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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
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Tuesday, December 5, 2006
 I haven't been feeling as bad as normal! Yay!
Maybe it's the fact that even though I am still unable to sleep, I have been having a better quality.
Went to bed at 10:30. That's the first time in ages.
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I do indeed prefer loud girls to giddy girls.
Well, what to say? Went to IKEA on Saturday, and left at 4, and came back at like 10 pm. Monday, I had my art detention as ever.
IKEA was alright. The evening was cold.
Sunday was fine. Didn't have cathedral choir, so I didn't have to get up at 7 am.
Ignorance is bliss I have to say. Ignorance is bliss. <--- this is about the LOVELY people in my school!
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Friday, December 1, 2006
If being popular means this, then I'd be unknown ANY day!
Well, today, I spent all of my maths lesson telling a girl who I sit next to to shut up.
And then at the end of the day, I saw them, and they caught up with me, and I was waiting to cross the road, and there was a car coming down the road, her and two friends went to cross the road, and she pulled my arm, and I refused, shouting at them "Dont' pull me! I don't want to get licked down!" and they got across the road safely, running, but that is NOT the point! (they went to the sweets shop. So important) I DO NOT WANT my life to me in danger because of them, and I do not want to be accused of being a fairweather friend, but she's not concerned if she dies. She WILL NOT be paying for the funeral charges will she?
I got up the road, and I was standing there not wanting to cross the road, I saw them and crossed the road! XD
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Today has been a pain.
I went to bed pretty late last night- 12 am, and I had the first night of uninterupted sleep all night. I'm at least glad for that.
Every silly person was getting to me unfortunately. I'm still here today.
Nothing else to say.
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
I feelso fecking empty!
Yesterday, I got into the class, and a girl in my class waws going on about her friends and their boyfriends and such, and it's annoying, because that is all they talk about, so the bell for registration went off, and I went outside, and then the girl was there, and she asked if anything was the matter. I said no, and she said 'are you sure?' and I smirked, and said no. The funny thing was that she was part of the problem!
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Is I REALLY a girl who likes being a victim?
I looked in the library book I have for characters, written by a psychiatrist, and I looked up 'victim style'. I match about 8 out of 10 things. Maybe it's my imagination, but that's what I'm like when I'm depressed! I like retelling stories of my suffering. Makes me proud. When I get around it, I shall go and type up the 'symptoms'! XD
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
What shall I add as a post today?
Well, I had no homeowrk, well, homework, I could do, without my books because they were at school in my locker, and my mum got pissed off last night, and said how I'd be wasting 2 years retaking my GCSEs. Frankly, I don't know why she's on my bad, but I think it's because I'm tired, and I feel all depressed, and that takes alot out of me, and going to bed late because I have so much homework adds to the cycle. I didn't listen to her anyway, and I watched tele with her in the room.
My excema is good at the moment, my mum was saying how they look nasty, as they are grey now. I 'aven't got them on now because I wanted to get to school early, of which I didn't. I'm such a failure!!!! *sticks sword in heart*
Maybe I shall go and add an excerpt of my current story, which I have been wrking on for 2 years now. I've only taken that long because I wanted to write it when I was that age, if you know what I mean. I'm more mature now than I was earlier in the year.
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
 Will I but EVER be early to school?!
I've been getting late to school ever since I've been wearing my bandages because it takes 20 mins to lather up with cream, and apply them. I don't get up early, so it pushes everything back, which is rather annoying. It was raining today, so grand, and now my socks are STILL wet at 12:54 in the afternoon, and when I got the side doors, which are opened in the morn, they were facking closed! I was like 2 mins late! I'm getting mightily pissed off now!
My sister is on this trip, which I was on two years ago. It's to go to a university, and stoof. Nothing much.
Nothing else to really report.
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My mum called me a victim on Saturday!
When I had my cold on Saturday, my brother and I were on my mum's bed, and he was picking on me, and stuff, and then my mum said that I liked being a victim, which is true, but not the point.
As Amaris, I am usually a victim . Whether teasing, or some sort, so I play the part.
What's wrong with that? I'm a masochist!
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Monday, November 27, 2006
I gave my cold to my mum! Yay! Actually, it sucked because I had to go to church.
Hmm... sorry for not being on on the weekend. On Saturday I had a cold so I wasn't on, and on Sunday, my mum had one.
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