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Sunday, December 31, 2006
 Ooo oo! My review of the year!
Well, the year started with my father coming around, getting drunk and arguing with my mum. That got me depressed for the next month because he was there. We weren't allowed on the internet until the 4th.
I did a silly RPG thing, and a person who I shall not shame, thought I was to kill myself on my birthday back in June- my birthday is in July.
Joined Tate Forum this year- I'm glad I've joined something.
Sleep deprivation the whole of year 11.
Joined Visual Dialogues.
Many people have come and gone on here- so is life.
Joined myspace for the sake of my school friends.
Emo music at its current peak- why?
Writing of stories is coming along well
Got fired in work experience.
I'll add as I remember.
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It's New year's eve!
I don't know what I'm celebrating about really. I was up going into today.
It has been weird because this week on the radio, people have been attacking blogs and saying how they are useless, and there are paedophiles all over the place.
I feel quite hurt, and defiant in their words because for many people, it is a place of solace away from 'real life'. I know it is for me. At school, I do not have many friends- I CERTAINLY DID NOT when I joined back in Oct '03. One person this morn- about 2am-ish, one guy was saying that you can't really call anyone your friend. I would answer yes and no, as it can be subjective. The man also said "how boring! Commenting on peoples' lives who are half way across the world, and you don't even know them!" Personally, I feel that it's good that you don't know them, as they can't get on your nerves, but at the same time, the person is lying to you, but don't people lie to you to your face? I know that as a fact from my father! People who enjoy their lives may use escapism through other means- not just blogs- alcoholism for example, or throwing yourself onto people for sex to feel the warmth of another body.
Well, that's my complaint done! What do you fellow bloggers think?!
For Antiworld: Just a few pics of the film. ^^
Go Shinji go! Strangle that bitch!
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 This is a screenshot. See! Their hands don't touch!
 She's reaching out whilst her eye is bleeding just before she dies.
 The smashed up eva.
 I couldn't help it. I had to make her smile.
I've uploaded some new ones. Their actions are as follows:
Now it's in order. How convoluted! Well that's it. In the end, Asuka looks at him and says something, but it's inaudible- that or my bro and sis were at each others' necks!
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Saturday, December 30, 2006
More songs! The other one was univocallic.
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Lost my post, so I have to do it again...
Well, I have 4546 visits. Yay me!
I was up, listening to the radio, when the presenter told me how Saddam had died. I don't know how to react to it, as I know the man was wrong, and Mr. Tony Blair and Mr. Bush were wrong to do what they did, but he massacred people who didn't agree with him, or voted with him. His dictatorship, like all dictatorships were wrong, and if it meant he was unlawfully hanged.
I know what he did, unlike so many uninformed ignorant people, but I still think the end justifies the means personally.
Anyway, I went to the library, scratch that, two libraries infact. It rained while I was walking there, and I'm still wet, and that was 4 hours ago! It was awful. It wasn't cold, it was just windy.
On some person's house there were reindeer on the outside, and their heads moved. Nasty and shocking! Especially in the dark.
Well, nothing else to report. I wanted to do a song of the day, but it turned into 4 songs.
Please listen to them and tell me what you think.
Well, not 4, but hey! LISTEN!
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Friday, December 29, 2006
Lipograms. (That's what happens when you stay up because you don't want to go to bed writing a story in the cold walls of your room!)
I was listening to the radio- a talk radio, and this man was talking about lipograms and another poem form where you can only use the one selected vowel in every single word. I shan't do an example, for it will be atrocious!
Lipograms are when you do poems and they are without a particular letter.
They were doing nursery rhymes, so I have done a few. For the sake that many people may not know the nursery rhymes, and they have many variations.
Mary, Mary, quite contrary, how does your garden grow?
“With silver bells and cockleshells and pretty maids all in a row.”
Now, with no Us.
Mary, Mary, rather contrary, how does one’s garden grow?
“With silver bells and cockleshells, and pretty maids all in a row.”
Now, that one was fairly easy, I have others though!
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!
Now, without Ts. How fun?!
Sparkle, sparkle, small Sun
How I wonder your being
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in my sky
Sparkle, sparkle, small Sun
How I wonder your being
Baa baa black sheep, have you any wool?
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full!
One for the master, one for the dame,
And one for the little boy who lives down the lane
Now, without Es (a bit harder. The family helped like they always do.)
Baa baa black wool animal
Own any surplus wool?
Yah sir, yah sir, tri bags full
A bag for the lord, a bag for maid
A bag for small boy living down path
Three blind mice, three blind mice,
See how they run, see how they run
They all ran after the farmer’s wife,
who cut off their tails with a carving knife,
have you ever seen such a thing in your life
as three blind mice?
Now, without Is
Three bad eyed plural mouse, three bad eyed plural mouse
See how they run, see how they run
They all ran after the farmer’s spouse,
Who cut off three appendages who was a holder of a shaper dagger ,
Have you ever seen such an event ever to happen
As three bad eyed plural mouse?
Hope me darn post ain't 2 long for all a yiz! (My poor attempt at being a gangsta! No. scratch that, a G!)
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 Watched 'See Spot Run'. Could you get anymore foolish?!
Wow. American films which are comedy are really foolish! Slapstick is the word that comes to mind.
'Thunderpants' was also on today. That's a funny British film.
Nothing else to add really.
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
 Saw 'holes'. Man! Talk about every plot line being tied up!
Well, didn't REALLY tidy up today. Went into the living room, and saw the film, and I had never watched it, so I did, and funny it was!
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
 'High school musical' is going to be the death of me!!!!!
My sister got it for Christmas. She first watched it yesterday. Us as a family were analysing the story, and talking about how the moral of story is actually good because it is presenting how differences are good, rather than conforming in lovely old America, as it is fecking well segragated! Darn you mostly no uniform schools!
I can hear it over the music I'm listening to.
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 Have to re-post this! Darn you slow comp!
Anyway, I was waffling about the 'Neon Genesis Evangelion' boxset. I was saying how I no longer have anything to get anymore episodes or movies. I give up. I'm going to add a poem next. *screws up face and punches arm*
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
Some songs that I just personally like.
Wasit for the singing to start guys. It's well over 2/3 though. 'Love is to share, mine is for you.' Gotta love it!
Hope you enjoy a few! British music/ French and the last I don't know what.
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