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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
A question.
On my chat box, does it have your hours, or does it have some alien hours, which is my time?
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Sorry for not visiting most of your sites again.
The computer rooms are filled with my year doing their maths coursework, adn I have to pretend I'm doing it too!
I've got the spring concert tonight, so wish me luck- we're singing 'Requiem' by Daniel Faure and I'm soprano. It finishes 10pm tonight, starts at 7, and I'm just looking forward to the food!
I'm going to be in such a bad mood tomorrow, because I have no internet, as I'm going on an art trip to the Natural History Museum tomorrow, and it's stuffy in there and I have to wear my adorable kilt! Yay! *coughs*
T^oday is sunny, so I'm still happy!
What do I get my mum for Mothers' day?! I'm poor and I don't want to ask my Dad for money! I could paint her a pic, but please help.
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My wish was answered! Thank you God!
Yes. Family therapy was a hit. I also only woke up once this morn instead of 3 or 4.
The lady there was amazed at my vocab and my Dad congratulated me on that. If I said something that was more than 5 letters, she would make me explain what I meant by it! It's funny because I'm the posh one out of the family, even though all three of us go/ went to the same primary school! I'm a stubborn lout and I haven't given in to speaking badly! Grammar rules! :P My Dad looks rough, with his several layers, where I'm wearing one, and he sweat-stained baseball cap.
It was weird being in a room with a one-way mirror, knowing people are watching you. When I said how my Dad usually "flies off the handles," he scoffed in fake disbelief. He was all defensive, trying to get people to be on his side. How pathetic.
So, he did not drink himself into a stupor and have "a discussion" for several hours with raised voices. I felt content, even though I felt like weeping and I am really low and the shadow of dark thoughts lingers behind me.
Do I need to talk to anyone? I don't know. If you want to help me out of all this, you may.
I need to write some poems and not let the knife touch the arm...
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
My love with Placebo has been rekindled!
Yes. I listened to some songs off their last album, and I love them again!
Listen to the songs and please tell me what you think of the band PLEASE!
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It's sunny and I'm happy!
Yes indeedy I'm happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy! :PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP))))))))))))))PPPPPPPPP)))))))))))))
Yay!
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An English girl needs her biscuits!
Yes, well, we bought a new batch of biscuits, and we have some old ones, which I realised we had, and now I'm going to gorge on them! Yaaayyy! i blame my grandma on my dad's side! She absolutely loves biscuits!
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I really can't get over yesterday.
Yes, with the P.E., I can't get over it! I wasn't even thinking when I darn well reached out for that girl, and ripped the netball bib she was wearing!
See what depression does to me?!
PM me people! I'm lonely!
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Garlic fingers make me hungry!
Yes. I was doing still life with fruit and veg, and I was messing around with the garlic because I'm pathetic.
Anyway, my dad's around, and family therapy is moving ever nearer as the seconds go on!
My eczema is going down!
Question: How does one know?
Answer: I put on my oil-based cream (can't remember the name. It's a fuel though) and it burnt! It burns my mum and brother's skin if they use it! Yay!
Until the next flare-up my friends!
I can't wash the garlic out of my fingers... It's now starting to make me ill.
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Monday, March 12, 2007
I cannot comment at the mo, so sorry.
Yes. Just deal with it. I have seen your sites though. Maybe I should pm y'all. I can't be bothered.
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It's nice and hot!
Yes indeed! Yesterday was grand, and today is even hotter! Not much to say on the subject though.
Actually, I had to go out yesterday because we had no food in the house, so I went out in an above-the-knee skirt, adn tights, thank God, because it was really windy, and it kept blowing up my skirt! I was so self-consious it wasn't funny!
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