|
myOtaku.com
• Join Today!
My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
Contact Me
E-mail
• Click Here
OtakuBoards
• Drausinus
Website
• Click Here
Yahoo! Messenger
• don't use it.
Vitals
Birthday
• 1991-07-11
Gender
•
Female
Location
• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
Member Since
• 2003-10-10
Occupation
• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
Real Name
• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
Personal
Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
Goals
• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
Hobbies
• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
Talents
•
|
|
|
|
myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
|
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Pages (238): [ First ][ Previous ] 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 [ Next ] [ Last ]
Thursday, November 2, 2006
 Amaris has bought: 2 apple pies (99p), a bacon cheese burger (99p) and 'medium' fries for 99p. I@m so bright!
Well, I spend longer pondering on what to buy, than receiving the darned things! I got in there before the rush too!
All things aside, especially tourists, why do I get so many visits, and low comments! It gets my hopes up guys! Am I THAT boring?! (Yes I am, but that's not the point.)
I'm going to visit the Holbein exhibition to kill time later inbetween work and Tate forum. It's an hour and a half, and if I were to go home, I would be there for half an hour. The Holbein exhibition is free for me anyway because I@m a Tate member. :P
Comments (2) |
Permalink
I need some food! £3 worth of food!
Hmm... I'm going off to fight off tourists to go and get some food, because the lovely girl that is Amaris, can't take sandwiches anymore! See you in a bit!
Comments (2) |
Permalink
Wednesday, November 1, 2006
Yet again, I am a failure!
I was asked to scan some stuff in, and save them all in the right places, but unfortunately, I did many at a time, and they are now saved under different names. Luckily the damn Adobe has history, so I have to flip alot of stuff. The only prob now is, I have pretty much finished, and now I have to waste 12 minutes until I go home, because I can't go, but there's no job I can do which will only last 5 mins.
Comments (1) |
Permalink
Pizza and tomato soup owns you!
It was nice and tasty, and I have 5 minutes left of lunch. Bored.
Looking forward to Cathedral Choir tonight. I can chat to Deborah, and potentially Jasmine about work experience. Deborah is at a nursery, so I hope she ends up being happy with little kids!
Comments (2) |
Permalink
I am but here again!
Always nice to know that when I quote, it gets more comments than my own words!
It's weird because I have to get to work by 10. I always get there early, because I have to change three times to different lines. It can take 20 minutes, if I can get a train everytime I touch the platform, or it can take an hour. I thank my lucky stars that the waiting hasn't happened yet, adn that it's during rush hour.
Today I got out late, and on the London Underground, if you touch in with your oyster card or travelcard AFTER 9:30 am, you pay less. I was down there at 9:28, but I didn't want to go and miss a train, to miss a train, to miss a train, and get to work late, so I thought "Fuck it. I'm not being late, even if I pay £1 less." I'm here now though. I think about 7 minutes early or something.
About the person's words. I think that I have a tiny bit of sympathy, me currently having suicidal thoughts (lol) but I think people who harm themselves really need to get a grip and look around them. Instead of cutting, I draw pictures of people cutting themselves! Isn't that the way to go?! (lol) I draw all my inane fanrasies of killing people and killing myself, and drawing pictures of people with swords in their heads, and then later, I can go- "Was that what I was REALLY like at 15? Cool!" Do you understand what I mean?
How is today going? Well, the person whose desk I'm at, reviewed some of the stuff I did, and it was practically perfect, except I had accidentally left a copy in the file. It's fine now though.
I should go off and heat my Chicago Town Pizza in the flipping microwave oven, and kill this hunger of mine! I'm sick of sandwiches with lovely bacon I tell ya! Sick of it!
I shall go and visit sites afterwards, like the dedicated girl I am! :P
Comments (1) |
Permalink
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
 "I can't cry. The last time i cried was Friday night when my wrist wouldnt stop bleeding."
This was taken from a comment, and it isn't out of context. I can tell you that. I don't care if the words were taken without permission, because they don't have me added as a friend.
Please tell me what you think of it.
Comments (7) |
Permalink
I commuted into town wearing me headphones and listening to anime songs on me MP3 player!
I so hate the Victoria line! It screeches and is so high pitched that you can't hear anything! But at least I was listening to Outlaw Star and Nadesico!
I have nothing else to add!
Comments (3) |
Permalink
I so need to flipping well eat!
I had no breakfast this morning, and I got to work early- 9:40 instead of 10am. I can't help it! I like to work!
It was weird yesterday, becausethe first time in a long time, I worked 2 hours straight without hesitating! I have an attention span after all!
What else?
I don't know really. I don't have to stick minutes in the minute book, and I have a bit of work, which I may do in a jiffy, and then have nothing to do for the next hour!
I think it's weird having Harrod's next to you because it's such a fancy shop, with its luxurious and expensive stuff, and there's no point in me going in there, and being alienated by foreigners, and getting lost.
There is a smell of cheese and onion pasties, which is killing me because I'm so hungry! No, I do not like them, and no I shan't eat at someone elses desk!
Comments (1) |
Permalink
Monday, October 30, 2006
Posting during meh lunch break.
"As long as you do not bring the company into disrepute, or are not distracted by blogs, you can use them."
And using them I am. Today has been alright. Got into 'work' early, and I did some hole punching and many repetitive stuffs. Everything's fine now.
I've been doing some filing, and and sticking things in, and that has been alright. I have also photocopied, which is a first for me.
I'm looking forward to the two weeks work, and doing more office things.
My lunch is over, so I shall go now.
Comments (7) |
Permalink
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Boring day, and I have managed to get out of tidying up! Yay!
I woke up late- at 10 a.m., and therfore, I didn't go and buy some extensions. Darn.
My mum asked if I had anything to do, and I said no so then she said I must clean my room.
The only problem was the fact that I had to go and have a bath, because my excema was dry, but I couldn't cream it, otherwise there would be grease in the bath which is wasted.
My brother had a bath, and then my sister, and then she forgot to tell me, so I was just sitting there.
Then I had one, and then went out to the shops, and now it's 18:13.
I have 1 hour and a half on the internet, and then I have dinner, and then tele, and then bed.
Ah! I love escaping things!
A song that's cheap and nasty!
Comments (5) |
Permalink
Pages (238): [ First ][ Previous ] 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 [ Next ] [ Last ]
|
|
