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• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Monday, March 5, 2007
ITTTTTTCCCHHHHHHEEEEE!!!! *whimpers*
Yes. My army things are in the wash, the washing machione to be more precise, and I do not have them on, and I am getting dry, and scratching the fuck out of it! :(
I did my English homework for the first time, but I left it at home because I was so tired I was on crack yesterday! I even bet myself that I would leave it! That's how useless I knew I would be!
P.E. was fun, even though
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Saturday, March 3, 2007
 Big big moon!
I love the moon. My name and astrological sign are connected to the moon. The moon was big, and with the lunar eclispe soon, it is quite brilliant, but not very. It didn't reflect off the roofs. I couldn't take a picture of it unfortunately. Ah well.
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Thought I may as well post this. Pretty true I must say.
You Are 55% Left Brained, 45% Right Brained
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The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
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Visual Dialogues and the power of the waistcoat!
Yes. I wore my waistcoat today. I wore my short-sleeved shirt with it, and my grey shorts with my grey tights and high heels. I'm such a cutie! Nivek was staring at me, bordering on lecherous pervy looking at me! I came in and sat down, and he was looking at me little too long! *shivers* He always stares at me. I am fond of him, but he's so 'gangster' it's not funny, and I'm not for it! *frowns and shakes head*
I saw Tarasai when I was walking there. I saw her, and the expression was XD NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Yes. I walked a different way, and she saw me. She asked if I was the top of the class, which I saw a bit creepy because I am (am I that apparently smart through my demeanour and voice/ expression?!) and I was saying how I am lazy, and I don't really know what to do in life. I think writing or art, as they are my passions.
The Sheffield lot came down, and they were just so friendly with their nothern accents! Ryan came in late and had these MASSIVE coke cottle-esque glasses on. At the end of the session he was saying how he runs alot, and wears them so flies don't fly in his eyes. XD
Something that pissed me off: I had an American style cookie in my hand. I was eating it. Tarasai, who I foolishly let sit next to me, broke off over half of it. She said 'thank you' in her annoying American accent in such a sarky tone, I wanted to argue with her, but I didn't want to make a scene infront of everyone because I can get awful with my self-righteous self, so I grunted in disapproval. She's done that the 4th time since I met her in September. I didn't like her from the time I met her. *screws up face*
A poem I put on a forum I'm on. It's kind of mediocre to me, but I think all my stuff is so, and people adore it!
They did it again.
'don't make yourself known'.
And yes I am short-sighted.
At the end of the mucking day,
I know where I'm going wrong,
Which to a certain point,
is better than living in denial.
I am still fighting.
Fighting from the mentality of the modern world
and the plight of depression being my cross.
But unlike Jesus,
I plan not on being pinned-down to it.
-Amaris!
Whenever I think of poems,
By right, I think of classical poems.
Describing the wild-life, though no one truly cares,
and a scene of some kind.
Not a rude, sardonic verse,
which makes you despise the poet
for ever thinking such heinous things
of this 'wonderful' Mother Earth.
I do not hold compassion in my heart.
I hold cold brutality and raw emotion
without words strong enough to let it out
And I don't write these poems for myself,
nor any other person
I write them for the fact that if I don't,
I will not be
I will not be here for others,
Nor myself.
Amaris!
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Friday, March 2, 2007
I love this song! I'm such an indie freak!
Here's the site. I@m too lazy to link.
http://cissme.com/streaming/motion/qt/reveal/JoanAsPoliceWoman_Christobel_High.mov
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It's so much fun to keep rebooting this computer!
It has been 4 times now, and it's annoying me to quite an extent! I hope my computer doesn't have a virus or something! This broadband! Nothing but trouble! :(
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I'm the only person to go on the internet today!
Yes. My brother and sister went on yesterday, so I will be going on at 8pm my time, if anyone would like to talk to me.
Nothing really happened last night. I'm still waking up three times a night. I'm quite tired. I found the score, so I'm happy about that. I didn't do my English homework, and as usual, my teacher rolled her eyes.
I haven't got any concerns with my classes, thank God. Choir was fun singing the 'requiem'. I'm starting on my EVIL shoe again. Being cut by the wire happens AGAIN! I don't know if I have Visual Dialogues, if so, I can wear my waistcoat. Yay!
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Thursday, March 1, 2007
 I feel my brain ebbing away!
Oh those chemicals are killing my brain cells off like no ends! I feel dumb and I have a fecking headache! I hate being sensitive to smells! I shall leave you with a conversation between my mum and dad.
Dad: Did you see that muck in the bath?
Mum: Yes I did.
Dad: I wonder where that was from. Amaris?
Mum: No, I asked her. Before I went to bed, it wasn't like that. I think you had a bath.
Dad: Oh. I don't remember because I was so relaxed.
Mum: Relaxed? You mean pissed! You couldn't get out of my bedroom! You were so relaxed you didn't know what you were doing!
Dad: ...
That's my lovely life!
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 Amaris is angry and dry!
As usual, I woke up three times this morn. I am flipping tired and semi-depressed, but in a good mood. I can't find the music I sing from that I had over the holidays because the performance is next week, and there are no spares, so I was looking for it for a good half hour this morn, eating at my creaming time (I have eczema- a dry skin condition) and still was unable to find it. So I am dry, luckily, I brought some cream with me, but I will not be a happy bunny today! I'm all craggy and dry and pissed off with the eczema on my eye lid!
Also, sorry for not visiting your sites! It's my favourite thing to do on here! :(
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
What have I done?
MyO is blocked for me, and I don't know why! My friends can get on it on their names, but I can't! Grrrr! The internet's slow, and it's raining all week here. Good old England!
It has been good today, but my dad was drunk last night.
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