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1991-07-11
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somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
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2003-10-10
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Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
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Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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Monday, February 12, 2007
~I want wellies!
WEll, British Spring is coming, and do you all know what that means?!
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RAIN, RAIN AND RAIN EVERY DAY OF THE WEEK! XD
So I asked my mum if I could get some wellies, and my mum said yes, but we have to go buy some, so now my socks won't be marred with grey water, and I can jump in puddles whilst I have my back on my back like some mediocre musical! I just need to carry my shoes in a bag everyday though.
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It's Monday!
Doing my maths coursework. I can only do it in this specific room! :( I'm still on here though because I am bad. lol
I'm in a happy mood which is good. The computer room's alright today except my big mouth sister is in here too.
My P.E. bag ripped and it's drizzling today! Arrgghhh! Heavy bags and drizzle, so there's no point in having an umbrella up, makes Amaris mad!
Nothing else really.
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Parents' evening! Dun dun dun! It's tomorrow.
I'm not that worried, as my mum knows the situation for all of the subjects, but being persecuted isn't the most fun! My mum'll probably go on telling me about how I should use my ability to the maximum because I'm so intellectually smart an dstuff. *sighs* Oh well! I can go on the comp while I wait because it starts at 4, and school finishes at 3:15.
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
I is soooooooooo bored!
There's no one to talk to, and I usually play Inklink on shockwave, but that's not working, and I can't get onto my library's website to reserve some new mangas! Arrgghhh! The world's against me! *cries*
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Maths coursework! ~o~ Oh no!
I was on the computer for about 3 and a half hours because I was entering data for my maths coursework. It's evil! I had to: enter height info for Key stage 3 (Years 7-9), Key Stage 4 boys and girls separately and then weight for it over again. Very labourious! I'm fine now, as I've had my fill of 'See Hear' and 'The Culture Show'! :P
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Friday, February 9, 2007
A song I TRULY love! LISTEN TO IT!
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Snow is evil!
Well, my French teacher, who is pregnant I hasten to add, was walking in the snow and she slipped. So, in the lesson, there was no teacher, and it's funny how different peoples' aspirations are! People wanted to be allsorts, and little old me being the only person who wanted to do anything in the arts field. Ideally I would like to be an artist, or just plainly get people not to be ignorant. As my mum says, "The way you were brought up is likely to be the way you bring up your children up." How unfortunate for them; whereas, I have a rather very good relationship with my mother. Darn me! At least it saves up for my father! XD People are literally jealous of me that I don't get beaten or scolded or anything!
I'm so bored that I've posted too many times!
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I was a good girl, but now I'm bad.
If I looked as rough as I felt, I'd look like this...
It's graphics, and still I have not the things that are required for the lesson, so I'm fucked.
Deborah was joking to me how I never get into trouble, and how the Italian technician moved my pencilcase and was checking out my name on my homework diary. She was saying how people usually gravitate to me when she wants it to be her. I was joking about how there must be some aura around me which must say 'This girl has very bad emotional issues. Just don't bother telling her off but be intrigued by me'. Ah well. There must be something wonderful about me which I do not see, but that comes with low self-esteem.
I was watching this show about child geniuses. It was eponomously titled. There was this boy called Dante, and it was like they were talking about me. Scary. I'm pretty smart myself, but I've let myself down more and more over the years. My fauxness towards how I feel is too much of a disguise. Not even my mum thinks I have low self-esttem even though I hint it as much as I can. I am my own worst enemy. :(
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On a laptop!
Yeah. It's break. I should be eating, but I can cope being brain-dead in the next two lessons. I'm back on them in Maths. I'm behind in the coursework because I was ill last week. I didn't slip yesterday.
Yesterday at Tate Forum, one of the guys was talking about how he's only seen snow twice in his life because he used to live in South Africa.
I shall update another time in the day. :O
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Thursday, February 8, 2007
People who never try always prosper! (My back foot!)
People are complaining after doing nothing that they are being entered into exams low (foundation. The highest you can get is a C).
Personally, I don't care, as my target is an A in everything and I'm probably going to get it if I don't burn out.
It won't be higher than 3 degrees Celsius, and my feet are still cold.
I haven't done my Science coursework because I was sick and still haven't started it at all. He has a loud Scottish voice, and I don't want to cry! I'm already sad!
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