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Saturday, November 25, 2006
Didn't get home until 9:40 ish
Well, the Tate Open Evening was a wet blanket. No one visited our part because it was so cut off from the rest of the stuff. I talked to this black lady, and she was telling me off for never really going into the galleries, and to look at Black artists in order to become 'a better artist'. I know what I want to do. Plus I'm only 15!
I wandered around for the most part, and talked to Ellen, who is also a member, and two guys who haven't come in the last 8 weeks appeared, but can and went like a bad smell!
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Friday, November 24, 2006
Tate open evening!
I have to go to the Tate Britain to help at 5:30, which means I have to leave at 5, and it doesn't finish until 9 pm, so I may not get on later. Oh grand!
It'll be tiring, but fun.
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Thursday, November 23, 2006
I should change up my intro.
I think that I should put in more about me to tell you the truth. There's not much to add, my life being so lovely with it's lavely catastrophes and shit.
I shouldn't be so negative, the way I always am.
To me, it seems that I constantly complain. That's what diaries are for, are they not?
Had a test today, and as always, I was revising infront of the television. The one thing I remembered: Power= potential difference x current, came in handy for about 6 questions. I'm glad. I hope I didn't get a D, like I had before. I hardly revised though.
I quit cathedral choir. I talked to Mr. Harper about my excema, and he told me of when his son had it when he was 18 months, of which he is 18 now, and saying how he waws crying, and there was blood in his cot from him scrathing. He was sad to see me go, but I have to 'pretend' to do my work! If it's the last thing I do!
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It's thanksgiving to day! Isn't it?
I don't know if it is so, for I am all the way over the ocean in humble little miserable Britain! Well, have a happy one!
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My arm doesn't smell funny because of that!
I found out my arm smells funny because when the cream starts to dry, it has a foul smell.
I have to keep it bandaged on order for the heat and moisture to stay in, for I have a dry skin condition- excema! XD
I'm usually lazy because of my lack of self-esteem makes it hard for me to be enthused
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Still in bandages.
How was my last 24 hours?
Did nothing all afternoon and evening. Spent quality time with ma moomee. Yay! (Not that my mum isn't a single- stay-at-home moomee.)
My left arm smells funneh. I don't know why.
Went to the doctor. We're going to have family therapy. I'm soooooo looking forward to my father even going on his rocker further! Got to love it!
Also, if Antiworld reads this: Sloth means lazy. To do witht he animal which sleeps alot, and hangs from trees.
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
My desktop because I'm unable to upload the screencapture!
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Still in bandages.
Well, I hadn't added a post about being followed by a year 8 (My first stalker! *glomps*), but I thought I may as well say I did.
She saw me today, as always, surrounded by friends, and then she stopped on the stairs, as I was going to my form room, as it was the beginning of the day, and she had her head in her hand. Then I looked at her, and then I went around the stairs, opened the door, smiled, and walked off.
I'm a bad motherfucker! XD
Visual dialogues was interesting. Got a free magazine which is usually £3.90, and it hasn't much advertising, and reviews and shit. I may also be going up to Manchester or Manchesta as they pronounce it up there, for a day to meet the visual dislogue people up there. I got there late, but it was fine. There was this black guy called Ryan, and he had an ear-piercing which was a purple butterfly. It was weird. I also had 2 Timeouts (chocolate) and 2 Wagon wheels.
As always, people asked me about my bandages.
I think I should get my sister to take a pic, and I'll upload it. Here's my excema on my left arm.
Enjoy the lovaly picture!
Also, I had to rebandage my left arm because it came loose when I had to put on my jumper, and it was taking forever, and Mrs. Radeef asked if I was okay, and then I said yes, and she said she was concerned for me, and I said "I'm not dying or anything! If I was suffering, you would know because I was complaining about it!" Ah, I have no social skills! I don't mean to talk to a teacher like that, but the excema makes me grumpy!
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Monday, November 20, 2006
Always ice to know an excema flare-up can ruin your homework day!
Please join this forum: http://z8.invisionfree.com/OperationFoxHound/
Anyway, on Sunday, I had an excema flare-up, and this meant that all I could think of was "SCRATCH! SCRATCH!!!! SCRATCH!!!!!" Yes. I did try to gnaw my arms off, but it didn't work. I've got bandages on now, and I look like a sad case. Also, I haven't done any English work because I couldn't think of anything else.
Woke up at 5 this morn, when it should have beem 7. Tired as hell. Haven't done any P.E. today because the gym was filled with tables and chairs for people who were having tests.
Wasted two lessons.
I still feel itchy. Extremely itchy, but I'll try to cope. I'm quite foul-tempered as well. Sorry!
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
 Didn't do much today except from writing.
I woke up PROPERLY at about 11 am or so. I started writing at about 12, and did writing until 7 pm full stop. The quality is pretty high, and I did about 20 pages or so. If I ever finish the book/ story/ novel thing, I'll definitely try to get it published. Hopefully it will. I'm pretty good at writing.
My father's here. Not much to say on that.
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