn't give it in, so I expect to be in trouble. I was also in a mass, but in a drafty place, and that made my nose run all-day. My first nose-running day of spring! I'm so happy! I'll celebrate it with a dance *dances like a white man* There.
Today, it's an INSET day, so no school was on. Did nothing really. I had crappy McDonalds the second time this year.
So what's in the future?
1. I'm going to Paris!
Yes. On Monday for the day via Eurostar (PLEASE REMEMBER I LIVE IN LONDON, ENGLAND! NOT AMERICA! AND I'M A BLACK GIRL!). I've got two good friends going with me, so no matter how crap the people around me are, they'll be around to take the edge off. Yay! *smiles* I have to wake up at at least 5am, but the clocks go back on the previous 'night', so if I forget to change the clocks, I'll miss them, and not be able to go! I'm looking forward to it, and I'm going to wear the red pinafore my mum's making me, but my French teacher said how if French men see flesh, thery are invited to touch... *shivers* I hope they don't touch me! I don't like being touched!
Ah as well! My sis has gone to someone's to sleep-over, so Mysterious Rei shan't be on. It's going to be SOOOO quiet without her! Now I've just got my bro annoying me twice as much.
Also, for your backroom, are people highlighted from yesterday's date? I'm querying because, obviously, it's happening to me, and is this a new feature- from the last 24 hours, or a glitch?
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
No food for my belly!
Indeed! Did drama rehearsal, and went to lunch late, and now there's no food! I'm so unhappy! One individual came late after having their lunch, so now I'm kind of pissed off.
I'm going to a performance/ play thing tonight at the Young Vic- a theatre, and I'm quite looking forward to it, but I'm just so tired because I woke up 4 times last night. I hope I don't sleep during the play!
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Monday, March 19, 2007
I touched my face!
My firend left me for dead today. She's at some interviews.
My face has a rash, and I keep touching it, and now it's all hot and red and I'm in one piece of bad mood! Die all of you!
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